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What's your dessert personality?

2012-01-16T20:10:00.000-08:00

I am fond of taking personality quizzes on the net.
Just like this post.

Just now, I took another quiz, inspired by my previous post.
Why? Because it's about desserts!!! Oh I really love desserts!

So what's my dessert personality? I'm a CHOCOLATE MOUSSE!
Here's why:

You're passionate and driven, and you always put 100 percent effort into everything you do. You know what you want and seem to get it just about all of the time, thanks to your hard work and dedication. You like staying on top of things, but it's not that much of a problem for you to stay in control because you're so responsible. And just like the classic dessert that's your counterpart, your no-nonsense approach to life is admired by the people around you. In fact, that’s the reason why people like you so much—because your frankness is a refreshing breath of fresh air.

You're confident, and you know your strengths and weaknesses well. You readily take on tasks that are right up your alley, but at the same time, you have no qualms about taking on challenges, either. You're excellent when it comes to handling details, but, at the same time, you can easily see and understand the big picture. As such, it doesn't come as a surprise that you're always asked to lead projects and take care of major responsibilities. A career woman through and through, your job is of the highest priority, but at the same time, you make room for spending quality time with yourself, friends, and family.

Oh my, after reading it, I was touched and shocked because they're all true!

I'm passionate in everything I do. When I am so inspired, no one will stop me and my creative juices just came out fast and results to great things! Happy me, happy them!:)
I am responsible with my life and what I do. I don't blame others if I fail but myself. And if that happens, I learned a lesson and be better and smarter next time.
I am frank! Yes, I am too honest. Sometimes, I can't control myself in saying things (good or bad) so I just took a breath and think of: "Less talk, less mistake"!
I am confident, people say that to me. But sometimes, I feel I am not. Sometimes, I just have to face my fears and my life gets exciting more and more each day.
I am a leader because I am a follower. They say, I am an exceptional follower. I was touched because that means I am also an exceptional leader that leads my life and tasks I am given.
Work-Life Balance. OMG. This is so true. My family and career are my priorities. I see to it that balance things out. I am a Libra, you know! :)

I am not perfect. I just focus on the positive side of things. That's my goal: to be positive on things!

Do you want to know your dessert personality and realize yourself? Take the quiz here.

Have a nice life!:)

Cakes, anyone?

2012-01-14T14:31:00.000-08:00

Who wants cakes? WE!
Oh yes, we love cakes! We have cakes when we have celebrations.
And we have celebration as we celebrate precious moments in our lives! Am I right? :)

So my family celebration the birthday of each of us every year! As in! There's no miss since we were born!

So I will share to you the cakes we had in the past year's celebrations!

Click for more of this story..

Another deal.

2012-01-07T09:55:00.000-08:00

To open the year with a bang, I grabbed an online deal AGAIN.
So I'm still the representative of my family when it comes to groupons/online deals. Whew!

I am excited for our family getaway!
Hope it will be April, but May is also okay.
Whenever it is, we will be surely enjoy and it will be fun!

PS: It's not an out of country, but an out of town!
It's more fun in the Philippines!
#1 for fun! :>

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2012-01-03T01:23:00.000-08:00

Welcome 2012!
Happy New Year!

My January 1:
I started my day with jumping my heart out with my family! So fun!
Then I slept for few hours and went off to work!
Oh yes, I have work! But it does not matter because I did a new thing.
Here's my gift for you this new year: Life in Metaphors.
This site is basically about photos with quotes about Life, Love and beyond that are metaphors or sometimes, simile. You will surely love it and be inspired after the visit.

Click here: Life in Metaphors!:)
Follow us also in Twitter: Life in Metaphors Twitter!:)

I'm so happy because I did that! All the background pictures came from me and most of them are photographed by me! It's me, me, me! hahaha :)

Then I had my 2 day- rest days! But sadly, I'm just here in the house, eating a lot.
I can't go out because I'm sick. I need rest to fully recover, you know.

Have a great day ahead everyday.
Have a great life! :)

2011: One of the best years of my life

2011-12-30T21:02:00.000-08:00

At start, I was uncertain. I had those questions in my head like "What if our design project won't work?", "Will I be able to graduate on time?", and the like.

But eventually, with God's grace, I made it. I had an amazing year of 2011.
I'll tell you why.

Design project worked!
Signed a HP contract deal in February.
Started my HP career in April.
Graduated with a degree of BSCoE in April.
Went to Cebu with family in April.
Family summer outing in Big Rock resort in May.
2ne1 concert in Araneta Coliseum with my chu in June! woohoo! I cried tears of joy!
Dates with my love, Levi every month or every time we would like (if our sked permits).
Went to Manila Ocean Park and dined in Shangrila's The Heat with Levi @ our 4th anniversary in September.
Organized my mom's 60th birthday celebration! Glamorous @ 60! :)
Made special videos for LeviJen and Mom's.
Birthday celebrations of each of my family members. Foods are assigned to each of us.
KCON 2011! Grand Feast is love! I love you God!:)
Bonding with my big sisters. Pizza hut, Bonchon, Banapple dates!:>
CoE reunions in Gerry's Grill and outing in Bulacan.
Attended a wedding of my cousin in Laguna with garden reception! oh dear!:)
Pikselot reunion in Sambo Kojin and Gayuma ni Maria.
Attended 3 Christmas parties @ HP! Got my performance rating and it shocked me! woohoo!
HongKong Touchdown in December to celebrate life! Went to Disneyland and witnessed the beautiful Parade of stars and Disney of the Stars firework.
Celebrated 30 years of wedding vows of my Mom and Dad! Love love love!

OMG! I have been experience the best new feelings and I'm craving for more!!

As the year ends, 2012 is coming.

I just keep my resolution simple: I go on with my life to the fullest, infinite, beyond limits.

I got a lot of goals I want to achieve. Just three words: SAVE. TRAVEL. LIVE.

Oh yeah, those 3 words have one thing in common: they have a single "v" which means Victorious! I will win! I will be a life champion.

SAVE: I will control myself to buy clothes, dresses and shoes. oh my! Reimbursement, where are you? I had investments for my life and future. What I'm missing is the emergency fund! I have to allocate my funds wisely from now on! My Sunlife planner will help me!:)

TRAVEL: Oh my, I want to go to Boracay, Caramoan, Singapore and Bangkok in 2012!!!! My problem is when and who will come with me. Hope my family and friends' schedules permit it. (because I can take leaves as long as I inform my manager).

LIVE: I want to be successful in my HP career. I have goals and tasks to complete and pass. I need to freshen up a bit and have long and more dates with my boyfriend, barkada and family! I want to simply live my life!! I want to make it more colorful and lively and fun! I want to be a better and patient.

God, I love you and thank you for everything!:)

Hopefully, no one will get sick. PEACE OF MIND, HAPPINESS and GOOD HEALTH! These are my core wishes every time I talk to You. Please guide me in everything I do and every decision I make.

I wish and I will work on it.

I better start now!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAPPY 2012!:)

Gayuma-tized (again)

2011-12-30T19:00:00.000-08:00

Last October 2005, I went to Gayuma with Pikselot. Here's my post.
After 6 years, just last night, we went on their new and resurrected resto.

Welcome to the "Gayuma ni Maria"!

As you have noticed, we're incomplete. Pam's in Baguio. Levi came as our photographer.

Food. Talks. Laughs. Photographs. Games. Winner. Cakes. Smiles. Gifts. Name it.

We talked about life specifically about lovelife! Well, their lovelife! LOL! We ate heavy meals.
I ordered the Rock me baby, Hinugot sa Tadyan for Levi, Please be careful with my heart for Jamie and I love you, Cross my heart for Mela.

Interesting names, huh? It's an interesting resto, too. First time to play a board game in a resto and it's a word game. Guess who won!

Oh yes. I won and I'm proud coz I really don't play scrabble or anything similar to that, but just now! Yey! Then we went upstairs to see this cozy place. Oh yeah.

Is that a balloon or what? :p

heavenly

Of course, we tried their specialties! CAKES! I love it! We love it! Then we played games @ Levi's IPAD2! We gave our Christmas gifts! It's simple but beautiful bonding.

Hurray to all of us. I love you, girlfriends and boyfriend! hehe! :) See you next year!

Happy new year!

Beyond Hongkong

2011-12-26T21:52:00.000-08:00

"Unbelievable sightsIndescribable feelingSoaring, tumbling, freewheelingThrough an endless diamond sky.."

In the middle of October, my brother saw an online deal in Groupon. It's HK Trip with Disneyland.

Before that, we are planning to travel in this beautiful place. So we grabbed the deal.
And yes, there's a travel agency behind it and it's Sarap Magbiyahe (SMB) Travel and Tours.
This is our family's first international trip together and first to have a middleman in our trips.
I am the primary contact of our family. So imagine the long email thread we went through before going to HK.
There were lots of downsides since our e-tickets were sent to us 2 days before our trip. OMG! We were skeptical. I was not excited but disappointed and irritated.
Nevertheless, it was a learning experience. I better find a better and more competitive travel agency on my/our next trips.

So after those rants (haha!), come December 17-19, 2011. I filed a leave on the 17th since I have work on Saturdays.

DAY 1: Tired and Sick

Tired eyes, running nose and sore throat, I had these all in the morning of our flight.
But that's not obvious on the pictures! I carried with me my Sony camera "Pinkish" so expect a lot of pictures.

Here's my family with my Dad and big brother holding our boarding pass.

So we flew to HK via Hongkong express. The flight was smooth and I was able to watch "Monte Carlo" while in the air! But I didn't able to finish it since we are now in HK!!!

We met our tour guide named Jacky Leung and we will now go on our hotel. We were supposed to be left behind since my big brother went to the CR but fortunately, we were able to call Jacky and we were saved! hahaha! What-an-experience in the first day in HK!

This is me in downtown, HK.

We had the entire day to roam around the city. We tried to ride in MTR (like MRT in the Phil) and went to Mongkok Place, Ladies' Market to go on shopping!!

I shopped some Christmas gifts and souvenirs. Yes, I was able to manage myself in this freakin' cold day because I bought a bottle of water that was my strength in this sickly travel. Water therapy!!!

So after a long day of shopping, we stopped by in an authentic restaurant. We tried Chinese foods! Hurray!

Then we went to Tsim Sha Tsui to witness its beauty. It was relaxing but I can't forget how cold it was that afternoon! OMG! Thank God, my big sister and I bought each of us a pair of winter hand gloves to ease the coldness especially me, because I was totally sick!!!

DAY 2: Incredible, Amazing, Unforgettable.

We started our day with buffet breakfast from the Silka Far East hotel. The foods were delicious and there were variety of food selection! There's free internet, too that's why I was able to update my Facebook status and private message my boyfriend!:)

When we were so full, we are ready to go! This is the day for the City tour and Disneyland!! Wooohooo! Thanks to my medicine, Panadol, I'm feeling better this time.

Our first stop is Avenue of the Stars! We had a lot of pictures. This is the exact place we went in the first day (Tsim Sha Tsui).

Then we went to Jewellery Factory. OMG. There were lots of jewels and golds in this place!!

After that, we went to Victoria Peak. My siblings and I jumped shot in this place! woohoo!! We're like kids, huh!

Then to end our City tour, we went to the Aberdeen Fishing village.

We rode the boat in the fishing village. The boat was so colorful and they told us that this place will soon vanish since they will make this a land.

This was the time to rest our feet because our next destination needs extra energy!!!!

We were very excited inside the bus as we are nearing an exciting anticipation: Disneyland!!!!!!

I will tell my Disneyland experience through this pile of photographs:

We were over excited for this event! I though on myself this is the happiest place to be and to go back being a kid! It resembled Enchanted Kingdom (in the Phil) but Disneyland is way different. It arrows my heart, you know!

This is us in the entrance of Disneyland.

The place was colorful. There were lots of beautiful Christmas decorations and there were lots of people since December is a peak season.

Hey that's Mickey!

After eating in Starliner Diner, we witnessed the joyful Parade of stars starring Mickey and Minnie Mouse. This is the time when I get a hands to my brother's SLR and took a lot of pictures! I'm feeling awesome. The performers, I know, most of them are Filipinos! Their happiness was not only seen but also felt by us, by me!:) Kudos to all of them!

I took a lot of pictures in the Disneyland Parade of Stars!

And then we spotted Tinker Bell and posed with her!:) So cute and lovely!

We lined up to take a picture with Tinker Bell!

Then we went to Toy Story land and rode RC Racer. Together with my 2 big brothers, we waited for two hours for our turn! But you know, it's so worth it! It's like my heart stopped because of this ride! LOL!

I just knew lately that Toy Story land just opened last November! Wow! We're lucky!

Then we rode the Jungle River cruise in Adventureland! It was superb! It was a fun ride! :) We were scared of water and fire. They're real!!!!

We also rode Orbitron in Tomorrowland! Yey! It was a simple and fun ride, good for the kids.

It's a big happy family in Tomorrowland!

Then after that, we ate again in Starliner Diner (becoming our fave,huh) then it's the Fireworks display! OMG!! I cried!!!!!!! The song was superb and I cried because I was too happy!!!:))) Tears of joy!!

Disney in the Stars Fireworks.

"A whole new worldA dazzling place I never knewBut when I'm way up here, it's crystal clearThat now I'm in a whole new world with youNow I'm in a whole new world with you"

The experience is indeed one of best part of my life!!!! I will go back!

DAY 3: Contented.

I told myself I'm now okay. The Day 2 was superb and I can't ask for more. So I spent the day with my sister and my loving parent who were celebrating their 30 years of marriage!:) How great was that!

We went shopping again in the Mongkok and ate Chinese foods! It's so yummy!! While my two big brothers went to Buddha (sorry forgot the name). They tried the cable car and experience some (unreal, i think) snow.

Indeed, my HK experience is an highlight of my 2011. Wait for my next post as I list down significant moments of my life in the year of 2011 and what are my goals and resolutions in the coming year of 2012!

Hurray to a happy and glorious life! :)
Also, Blogged in my Tumblr!

FULL of love and celebrations

2011-12-26T03:37:00.000-08:00

December is indeed full of celebrations.

We celebrate our Lord Jesus' Birthday!

We give gifts and love to our family, relatives and friends.

How great that would be, right? It's all Christmas all over the world!

Before the Christmas day itself, I attended several different life events.

December 5 - French Date and Bonchon Date

Did you know Groupons? It's online buying with discounts and promos. I availed some and this French date is one of them.

To celebrate LeviJen's 51st monthsary, we went to La Francais Cuisine in Makati. Yes, it was french cuisine and it's buffet!! We love buffets because we love to eat! HAHA!

We were full! It was worth it!:) After that, we went to Body Tune at SM North The Block to have a Balinese massage. It's my treat from Cashcashpinoy (again). :p

I thought my day was about to end. As Levi left to have attend some meetings, I looked at my watch and I thought it was too early for me to go home, so I texted my sister to meet me in Trinoma. And coincidentally, it's Bonchon Trinoma's opening that day.

So my invitation was hard to resist since Bonchon is my sister's favorite resto! HAHAHA! So I waited for her and we ordered our favorite sweet buffalo wings! YEY!

That's my sister! Look how she was happy (and me, too) when we learned that Bonchon will be very close to our home!! Hurray for that!

This day, I ate a lot! It was truly a BIG experience! LOL xD

December 7 - ONE HP: A Christmas Story

It's HP Christmas Party in SMX. Actually, I had a shift this day and fortunately, I was able to attend this event. YEY!:) It's my first time to attend this. :)

December 8 - Ate Ivy's Wedding

So I took a 3 day leave. One of the reasons is attending this wedding of my cousin.

It was a church wedding in Laguna with garden reception. I love attending weddings because it inspires me!:)

I congratulate the newly weds! Welcome Kuya Johnny to the family!:)

December 9 - Banapple Date

My big sister and I went to Greenhills for Christmas shopping! But the greatest part was the dinner at Banapple. Yey! It was one of best resto in town! It's affordable and yummy!!! It's simply delicious!

Levi followed and ordered too! It was an experience!:)

December 10-11 CoE Get together / Christmas Party

We came together to reunite! It was unforgettable in a good and not so good way. We were supposed to be in a private resort but two disagreed and wanted a public resort. ahahaha! So weird. Then one of organizers gave in, and boom, minority wins! I was so devastated as I was an organizer too. Nevertheless, it was fun and full of memories! HAHAHA!

There were lots of food because we were assigned foods with range of amount. Oh yes, we should be fair!:) There were lots of pictures, of course! :)

December 15 - UNIX Asian Pop themed Christmas Party

Yey! I'm one of the perfomers of my team and we won 3rd place!:)

We celebrated Christmas at Bagarberde Grill. And yes, I was on shift! hahaha!

But that doesn't stop me from performing and attending. Lots of foods and fun! Hope next year, we'll win! :)

December 17-19 Beyond Hongkong

This deserve a separate post!:)

December 21 - U|X ALU Krissy Kringle and Christmas Party

I received four gifts from the Kris Kringle! :) The themes: 1. Something you don't want to own; 2. Something hard and round; 3. Something soft and idontremember; 4 Something you use to pamper with.

We watched our presentation video at the Christmas party, we had foods and lots of pictures, and gifts too!

Thank you! From Valkyrie! That's my codename because it was one of the favorite hero of Levi in an online game he's playing, Heroes in Newerth.

December 24 - Noynay Reunion (added photos 12/31/2011)

I filed a leave to attend this reunion in Cavite. This is a yearly event and this time's different. Levi went and Lysa (my kuya's gf) too! We had exchanged gifts and videoke. Here's the catch, I won 100php! It's because when one of us received a score of 100 in videoke, we'll win 100php! I won twice, 50 for each of two duets we got 100! We sang "Everything you do" by M2M and "Cry" by Mandy Moore! Yey!

December 25 - Christmas Circle of Fun (added photos 12/31/2011)

My family and I attended Simbang Gabi and then we had Noche Buena!:)) MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Noche Buena with family is the best!

Then we slept for few hours and opened our gifts! YEY! We got a lot of gifts this year, thank you Lord!:)

Thank you for all your gifts :)

Then we went to Ecopark to spend the Christmas there but we found out it was closed:( So we went to QC Circle, instead. OMG, it's worth it! We had fun!! We tried rides! It was full of fun indeed! I love how we spend Christmas this year!:)

I love my life!:) Life is truly amazing! :)

Quote that makes my morning

2011-12-11T20:51:00.001-08:00

Woke up and got a text message.

Life is like making tea..

-Boil your ego,

-Evaporate your worries,

-Dilute your sorrows,

-Filter your mistakes &

-Get a taste of HAPPINESS.

Lets make our cup of tea sweet and delightful! :)
Drink and love it!

Happy and Rainy December

2011-12-03T20:45:00.001-08:00

It's the 12th month of the year. There will be many celebrations coming.
It will be a happy month!

It's raining and cold. I want to go back sleeping.
It will be a rainy month!

Whatever adjectives we describe this month, lets celebrate life.
I love it when I have work - life balance I am wanting and loving.
I love it when my rest days become bondings, get together moment.
I love it when I am living my life.

November 19 - Kerygma Conference 2011 Glory to Glory Singles Stream
This is the second time I attended this event with my family. Last year, I was in Youth stream, now I'm in Singles stream. Oh yeah, time really flies fast, huh! :D

We were in Aliw theater. I was blessed and really, God's Love overflows to everyone of us! It's also the debut of Pinkish (my Sony pink camera). Thank you God for this day!

November 20 - Breaking Dawn and Grand Feast Day

KCON 2011 did not end on just one day, it continued with Grand Feast. But before going to the afternoon event, we watched Breaking Dawn in SM Mall of Asia.

I don't have plans to watch this movie so there were no expectations. The movie was a so-so and had similar ending with Avatar! hehe!

Nevertheless, I'm looking forward for Part 2 next year!

After the movie, we went out to find where Grand Feast was. We were literally lost, at first! Haha! We were walking for like, 1 hour! But it's worth it. When we get there, there were many people, hoping to be touched by God.

Beautiful songs, energetic dances, powerful talks, inspiring speakers, hopeful people and an awesome God, so what do you expect with these? It was all surreal. Thank you God! :)

November 26 - Friendship and Beyond: Pikselot Dinner

"Pag hindi planado, natutuloy." Pam sent us a message if we are available and fortunately, we were! So we had a chance to get together. Together with Jamie and Pam, we ate at Tempura, Trinoma. We ordered a group meal good for 4 and we finished it all! HAHA!

Really, we love to eat and we are able to sweep it all! But we're sexy huh! :D

So we talked about lots of things about our lives, love lives, school life (for Jamie) and career lives (for me and Pam). More bondings to come! :)

November 27 - Kuya's Extraordinary Birthday

Why extraordinary? Because we were stuck in the cake shop because Tidu (our car) got broken. :(
We were 'tambays' while waiting. We took pictures and ate 'Balot" and 'Chicharon'. What-an-experience.

Nevertheless, it was fun birthday celebration and of course, a little dramatic.

November 30 - 'McKinley Girls' goes Korean

Yey! Finally, it's Chel's treat after 5 months of waiting! Why it took 5 months? Because our schedules do not meet! hahaha!

We ate to a Korean Restaurant, KBOP. The food was tasty and spicy!

Thanks Chel! :) Tammy is next then Dona, then it's me again. It's a cycle of treats! :D

December 2 - Happy Feet 2, Happy ME too!

My boyfriend and I watched Happy Feet 2 in SM North Edsa. It's the second time I watched the last full showing! The penguins were so cute and adorable. I love little Eric!!:) It's a good vibes movie! :)

Milk Tea, anyone?

Even if I am not fond of Milk Teas, I tried Serenitea (in Banawe) and Happy Lemon (in Trinoma). It was an experience, though! I ordered their best sellers and I'm satisfied! It's healthy too! :)

Yey! As I told you, work-life balance! I am grateful to have life like this! What - a - great year for me!
More to come! More life and love in my life!

Did you know?

2011-11-11T06:38:00.000-08:00

I will share with you the facts about my blogging career.

Did you know that..

1. I will be 7 year old blogger in December!

Oh yes. It's my blog's birthday on December 4! I started blogging way back 2004, using "Tagalog" language and ranting about my high school life (that's basically about my love life and school life). Being a blogger that long teaches me how to express my feelings more and be open to share my experience to inspire others or learn from me.

2. My English writing skills became better because of blogging!

I took the challenge to use pure "English" as much as possible when blogging. It's a win-win situation actually because it really enhanced my writing skills when making documentations (in school in the past and now in the office world) and of course, visitors from other countries can understand me.

3. I am living with what my blog name means!

"ilabmyself" < that's the name of this blog. "lab" is love in different spelling but same meaning. Basically, I was so vain high school girl (actually until now), which makes me love myself more and more! It was a good thing because I was able to share that amount of love to the people around me. And that also makes me love my boyfriend right now. It's true, love yourself first before you can love others.

4. Blogger.com changed for the better!

Being a user in blogger.com, I know how this evolve over time. Way back, I have to choose a blog design from blogskins.com but right now, I am using a design from here! Also it is easy to attach pictures and videos. I don't have to use Photobucket to host it! Very good, blogger.com

Time really flies. It changes. I change and so do you.

All change as it is the only permanent thing in the world.

We should accept it because that's our chance to be better.

I am thankful I am a blogger. How about you?:)

PS: Happy 11/11/11 day today! I guess, there are many weddings right now!

Life is Awesome!

2011-11-07T21:09:00.000-08:00

Events happening in my life are very dear to me.
Those moments wherein I cherished, I keep in my heart.

Whether I'm with my family, or with my coworkers or friends, it's all worth it.
It's all awesome!

September 18: Happy Birthday Tito Rollie!

My family went to Alabang Festival Mall for my uncle's birthday! It was so warm that we all felt the love among the siblings (of my father). There's so much drama because they reminisced their childhood and I learned some tips to them: Love one another and respect each other.

September 21: SisDate

This is unexpected. I was sad this day because my prior bonding was postponed and then out of nowhere, my sister texted me where I am. I told her, I'm on my home and I'm sad. Then she asked me lets eat out. My reply? "Pasayahin mo ako!" (Make me happy!).

So we met at SM North and ate at Pizza hut. I was so full! It was a simple and intimate date with my big sister. I love it!

I went home happy!:)

September 24: Wilvor's Treat

My group wayback in college called "Team Balance" have this bonding moment. Each one of us will treat all per month. For this month, it's Wil's turn. Unfortunately, some cannot make it so we were just three. We ate at Pollo Loco, Megamall. Thanks Wil!:)

October 11: HPlicious Bonding

This was also one of those unplanned bonding moments: the treat of Hazel and myself to my colleagues (April new hires). We went to Market, Market and treated them a movie: Johnny English.

October 19: Donat's Treat

So it's Dona's treat for October. Atleast now, we were many, we're 5! We ate at Greenwich, SM Manila, her treat! Yey! As you can see, we were just four there because Wil was late! LOL! Then we watched "No other Woman" last full showing!

Whew. Going back to Manila is like going to my college days!;)

October 21: U|X Coffeetalk Happy Halloween

We designed the room for the event. It was one of the talks in the office where I got inspiration for the awardees and ofcourse, I was happy to see folks around. And I remembered that this was the day where I was almost in the office the whole day! How's that!:p

October 26: Last weekly meeting with Kristel

Kristel was my first manager. There was a leadership change so we had a change of manager. It was like her goodbye to us. She treated us Amber's Spaghetti, BBQ and pichi-pichi. So full on the tummy and of smiles. :)

October 29: Happy Birthday Aziel!

Aziel is the youngest brother of my boyfriend. I had work at 3pm this day but I went to SM Sta. Mesa for the treat of Levi to his brother. It was a movie treat! We watched "Praybeyt Benjamin"! It was funny and has a story like Mulan so all can learn a lesson from it. And of course, I was late in the office! haha!:p :(

October 30: Happy Birthday Tita Brenda!

I had work on a Saturday up to 12am but I was able to attend this event in a Sunday. My dad together with his 3 lovely daughters (including me haha) went to Cavite to visit my Lola's grave and to celebrate my auntie's birthday. It was touching.

November 3: Kristel's Despedida

So here's the moment of giving back. We were all out for this despedida of our manager. I was the gamemaster for the "Just Draw it" that became "Just move it!" haha! There was a video presentation where we gave thank you message for Kristel and a caricature gift for her. Of course, there were foods: Palabok, Ice cream and a Conti's chocolate cake.

November 7-8: Happy Birthday DADDY!!

It was my Daddy's birthday today! Greet him! Happy birthday to my loving and cute daddy! We celebrated his birthday yesterday. I was assigned for the pizza (veggie pizza). There were a lot of foods. As in! his cake was a Parvati carrot cake! We love you daddy!!

Are you overload? It was a jump packed post and pictures! It was funny because most of my rest days were actually "gala" days or "eating" days! I love it! Thank you God!:)

Enjoy life to the fullest! :]

Something new.

2011-11-02T19:10:00.000-07:00

Have you noticed anything?
Oh yes, my blog has been redesigned. Thanks to the new features of Blogger.com.
I chose the orange background because it is my second fave color (pink is my number 1 btw) and I love the spiral, it's flowing like me.

As you can see, I written, "Speak my mind. Things to unwind. Stories to remind."
That's basically the reasons why I am still blogging my personal stuffs.
Even if I am not updating that often, if I want to say something relevant about my life, I speak it up. If I am emotionally drained, I blog for me to reminisce it all in the future.

I have this project way back. I want to print all my blogposts and compile it. I want a collection of all my stories. Sadly, when I started it, I didn't able to continue.. But now, I am thinking of bringing it back. I want to conceptualize something creative for it. Watch out.

Watch out for more!

Love myself. Love yourself. Love, love, love!:)

What kind of spender are you?

2011-10-17T20:35:00.000-07:00

So I took a quiz to know what kind of spender am I...
And the result is.... tenen... I'm a SMART SPENDER!
Really?? ;)

You’re a SMART SHOPPER!

You’re patient when it comes to shopping; you keep track of sale schedules, and you know when to buy and when to keep your credit card safely stowed away in your wallet. You have a knack for finding great deals, and your friends ask for your help with haggling. In fact, you can haggle your way through anything! But this doesn’t mean you don’t like the good stuff. You go for designer items every once in a while because you know you can afford to. And while your spending goes a little over your budget sometimes, you never lose any sleep because you know that you’re in great financial shape. Keep it up!

Wow! I love sales, promos, deals!
How about you? What kind of spender are you?
Know here.

CHEERS to my 22 YEARS!:]

2011-10-10T21:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my 22nd birthday!
I will share to you how I spent my birthday celebration.

October 8: Chu's Date
Saturdays are my rest days but it is an exception for this day, I don't have work as exchange with working in the office last Sunday.
So I had pre-celebration with my sister Ate Jopai! We went first to SM North (ate chicken and takoyaki and bought a Body Shop White musk collection) then to Trinoma (bought Tomato watch, went to Medical city for my sis and bought make ups) then off to Robinsons Galleria (ate pizza, Bonchon chicken wings and Cerealicious, manicure/pedicure at Luxe Nail Lounge and walked around).

Chocolate and Pink Nails by Luxe nail lounge

Oh yes. We went to 3 malls for eating and shopping! It was tiring and at the same time relaxing. I had really fun with my sister!:) Actually, I didn't realize the time when I'm with her! We are really close! We are not just sisters, we are bestfriends! Love you, chu!

October 9: Happy 22nd Birthday to me! [Added photos 10/17/2011]
Yey! I was greeted with my family and friends (personally, in cyberworld [FB & Twitter] and in text).
Thank you for the greetings!

I started my day by attending the Feast Pasig. I was blessed with the mass and I thanked the Lord for my wonderful and beautiful life! Then I was acknowledged by Daddy O (Feast Pasig builder) and greeted me too! I was blessed! It was so much fun!

Then as my siblings bought food for me at SM North, I went first to home since I invited close friends. Unfortunately, my college friends were not able to go but thankfully, Pikselot (my highschool barkada) were there! Thank you Pam, Mela and Jamie for attending! See you on the last week of October! *fingers crossed it will push through*

I had lots of foods! Thank you Mom and Dad! Our magic sing was on and we all sang our heart out.
Ofcourse, I've caught up with my friends. We played Pusoy dos!;)

I am also thankful with my gifts! My dad was the first one to give me gifts (perfume and white jacket) on Oct 8 then Levi, my love, surprised me! He called me and told me that his gift for me was in the house! I searched for it, and whoaaa! It was the pink shoes I really want to buy and he bought it for me!;) I'm so happy! Thanks honey! Then I had money gift from mom and sister, black bag from my brother, blue summer dress from Lysa (my bro's gf), planner from Mela and scarf from Jamie. Ofcourse, the foods are gifts! Pam forgot to give her gift (LOL)!

As my birthday is ending, it was 11PM already and Nhery went! HAHA! She's "very" late and had an overnight here in the house. We talked a lot before sleeping. So much fun and reminiscing!

THANKFUL & GRATEFUL
Thank you for my life! And I am very looking forward for my life ahead. I want to give life to my age.
I just don't want to breathe, I want to live more and more each day. :]

Thank you my Lord for creating me and my life. Thank you for everything, for my problems which give me learnings and for my blessings which make me grateful.

CHEERS! :*

APPRECIATED it now.

2011-10-02T17:27:00.000-07:00

I just graduated last April 15 and I am having my first (and hopefully only) work right now.

When I was a student, my classmates and I always rant about having our reports and our teacher/professor won't teach us. Some actually said that they are just lazy teaching us. Half of myself is agreeing.

When I was a student, groupings were common. We were always grouped in a team. One is a leader and the rest are the members. There were conflicts, bondings and a lot of realizations.

When I was a student, I always took tests examinations and defenses. I was graded by my performance but more on my character. There were top and not so top students.

And the great thing is all of those experiences that I didn't appreciate in my schooling days are my weapons in this phase of my life where I am right now.

I am confident when speaking up in front of people in meetings. I just managed to face four managers for my presentation last September 29. I was teary eyed (and shocked about it) but I was able to deliver a "lively" (the adjective they used) report about myself, my performances and experiences.

I know how to handle different types of people, to be able blend with them and to be able to adapt on this new environment and processes.

Capacity and character are being graded just like in the school days. I know how to defend myself and my doings.

Indeed, "school is the training ground". When I first heard this, honestly, I didn't believe it.
But now, it is all happening. It is true. It was a training. It was a lesson learned and now I'm using it.

Thank you, St. James College of QC for the strong foundation. Thank you, Quezon City Science HS for believing in me and for making me feel special and that I was one of the best. Thank, Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila for the life changing experiences.

And most of all, thank you to those teachers and professors who taught me. I know some of them won't remember my name but I am grateful in everything you taught me in school.

I appreciate it all now.

Let's celebrate! :>

2011-09-12T16:01:00.000-07:00

If I'm gonna describe my life for the past 30 days, it will be a "celebration".

Ofcourse, there were "off" days when I was stressed, when I'm missing my love... I got those days actually but mostly I had a very wonderful life. :]

Lets start off on my work!

August 13 - Unix ALU L1 Get Together @ Macapagal Seaside

This was a saturday so I had work (you can see my hp laptop on the right of the pic) but it didn't stop me from attending this event! :]

I was with my fellow L1s with our manager. I ate a lot! It's not because I'm hungry, but I so love seafood! :P We had videoke and Pinoy Henyo. It was all fun.

August 15 - Levi's 21st Birthday

Yey! Levs spent his birthday one day BEFORE his birthday because a Tuesday is a working day for me. (His actual birthday is August 16) So I have 2 gifts for him. One of them is this Green Tea chocolate cake from Breadtalk. Yes, it was a very unique design and taste that's why I bought it for him. It's something new! I also gave him a reversible belt (that can be black or brown, depends on him) plus a card and love letter. :P

Then the second one is online/picture gift that I called "The 21 things I love about Levi". I printed it and housed it in a Papemelroti box. My fb friends loved my unique idea and ofcourse, my honey loved it! He even cried for joy! ;)

Then the day ended with a dinner @ President, SM North Annex. We ate a lot! Just look our picture! We swept all of our foods!

August 22 - Catching up with Nhery

Yey! I finally saw my closest college friend,

Nhery after graduation! It was my treat at SM North. We first plunged ourselves in videoke @ Worlds of fun! We sang 5 songs each and a duet! haha! ;)

Then we ate at Kangaroo Jack! I didn't know there's a merienda buffet there and it is just less than 200php per person. How cool was that?!:) Then we chatted. I love this reunion because we are able to catch up with each other. We got our desserts from Yogi Yogurt. (So funny our dessert is pricier than our main course :P) I am very looking forward for our 2nd reun

ion. Advance happy birthday, Nhery! (Her bday is on Sept19)

August 24 & 25 - Cars 2 and Tween Academy Movie LeviJen Date

It's my first time to watch a movie in theaters for two days in a row!:P

These were unplanned dates! There is really an advantage when I have morning shifts, I can have these dates! :P

September 1 - Las Paellas Date

Again, this was unexpected. We really want to eat here because Levs wanted to try their gambas, we even planned to eat in this resto on Levs' bday but they were closed at 8pm(so early!!).

Well, we got disappointed because we really expected a lot. Nevertheless, we will never know until we try it, right? It was an experience, though.

September 5 - Pre-celebration of LeviJen's Happy 4 years @ Oceanpark

Yey! It's both our first time to go here! This magical trip was one of my 3 anniversary gifts to my love!

As you can see, we were so happy to see the beautiful marine life in our country. It was all magical and awesome moments.

We visited Oceanarium, then tried Glass Boatride and FishSpa (which is very tickling). We even tried there 4d ride (forgot its name).

Sadly we didn't get to watch the Sealion show, the Musical Fountain show and Jellies. Next time on October and forward when there is Trails in Antarctica available. :P Indeed, it was one of a kind experience.

September 6 - Happy 4th Anniversary, LeviJen!

Yey! I presented my 2nd gift to my love, it was a special video! Here's the link: Happy 4 years! Feel free to comment and like! ;)

Then I gave him a personalized cake + breadtalk's cheese floss!

Thanks Blushing Cupcakes!;)

His anniversary gift for me was a massage @ TonTon Massage, a bouquet of flowers with STARGAZERS and dinner at The Heat, Edsa Shangrila hotel. How awesome was that!:P Sweetness! Thank you for an unforgettable day, honey!:*

September 10 - Glamorous @ 60: My Mom's 60th Birthday Celebration

This was really recent! (it was 2 days ago only) My mom really does not look like a 60-year old lady, isn't she? :>

We planned a surprise party for mom!;)

I made a special video presentation for mom but can't upload it, my net's so slow!:(

The cake was so glamorous and delicious! The design was made by my big sister! It was all so elegant! OMG! I'm so proud of us all! And it was the first time that daddy gave flowers to my mom!;) It was really purplish fab and glam day! ;)

September 11 - Zombadings Day

Again, an unplanned movie date with my siblings after the Feast Pasig. We watched Zombadings 1: Patayin sa shokot si Remington! weeee! It was so funny! We tried to sit in the lower box in front wherein we were seated in a very comfortable and soft couch! What-an-experience!;)

Oh yes. My life is so awesome and I am very grateful!:)

I had valuable time with my family, boyfriend, friends and co-workers.

Thank you, Lord! ;)

MORE TO COME!!!

PS: Can't wait for Miss Universe 2011 pageant tomorrow morning (PH Time). Go Shamcey, you're our Miss U!

Smooth.

2011-08-09T10:01:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!:)

Come on, it's late I know, but I just realized there's a 'Stats' portion here in dashboard.

And I had visitors from Germany, USA and Malaysia. HELLO FRIENDS!:)

Thanks for checking my blog!

As you all know, this is my personal blog.

I want to express my feelings, to share my life stories for future purposes.

I know in my previous posts (super old posts, to be specific), I said my blogging reasons:

1. When I want to remember something in the past and blogged about it, I just visit my archives.

2. When I'm sad and I just want to flashback memory, I check this blog.

3. I just want to express what's inside my heart and my mind (but not all)

I remember when I was a teenager, especially in my highschool days, I always blog. As in, everyday, this blog is super updated.

But you know, I have to limit now. Sorry for that ok.

So back on my life stories, I will share what happened in my life lately:

Every year, we always celebrate our (me and my siblings) birthdays! There's no miss!

Recent birthday celebrations are unique because I have work, all of us have work, each of us is assigned to a food for every celebration. It is not only birthdays but also special days like Mother's and Father's day.

Here's is when we celebrated Mother's day:

I bought Fruits in ice cream (so yummy icecream!!).

I don't have a copy when we had Father's day celeb. awts :(

July 3 - Transformed Sunday

It's my second time to watch a movie in Imax! Now, I'm with Levi's siblings!:)

We watched Transformers 3! Wooohoo!

I was really excited with this movie.. but sad to say, I liked the 2nd installment more.

Levi treated his siblings, how sweet! xD But not me! Yes, I'm not a sibling, I know! harhar!

This is after we went to Feast Pasig.

Then it's time Levi treated me, ofcourse with his siblings!

We ate at MannHann!

I was super full! I love Yang Chow rice! As you noticed, Levi and I were wearing purple. Weee.

It's super coincidence. How sweet again. Sorry for being mushy!:P

It was fun and worthwhile. 'Til next time!

July 16 - Smokin' Saturday with CoE

This was the time we get our graduation pictures. I went to school with Levi, Jeng and King to surprise visit Sir Ricky. We gave him brownies as a simple gift. I missed PLM, err, I missed schooling!:P

Then we went to SM Manila and ate dinner with some old CoE friends @ Gerry's Grill!

July 23 - Kuya JB's Birthday

My Kuya JB's birthday was July 20 so we celebrated it on a weekend so all of us are home.

This was super food filled celebration. As I said, each of us was assigned to a food. I was assigned for the cake! I bought two red ribbon cakes, (July 20 and July 23). ^_^

I love all the foods especially the shrimpies cooked by Kuya JB!

July 27 - Captain America Day

My boyfriend and I watched this movie on its opening day (last full showing) @ Rob Galleria. We didn't reserve tickets. Honestly, we didn't plan to watch it and I really didn't expect much.

And you know what, it's worth the watch! Especially on its last part.

We really didn't know there's something at the end of the credits but people around us are not going out, so Levi observed it and we decided to say.

And boom, we'll watch out for The Avengers next year!:)

August 7 - Ate's Birthday

The pictures are not yet uploaded.

This was the advanced celebration of my big sister's bday.

Today is actually her birtday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PIW!:)

I bought a 20" pizza by Jugno's Monster Pizza!

Weee. I bought Kerygma Conference tickets 3 weeks ago!

I always forgot to say that on FB or tweet that on Twitter!

I'm excited for November!:) I'll be glorious!!

I'll give you a hint when I'm in the office:

Hahaha! I'm eating sky flakes there!:) That's HAPPY, my hp laptop and REDDY, my red mouse!:)

What-a-names, IKR!:P

Take care everyone!

UNFORGETTABLE. [updated]

2011-06-20T11:30:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone.

It's been two months since I last posted.

I had very several events I'm gonna share.

It's not only just events, but super unforgettable events.

April 29: HPlicious Bonding

This is me with my fellow HP April new hires. We watched Arthur movie and ate @ idon'trememberresto in Greenbelt. All of us except herby will be going on our respective accounts and start working. The bootcamps are now over and May is the start of the new beginning again.

We played in Timezone after. It was fun! There are lots of pictures! :) I'm gonna miss them!

The day was not over. I have another bonding moment.

It's in White Ave. Oh yes, you read it right. It's a bar! It's my first time going in a bar but I'm with my family plus boyfriend.

As you can see, I changed costume! LOL! :)) It was fun, all of us are tired. But surely, for me, it was very great experience, dancing on the floor, swagging our hairs and just going with flow of the music! It's like the end of the world! We were wild! :))

May 2: THOR's day

Oh I'm not the only one. I'm with levi when I watched this very great and exciting movie @ Trinoma. I didn't expect much of this. And woohoo, it was damn breathtaking!

The story was good. It was not just fighting against who. It has a heart and I love it. We all love it! :))

The movie is all worth the watch.

May 15: BUFFET Piksy experience

Imagine four ladies eating in a buffet restaurant.. haha! It's a riot! You read it right.

We are like sexy but we eat a lot because we want our every penny be worth it!

We went to Eastwood for our mini reunion, we ate @ SamboKojin.

It's our first time eating in an Eat-All-You-Can korean/japanese restaurant.

There were a lot of food selections and I all love it! We didn't eat rice and we seldom drank our drinks 'coz it will make us full. LOL.

Then we explored the beautiful spots in Eastwood.

Chit chatting, shopping and picture taking, these simple things we are having fun!

Hope we can have more gurl bondings to come!

Love you, piksy! :))

May 26: If I can do Kung Fu in those bad guys..

Another first time of mine, I went in an IMAX theater to watch a worthwhile movie.

Levi and I went to SM North Imax to watch the 2nd installment of Kung Fu Panda.

We reserved tickets two weeks before so we got a great spot and got our add on popcorns and drinks.

The movie was cute and simply awesome. Po was inspirational.

The story was a so-so compared to its 1st installment and it was obvious, it will have its third.

And we can't wait.

Oh yes, it was almost perfect. Then a simple LQ (lover's quarrel) happened.

I have a work @ 11pm, I'm in a night shift that time.

Then, I don't want to go to his office (GFI) because I thought I'm gonna be late with my work so we separated.

I rode a taxi. I all texted within the ride because I was upset Levi didn't follow me when I "walkout". Then the taxi driver said it's traffic along cubao so we went on the left to route in Q.Ave to McKinley.. then I didn't bother because I was busy texting.

Then, in the middle of the night, there was a guy appeared in the front seat, all along, he was hiding there. And boom, I was holdaped.

I was hysterical, shouting aloud. They got my bag, all of my things, my cellphones and fortunately, not my life.

And the weird thing was I got this mindset that I will still go to the office. When they released me, I rode another taxi to go to Levi and then we'll go to the office. Another good thing was I talked to our SPOC (the one who do the schedules) and told her I was just kidnapped. She agreed to make me go home because honestly, I was traumatized.

I cannot sleep that night. I was then really traumatized.

It was like everyone that looks bad, poor, dark men, are bad people. I was scared.

Well, until now, I can't get over it. I'm not completely healed.

In a brighter side, the day after, my mom and sister accompanied me to the police station to report the incident and in the online news, I discovered that they were captured, thankfully. I was not the one who is the victim, there were 4 other ladies. Tsktsk.

So please everyone, be careful. Not just say it, do it! Be vigilant!

May 30: ITO Coffee Talk

It was a big event in HP. Mondays are my restdays but I "sacrificed" it to attend in a coffee talk in Island Cove, Cavite. OMG. I was eating all day long. HAHA! That's why I'm happy!

It was a resort but I didn't swim. We explored the place. It has an animal park! It's like a Manila zoo hehehe! There was a Santacruzan that night. And my team, UNIX team won it!

All in all, it was fun eating galore day.

All fun, no worries, no rush, just simply amazing.

Thank you for the experience!

June 4 -2ne1 concert

Another one of a kind experience. First time to go on a concert, to step in Araneta Coliseum, a date with my chu.

The lower box tickets we reserved are worth 5k each. Wow! That's how we are so crazy about this korean girlgroup: 2ne1!

When 2ne1 appeared, my tears fell of my cheeks. Oh yes, I cried!

Why? Because I realized I was just watching them on Youtube and then that night, I was actually watching them LIVE, fresh and personally!

OMG. My feeling was so awesome high! We were dancing all night long even if we really don't understand the sond (coz it's korean).

They only performed for only 45minutes. It's not a full pledged concert so it felt short.

But hey, we really had fun! And it was quite a great and amazing experience! :)

June 5: BIG FAMILY outing

The first plan was to go to Laguna but my dad said it's far so we searched for a Bulacan resort.

Then my sister saw this resort in Facebook: The Big Rock Farm and Resort.

There were caves, animal slides and super heroes statues. The day was sunny so the pool with cave over it helped a lot.

It was fun because I was with my family. Hopefully we will have more family outings/getaways in the future! :)

June 6: Happy 45th month, LeviJen!

So Levi haven't uploaded the pictures in our YakiMix date! :)

We celebrated it with a big dinner! Simply beautiful!

I love you honey! :)

[Updated-080911]

Here's our Yakimix date picture! :)

June 17: Unplanned Lunch Out

Dona is in accenture while the three of us, Rachel, Tammy and I are in HP @ McKinley so unexpectedly, we were having conference in MOC, then we decided to have lunch together. It was my treat first and there will be an order of our food treat! Hehe! How nice is that! :)

We ate at Reyes BBQ in Piazza! I love it! We are really excited to see each other! :)

MORE MORE! :D

June 19: Happy 150th, Jose Rizal & Happy Father's day to all dads!

Because all of us, my siblings, have work so just like in Mother's day, we have our own recipe for the special days of our parents. On Mother's day, I got the Ice cream and now on Father's day, I got the SUGPO for tempura! :)

It was a festive lunch and dinner @ home. It was rainy cold day but I really felt loved.

I really love my family and I'm proud of it! :)

Yes, there were downs, but there were more ups in my life.

I appreciate life because God gave me beautiful relationships.

Yes, I am no perfect but I see to it, that I get most of the good times.

I am living my dream, to have a work-life balance.

Thank you Lord! ^________^

April 2011: A month I won't forget.

2011-05-02T23:50:00.000-07:00

Why will I won't forget last month?

There are many first times.

1. My HP career started!

April 1 is my first day. I got my HP laptop right away, had no locker that's why I have to carry it everyday. Imagine that!

This is also the first day of my MRT Adventures. MRT is a type of transportation in the Philippines that has many people are riding. I have to exert a lot of energy just to enter and have a seat. On others, they think tha

t these are worst, but for me, I'm treating it as adventures. I enjoy it even if it was really difficult and very challenging.

My early stay was a blast. It is because I had new friends, they told I am friendly, I just want to enjoy it. We had orientations, on boardings and trainings. We also had celebrations.

This is at McDo in Piazza, it was Mich's despidida. While the other is Maj's birthday pizza party!

I'm gonna miss my April Unix

batchmates. We have now shiftings starting the month of May.

2. It's my graduation!! weee! :)

April 13, I had my Baccalaureate Mass at PLM Activity Center and a CoE bonding too, or should I say, a pictorial! :P

April 15 is the date of my Graduation at PICC. My mom and dad accompanied me. It was very magical and very fulfilling. I had to make a sacrifice too because at the very same day was the first team building of Unix team (the team I am included). I have to miss it because I know there will be next time but my graduation march is a once in a lifetime chance.

Congratulations to me and to all the 2011 graduates! We all deserve it! Cheers to all of us! ^__^

3. My little vacation!

It was my first time to go to Cebu, baby! It was so hot and there are many historical sport! Had many pictures! Ofcourse! :P Sadly, I have to go on leaves without pay to attend to my graduation and to Cebu. But you know what, it is all worth it! :)

Here are some Cebu pictures, April 17-19:

4. My Grad Party!

April 24 is my Grad Party and at the same time, my sister's bday celebration..I was really happy because there are many guests, gifts and fun! Levi danced for us! It was awesome! :)

There are many foods that my Mom and Dad cooked (the caterer was not available). There are a lot of playing cards and singing aloud. Thank you for this wonderful event! :]

5. My treat! :P

Had my first salary! Hahaha. I was so nervous because it's my first time to withdraw at the ATM. :P It was a good feeling. I treated Levi at Tempura, Trinoma and I bought Sbarro pizza and Fruits in Ice cream for my family! :)

Told yah, there are many great events that happened to my life. Hopefully, it will continue.

I started the month of May by tithing. It's my first time to give 10% of my income to the Lord. Well, it's more than my 10% because I am so grateful and thankful to our God for giving all the wonderful blessings to me. I wish for more and work on it because I know I deserve more. :)

Tomorrow, it will be a first time also. As I mentioned a while ago, we have shiftings for May. My shift is based on European time, so my working hours start at 3pm and end at 12AM! Whew. God bless me when going home. I know God will protect me all the way!

PS: May I surpass all the trials, challenges that will come my way. I know I can do it.

As my note in Office Communicator says, "AJA! AJA! FIGHTING!"

^_______________^

THIS IS NOT THE END.

2011-03-28T22:36:00.000-07:00

I have a lot of good news, to be precise, GREAT news!

1. I WILL GRADUATE!
- Oh yes! I'm one of the graduates for this year!

As you can see, that's the final list of graduating students for the school year at PLM BSCoE and my name is included!

The first reaction I made was I'm so grateful and delighted!
You know what I mean, I will be finishing my academic life with pride! Even if I don't have a title, cum laude and such, I know in myself that I deserved it! We all deserve this! :]

I can say to myself, "JOB WELL DONE, JENNY" with shake hands and a smile! ^__^

I am thankful to those people who supported me along the way and believed in me (my parents, siblings, blockmates, professors, friends, relatives and my love). THANK YOU LORD! You're the best!

2. MY CAREER WILL START BEFORE GRADUATION.
- I have mixed emotion about this.
I am happy and sad.
Happy because I am blessed to have a career before graduation.
Sad because it is too soon. I have many plans like pampering myself, having body spa, travelling to unwind.
So meaning, I'm a bit unprepared.
But what I tell myself is this is an opportunity I should not miss!

3. I'M EXCITED FOR MY PARTIES AND TRIPS.
- Can't wait for my grad party! and also, can't wait for my ultimate fave gurl group: 2NE1!
April 24 and June 4, the dates I won't forget! :D I declare it right now!

And the trippings, whew! I know there will be conflicts but I know, if it is God's plan, it will happen!
I am looking forward to these because it is family bonding and I will experience a lot of first times! :D

My life right now is heading to the direction I wished for to God..
I wished and then now I will work on it.
My thoughts, my words, my actions.. These three things are important!
I have to think that I can do it! I have to say that I can do it! I have to do it!

This is just the beginning of my life as a kolehiyala, no more but as a matured adult.

PS: I won't work hard, I will work smart. That, I promise.

MARCH. Am I going to march?

2011-03-14T16:43:00.000-07:00

"You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes.

You can steer yourself in any direction you choose.

You're on your own. And you know what you want.

You are the person who'll decide where to go."

- Dr. Seuss

My February 2011 was colorful. There were black moments and white moments.

This month, it was different.

It kinda black. -.-

I was stressed. There were many deadlines.

Oh yeah, come to think of it, I'm a graduating student. That's nothing new.

Sadly, until now, we didn't have grad pictorial.. T_T

My parents are asking me about this because it is the lasting memory I will have in the future.

I said I don't know. There are many conflicts why the pictorial didn't push through. Hopefully we will have one, definitely. I want my picture frame to be added in the shelf with my 4 siblings' pictures.

Anyway, I have many things I want to do before ending my academic life and starting a new career.

I want to restore myself, both physically, mentally and emotionally.

1. Physically

- I want to have a body spa, hair relax. I just want to pamper myself! I want to get rid of my eyebags! grr. >.<

2. Mentally

- My brain cells were drained. Of course, studying for 17 years is not a joke. I want to unwind.

3. Emotionally

- Oh yes! I should be happy. Exactly, my family will have a Cebu trip this April. It will be fun! I need this happiness.

I don't want my life to be planned, but I see to it that I write down my goals before starting a new career.

Hopefully, I will be able to do them ALL. :]

But before it, my graduation. It will be on April 15, in God's time.

I need to determine the path I will be taking.

I should be 100% about it. :]

PS. Thank God, our design project is a success. We even exhibited it. I love you, God. I know you won't leave us empty. ^__^

God Bless us all!

2011

2011-02-18T11:50:00.000-08:00

It is now February in the year of the Lord, 2011.
So much things and events happened in my life. Super hectic. Super loaded.
Everyday is coming as if it is always running so fast.

There are ups and downs.
But I'll focus more on the greater things.

I really can't remember all the happenings in the start of the year.
All I knew, I was stressed and always not going home to make projects with my groupmates in one location. My family missed me and I missed them too. They were concerned (they always do) because why it took a month to do a project. Yes, our final project but the worst thing happened, it broke and not functioning again well. You know the feeling of despair.

Got a second chance though. We are back to zero but I'm telling you, we're going to end it with a bang.

On the other hand, my Valentines, even if there is no so much time to celebrate it, Levi and I made time for it. He gave me bouquet of flowers (with stargazers) and I gave him the other half of the couple shirt.

And the greater news is I signed a contract at HP yesterday! It was unexpected and I was happy because I am one of the few who is still studying and there is a job career waiting for me.

But before it, I have to finish my studies with great honor and pride. Whew! We can do it, TeamGreat! :]

I know we will do it, make it work.

God is GREAT.
God is bigger than all my problems.
God will not give us the situation we can't handle.

Thank You!
Thank You for a great start of the year. :]

I LOVE IT!

SUPER Update!

2010-12-30T17:47:00.000-08:00

"It's better LATE than NEVER."
I rather update late than never share it.
I'm always online, you can see that on your FB chat (if you're my friend) or on my tweets.
But I never blog since my last post until now.

How was I this past month? Where had I been?
To cut the story short, I'll let the pictures with some captions speak to themselves. :)

November 27-28: Kerygma Conference 2010 Youth Conference & Grand Feast. I learned a lot, had FUN (as in super) and had a lot of realizations. I am super blessed to attend this wonderful event. I am one of the few who got restored with the special talks on how I will be connecting, touching, knowing and serving with others in different aspects that will make me a better person. Grabe talaga! No words can explain how I felt after this event. One thing's for sure I will be attending the next year's KCON no matter what it takes. Mark my word. :)

December 1: Facebook got invaded with childhood memories. A week of reminiscing the old days. Miaka Yuuki (from Fushigi Yuugi) was my profile picture.

Why? Simple. She was my ultimate fave and my friends suggested this. Whew! That makes me feel touched because they remembered me as Miaka! Love it!

December 6: Happy 39th, LeviJen! Simple celebration at Tutti Frutti. We love yogurts!

December 9: CET Day 2010! It was my last CET day. We were wearing our CpE shirt (which is cute) and in the middle, that's Jerome, the Mr. CET'10! Nice rome! It was kinda fun and different (the venue is GYM). Whew! I'm gonna miss this event! :)

December 13: HP Congratulatory Dinner for Top Selected students. I was invited in this fab dinner at Trader's Hotel. There were talks, eating and picture taking. I learned and feel blessed to be in here. I'm looking forward to be part of this great company.
:)

December 16: CpE'11 Christmas Party and YearEnd Party. Super short noticed but it was a lot of fun. Super old school games with super yum foods. OMG! PICTURESSSS! As in a lot of pictures! This one is just hundred pictures we had this evening. Sadly, Sir Ricky and Ma'am Lubao weren't able to attend. But it was still great! :D

December 18: Pikselot Christmas Reunion 2010 at Tagaytay. First time to ride a cable car and ZIPLINE! Whew! Special thanks to Mela's parents for the ride and Levi for the pics. It was unforgettable! We ate a lot at Leslie's! :) 'Til next time! :D

December 25: Christmas Day & Jesus' Birthday! Started the celebration with a lovely mass, then Noche Buena at the House with LOTS (as in LOTS) of foods! Then we went to Cavite for my father's family reunion. I lost my voice for singing a lot! Hahaha! We had a cousins' night out. :) Whew! Not many pictures were uploaded yet. :D

December 28: GFI's Charmed Life at AFP Theater. It was my first time to go in this place by myself. Our pictures were not uploaded yet. It was POWER! We had a new partnership with the name of Joy Lim. We have new product line of Charms and Crystals exclusively available at GFI. Whew! We need positive vibes and this is it! Will keep you posted! :)

December 29: CpE YearEnd Outing at Batis ng Makiling, Pansol, Laguna. TWO words: EXTRAORDINARILY DARING.

Whew! A lot have been said and done. I've been traveling by myself lately and I am proud to say I got lost. But it didn't stop me to give up. I had a goal and finish it with dignity. :)

PICTURES are forever. Yes, today it is very easy to see pictures just by uploading it. Sad to say, I wasn't able to keep track of the pictures I should print. T__T

Oh well. I had this idea of printing it all by my own printer and ink. (Inks nowadays are cheaper!) Whew! If given a time, I will make a beautiful photo album with fabulous photographs of myself with the people I love.

With 2010 ending, 2011 is nearing to start!
I don't have a resolution. But I am sure of this one: I'm gonna be better and better with the days coming especially now that many storms will come my way. I need a jacket and umbrella to protect me with these days. And more especially, I need myself to have my head high and don't stop walking (or rather running) in the rain, waiting for the rainbow to come. More importantly, I need God for the inspiration and guidance. ^_^

IT'S GONNA BE ALL WORTH IT.

Too excited!

2010-11-26T00:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I was thinking of sleeping early for tomorrow, that is today now.
Why? The mere fact that I paid for an event to attend tomorrow is a reason why I am so excited.

The event called Keryma Conference 2010. I am a 5th year college student, 21 y/o only so I chose the Youth restoration.
I am not expecting too much, but I can't help but to get too excited! :P

I wonder what talks I will be hearing, what lessons I'm gonna learn and what realizations I'm gonna think of about myself and the people around me.

Stay tuned! :)

SHORT!

2010-11-14T02:34:00.000-08:00

I know. Life is short.
To be exact, life is SUPER short.
Especially to those people who are doing happy things, inventing great things and enjoying fun things!As you can see in the image (from tumblr), time is most playful element. I'm always rant this on my very old posts in the past that when I'm happy, it's like time is running while when I'm bored to death, time is really slow. Yes, time is really playful. It plays ourselves, our thinking, our feelings..

However, it helps. How? Because time makes us realize that some bad things will end and some good things too. And for every ending, there is always a beginning and then it ends again. Life is a cycle, it's for you to make it worthwhile ride cycle :)

I am getting emo especially now that I currently listening to "emo" tagalog songs and it's already 2:30AM huh. So early in the morning, and silly I am not yet sleepy! :P

Oh. I don't want to overthink things because it makes me insane. Things like what? Things like academic things, life itself, myself, the time I am gonna sleep and then wake up.. Hard? Yes, especially that I don't know where to begin with xD

I will end my update with my new things in my life.
I have a little bit short hair now and I have sleeve for "Stargazey".
Wait for my next update. I'll tell you why I named my lappy the name I mentioned above! ^__^
CIAO!

When laziness strikes me..

2010-11-10T10:48:00.000-08:00

I was absent yesterday.. Why?
Because of sleeping a lot and my sister is here in the house that makes me feel bored when I'm thinking of school xD It's like fun times always in the house, really.

But today, I will attend class now, definitely. But I think I'm late? haha!

In another note, I was happy and nervous at the same time because I am one of the few who got accepted to attend to a Leadership seminar by HP on Friday (but it was postponed to another day, that I don't know. They are gonna inform me.). I am the only one on our class, whew! So pressure is on huh. But I will just be like an empty cup when I come there for me to absorb all the information that I will learn and ofcourse, apply it! :)

And time really flies so fast, I have a reporting on Friday! So rush! :P

I don't like what I'm feeling when I go to school. I said I'm gonna enjoy it, but I am not.
Maybe because of the worst schedule ever, and all happenings right now. No excitement.
So my last semester is starting bad.. but hopefully it gonna ends as great as ever. ^___^

Wake me up when October ends..

2010-11-02T19:43:00.000-07:00

Today is my first day. Aha! First day of my last sem in college!
I have this mixed emotion.. I'm a bit happy because I will have money (hahaha! xD) & this is my last sem so I have to cherish it but I'm also a bit sad because I am not yet ready.

So, things can be seen differently. It depends on how people look at it.

Just like what I got in FB, the way we perceive things happening in our life is the reason of the outcome of it in our life. It can make or break you.

Then, in my college life, I have to choose to go to school, enjoy every minute of it even if it is very hard and cherish it as if it is my last day everyday.

That's the irony of it. Now that I am a student, I want to rest like it is my sembreak everyday while when I am a graduate already for sure, I will miss my schooling.

November. Just more than a month then it is Christmas, then New Year then Valentine's day then my graduation. Oh! How time really flies fast.

I have one life to live. I better make it sure it is a box-office hit! :)

My Last Semester..

2010-10-30T18:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my (last) enrollment in my bachelor degree.
Nothing new, it was a loooooooooong day. But I've handled the situation lightly compared on my previous ones.

How was my schedule?
Just like four years ago, my dismissal time is 8:30 PM.
And I will not complain, because I am already in my 5th year.
The most uncommon thing that happened is I have a day with class that starts at 5:30PM!
Whew! So that looks like I have to leave the house at 4PM!

Like this is what goes on my mind when I saw the sked:

"Oh! When everyone else is calling it a day, I am just starting my day! Whew!"

But I should not dwell on the negative things, one advantage I thought of is:
When there is a homework/projects/reporting/quizzes, I have the whole morning to early afternoon to prepare! ^__^

YEAH! Everything happens for a reason!

Now, I fixed my school stuffs and papers in my room.. It was like I am ready for my last semester.
And that was a big NO! I am not yet ready. Because my first day is on the 2nd of November.
As of now, I am still hoping for a Nov. 3 first day :P
*wishing!*

Anyhow, whenever that day is, this is still my last moments of college I am surely miss.
Most friends of mine who graduated tell the same thing: It is better or more enjoyable to study than to work.
So I have to "study" to the fullest! :)

PS: I am excited because it is Miss World 2010 Pageant today at Sanya, China! Who will win?
I hope Philippines, so that Gatby (the representative) is the first Filipina Miss World!
*wishing again!*

Shake! Shake! Shake!

2010-10-24T22:50:00.000-07:00

There are movers and shakers. What do I mean by those?
These are actually people who make things happen.
Question: Are you one of them?

If you'll ask me, I am in between.
I have this little courage but I sometimes doubt myself that I can't do it.
Yes, you're right, I am a bit pessimistic :(
I am changing it now gradually because of the people around me and their beliefs that inspire me to be a changed and better person.

Now, what's the difference between movers and shakers?
Movers - from its word, these people are not only stating what they will accomplish, they are actually acting on it.
Shakers - Same with movers but they act, accomplish with PASSION, with FIRE.

What do I mean by with FIRE?
They are on fire. They won't stop until they finish it right away. They do WHATEVER it takes to do what they want to be done. Get it?

Why am I telling you this?
I've been a shaker in my relationship.
I choose to do whatever it takes to be happy.
So that I don't regret it. I sucked up my pride.

Oops. I hate "pride". Sometimes it is the cause of ruined relationships.
I've learned that LIFE itself is full of relationships (from Bro. Obet Cabrillas) so we have to take care of it.
I am super excited for the next series of the Feast entitled WIRED: It's all about connections.
And also, as ever love adviser as I am, I will share to you what new things about love I know.

Love is letting go, letting grow and letting glow.

For example, my love life. If I love Levi enough, I will let him go with what he intends/wants to do. If I love him enough, I will let him pursue his life goals for him to grow as an individual. And if we love each other that much, we both will glow (literally our eyes will sparkle). ^__^

Still young, I am bound to learn more life lessons either by my experience or by others'.
I am delighted to hear stories from different types of people, to be able to relate those stories into my life and to be able to learn from it. It is life changing, I am telling you so talk to others!

I'm gonna end with a quotation that whenever I read it, my mind is always blown away by it! Why? You'll know it when you read it! :)

“The difference between school and life: In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.”

Cold as the Rain...

2010-10-22T16:52:00.000-07:00

It is raining today. I don't see myself emo, but right now I am.
It is so cold, cold as my feelings for you....
You always taking me for granted... I am gloomy, sad..

I wanted to be happy. . but I still feel the loneliness..
I was used to be beside you.. our hands intertwined.. we were always close to each other..

YES. Thanks for FB and cellphones, but those weren't enough...
You can't even open your FB coz it will lagged..
You can't even text me coz you don't have time...

What are you doing? I know what it is...
You're playing an online game.. but please don't play with my heart... T__T

I haven't see you in a week. Well, because the rain drives us both away.....

What I feel right now will fade away as the rain stops......

Hopefully.

Reading & Watching Online.

2010-10-17T23:45:00.000-07:00

..So I got all my class cards. Oops! Don't ask specifically what my grades are.
Some I deserve, but most I don't.
I am not that bitter. Why? Because I really don't care so MUCH.
Because it's just grades. It doesn't mean I'm not intellectual or what. Well, sometimes, it depends on the professor. I have my faults also. (I didn't study hard enough.)
I did not fail, but I should have done better.

..After that moment of distribution of class cards/ WAITING, it is the time of rest!
It's my Sembreak! :)
Well, it is not that productive. I just sleep/eat/watch tv/surf online -> the typical verbs I've been doing.

Now, there are two new verbs I have been doing! It's reading and watching shows online! Hahaha.
Well, I don't love reading but it doesn't mean I hate it. I recently read books by Bro. Bo Sanchez and magazines. OMG! It's so inspiring! I was blown away! My life changed 180 degrees positively! :D

Then, I am using the power of technology! I missed episodes of Imortal and Tween Hearts so I watched them online! And ofcourse, don't forget Fairy Tail (I watched the anime and read the manga)!

I've also been addicted to Christian songs! I so love them! <3>They are all empowering, giving me all the positive vibes! It's a great feeling you know!
Add to that, my tumblr site (itsmedyeni)! Gosh, I am so blessed! :))

Even if I don't go outside, I don't go malling, shopping, swimming, I am happy with these simple things. I am not just happy, I am positive! :)

How about you? :P

SKIPPED??

2010-10-13T11:49:00.000-07:00

Hahaha! I was laughing hard right now.
Why? Because I skipped my birthday on here! :D

Anyway, I celebrated my 21st birthday on my house.
It got a theme: 2JENNY1! LOL!
My favorite female group right now is Korea's 2ne1 because they got the spank, the girl power and a lot of charisma (thanks to dara).
And so, my pink shirt was inspired by it even if it is not obvious!

I thank my family for this simple party, my friends (pam, mela, wil, dona & nhery *both are not included in the pic*) for attending and my other friends and relatives who greeted me on this special day.

OOOPS! I did not skip someone! xD
And ofcourse, I thank the man of my life, Levi for suprising me (again).
He gave me this gift and it weighed nothing. They told me I have to be careful carrying it because it may break. But I guessed correctly that when I opened it, there is nothing inside except a small piece of paper.

I stole your gift! -Kekay

Who's that Kekay?? xD
It was a monthsary gift of levi, a pig stufftoy that looks like the love partner of kokey! HAHAHA! They have the same face. Wait until I upload the picture of Kekay, the famous Kekay in the house! :D

And so I went upstairs on my room to look for Kekay! And boom, there's my REAL gift, a purple wedge shoes! Wee, i love it that i wore it right away! It suits my get up! ^_^

But the highlight of the party is a dance showdown between Levi and Kuya drew, a friend of my brother! It was exciting and I laughed so hard! It was really fun! :P
There are a lots of food, talks, songs sang, pusoy dos & speed (woohoo! I missed playing Speed! I lost to Mela haha 10-8 xD), pictures and laughters. And hey, Nhery sang a song for me! I am so blessed!

I wished a lot on this day. Now I have to work on it!

waah. I haven't told you the exact date of my birth.
It's OCTOBER 9! :)

NOT yet ready

2010-10-11T21:32:00.000-07:00

Few months from now, I will be graduating.
I have so many plans in my life.
I have dreams and goals that I want to happen.
But those will not come true if I won't work on it.

I have been learning a lot. Well, sadly not on school, but on a catholic prayer meeting I've constantly attending every Sunday.

It was a blessing for me, to be able to hear stories and realizations that my life needed.

People always want miracles but they don't do anything.
How can they receive any if they will not ask and act on it.

Wow. Did I just say that? I really grew up.
I know in myself way back that I inspire people. I just know and feel it.
I want inspiration so be the inspiration. <-- this is so true.

You want to be sexy? Be sexy. Feel sexy.
You want to be young again? Be young at heart.
You want to be successful? Be successful. Believe in yourself.

These are very easy to tell you but really, we can do this if we have FAITH.

Personally, I don't have that strong faith now that I can do my goals on time after graduation. I don't have that trust in myself right now. But I know in due time, I will be TRULY strong.

God will guide me as He guides all in this world.

Are you my friend?

2010-09-16T14:20:00.000-07:00

September. A month of many projects and defenses.
Also, a month of love.

I say a month of love because last Sept. 6 was my 3rd Anniversary with Levi.
I made a gift through a video, a compilation of our pictures and a song I dedicated to him.

Here's the link:
http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=145256558846722
*you should be my friend to see this or a friend of my friend.*

The song is entitled "Thank You For Your Love" by Dimsum (a Filipino band).
I thank God for giving me Levi. Some doesn't want us to be together because in the past, we fought a lot but now I can say, we seldom fight. We get better as time goes by. And that's a great thing.

I learned a lot because of him. I knew that I will defend him or my loved ones as strong as I can. I knew great things that if I didn't meet him, I knew nothing of.

He gave me a bouquet of flowers including my favorite: Stargazers.
We ate at a resto in Trinoma and talked about our relationship. :)

That day itself was the General Assembly of ACpES, whew! A lot of fun, thanks to the talent of all CpE students.

Then goes Sept. 10. It's my Mom's 59th birthday. One year to go and she will be a Senior citizen that isn't obvious of her young and still very beautiful face.

.. and as I thought of great events happened at the start of month, I know that the remaining days will be stressful.

and it is! As I said, projects with defenses each. God bless to me and to us for next week and the week after. I know we can finish it all because God didn't give us these challenges if we can't make it.

I also want to share that last month, at Levi's bday I gave him a special gift. I did that one week before his bday. I messaged his friends and family to take a picture of themselves holding a paper with their greetings and wishes. Some rejected me, but most did not let me down. And I can say it was successful. A unique experience for me and unique gift for him :)

Next month, it will be fun. Aside from the Finals week (not fun at all) and the giving of class cards, it will be Sembreak! And ofcourse, my birthday! wee. I have a theme: 2jenny1 inspired by 2ne1 and it's my 21st.

So much for this. I missed blogging, btw. :)

i did not change, i just GREW UP.

2010-07-12T12:27:00.000-07:00

I am proud of myself right now.
I am driving my life. I need guidance, yes. But the final say is mine.

What am I talking about?
In my 20 years in life, I've had a hard time deciding on things.
I don't want to risk. I don't want to fail. I don't want to be criticized.

NOW. It's different.
Everybody's changing and SO AM I.
I choose to change my life right now.
On my younger years, I don't have dreams. I got goals like to graduate, to have high grades.

Now as I am maturing, I have dreams. I can see myself the BOSS of my business.
I can see myself driving my OWN car. I can see myself traveling the world.

I wish for them. and I am making it all happen RIGHT NOW.

Why will I wait until graduation when I had my opportunity in my hands.

As I told you on my previous posts, I had a business. It's a multilevel marketing.
At first, I know something about it. But what I missed out is I really don't understand it.
When I understood it, I took the risk to change my life, to change my views in life.
Right now, I may say. I did the right thing.

Some prohibits me. Some stops me. But those people will always be the inspiration and the challenge to make this thing work for me.

What did I do? I just BELIEVE that I can do it.
Once you believe in it, you can ACHIEVE it.
I thank GFI for making me realize about things in life. I GREW UP AS A PERSON.

I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT I'M 20 YEARS OLD, EARNING WHILE I AM LEARNING.
How about you? What are you doing on your time?
Maximize your time. Maximize your God-given core gift.

Be an Inspiration.
Be the Difference.

NOW.

PASUKAN NA NAMAN.

2010-06-01T10:25:00.000-07:00

it's now JUNE.
1st day of June.

my ojt has ended. last week was the start of my summer vacation.
to sum up my vacation, i've attended three (3) swimming outings.
one with pikselot, one with CoEmates & the other one with my loving family @ club manila east.

i had fun.
this summer was really the most PRODUCTIVE one!
i'm so busy! just yesterday, i went to Edsa Shangrila! super amazing! :)
i was part of a history! i'm so proud that i'm one of them :D

WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE??

i am! and i'm gonna be at a young age! hehe :)
words are powerful, i believe.

next week will be the start of my classes, my 5th year classes.
and my sked? i was a night shifter now. haha. almost all ends at 7pm! NICE!
i can feel i'm a 5th year already :)

wish me luck.
i'm gonna have a great life ahead of me :)

LET IT OUT.

2010-05-08T21:45:00.000-07:00

i am currently "busy" with my OJT.
i expected too much that's why i'm disappointed.
i didn't do much. most of the time, we just stayed in our room, playing cards or surfing the net. i ate a lot because there are no good things happening really.
i'm so unhappy.

on the other hand, my fellow blockmates with me bonded well.
i hope this is the start of more friendly environment.

this summer, it is the time for swimming and reunion with friends.
with me, it started May 3 when my hs barkada, Pikselot went to the village of jeme to swim! it's just a clubhouse but it looks like a private resort! :D
i really had fun because there are few people around. we played cards underwater! :)

we ordered pizzas and ate at red mango! grabe. it's super fun! super pictures! :)

and then,
..last night, CpE had a swimming at Carino Resort and an open forum.
hopefully all said there will not be drawing. HAHA.
it's like levi against all. or levijen against all.
oh well. atleast with all these problems, we were stronger.
i pity those people who just shut their mouth and do nothing.
they won't be able to learn and to grow.

as far as i know, i'm really "mataray"..
..when i'm really pissed off
..when i don't like the weather
..when i don't want to talk to you and don't like you.

i can't change that, but i am going to lessen it :)

i have many things on my mind that i'm thinking to do >.<
oh wow, i'm so bad! hehe!

before i end, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOMS IN THE WORLD!
most especially to my beloved mom! I LOVE YOU MOM :)
it's for tomorrow!

and on May 10, it's Election Day!
my vote goes to Gordon because he care for the Filipinos.
he is frank. he is always there when many are in need.
i hope there will be CLEAN elections on monday.
and may the right candidate wins the spot.

..there is still hope in the Philippines.
i know we are rich in all aspects of things.
it should be handed by the right person and the people below him in an unselfish way.

GO PINOYS! we can change the country with our votes!

LoveLy :)

2010-04-20T20:16:00.000-07:00

tomorrow's my sistah's birthday. i am excited.
my fellow batchmates' graduations were over. congratulations!
my ojt is becoming more productive and educational. thank God :)
last sunday was my mom's friend's beautiful wedding at the Manila catherdral. so inspiring. aside that it was my first time to that Church, the experience was superb. i want a little bit similar wedding in the future. LOL. xD
last saturday was piksy's mini dinner reunion with mela at technohub & trinoma. so happy!

it's summer!
on May, a lot of swimming bonding moments will happen and hopefully, i get to go to all of those :)
money, please come inside my wallet! :P

now, i've been busy attending my training everyday.
what can i say, hmm.. it's my third week now.
at first, we didn't learn a lot but as days went by, more knowledge was gained :)
sadly, a while ago.. we had experience a problem.. tsk.
i hope there will be no discrimination by course :(

..it's gonna be my last year at PLM..being a student.
hopefully, it will be fun and exciting!
some people will speak up their mind, not dictate and respect each other.

there are many doubts, many questions.
one thing i'm sure of.. i do things i know that are right.
No regrets :)

thanks for standing by! :)

i miss blogging :)

2010-03-04T23:18:00.000-08:00

i miss blogging.

i miss how I jot down what happened to me each day.

everybody changes.

and i'm one of them.

i know i've been doing great, better each day :)

i'm not that "too" shy anymore.

i'm more friendly now.. i'm more open :)

gosh!

i have a story to tell.. this is a first time in my life!

to be really interviewed. meaning: not just one of the requirements for a english subj, but a real one!

and there are FIVE [5] members in the panel! wa.

as in >.<

for a neophyte like me, i was hysterical at first.. but i did my best.

the first question is: Rate yourself in these programming languages.

OWKEI. not even describing myself huh (like a typical start to an interview)

i'm not hoping for a positive result, that i will get a slot for ojt there.

what i want there is the experience :)

super experience! :)

experience: lesson

good or bad, the new experiences are lessons in life :)

for now, i've been busy with my business and with my studies.

and i was able to manage my time properly.

i learned how to because i have to :)

thanks for my knowledge about my priorities & having a planner, i was able to do it!

TIME. my time now is so important.

every day there are many happenings and i take note of it to my beloved planner.

sorry blogger huh :D

i read somewhere that happy people are busy people.

i now understand that because i'm one of those busy people and right, i'm happy.

dati lang, bagal na bagal ako sa oras.
ngayon, ang bilis bilis!

that means, i'm enjoying my time :)

i'm enjoying my life!

yeah. hopefully, you're enjoying your life also.

manage your time properly. talk to your friends.

live life to the fullest <-- don't just say it, do it :D

2010!

2010-02-10T10:31:00.000-08:00

many great things will happen this 2010.

i will say this because i know my words are powerful that this will and can be TRUE.

belief. words. powerful.

i've been attending The Feast every sunday. i'm not a member of any group but i love the fact that it bonds family together MORE.

Life lessons. i learned a lot when attending there. all the positive things should be appreciated and the bad things will serve as an experience, not a mistake.

i know i'm a negative person but i'm very open to CHANGES.
i doubted but not too long because i might stay the same for the rest of my life.

i know this year will be great even if i have fears.
fear which means false expectations appearing real. it's just us who are feared but we can do things properly if we're all positive and believe we can do it.
..
..
..
fears? i have it all everyday. it is part of my everyday life.
i am feared that i may lost somebody or some things or even my life.
but if those fears will be forever on my mind, what will happen to me?

NOTHING.

this year, i will have a On The Job training or OJT.
i'm so nervous rather than excited.
i know my capability and i know it is not enough for this challenge of my life.
and i know you're thinking why am i not doing anything.
yes, it's my fault.

i have two months. please God help me use this time properly not to waste it.

projects. projects in a group.
i'm sure i'm doing more than my groupmates but what can i do?
i have only the initiative. meaning: i don't need someone to tell me what to do.
hopefully, my groupmates will have this attitude.
and no excuses anymore.

i've been busy with my schooling and business.
yes i have a business. i'm a business owner now :)
i've treated my family a KFC bucket meal! do you believe it? :D
i'm happy but not too much because one of my brothers questioned me.
and it saddened me. but i have to prove him wrong. i have prove everybody wrong.

i also donated a pack of clothes.
two things: i cleaned my closet and helped others.
great feeling :)

so many updates now.
keep in touch.

my 2009.

2009-12-28T17:14:00.000-08:00

ups and downs.
my 2009: a BLAST.
it starts well, not good in the middle and ends great.

new EXPERIENCES. new LEARNINGS.

1. new cellphone. SE T700. thanks dad!
2. a laptop. ACER aspire 4930 from dubai. thanks kuya!
3. first betrayal from friends.
4. first heartbreak :(
5. super smudged eyes. eww. cried for days.
6. lots of overnight.
7. gave second chances. have forgiven, but not forgotten.
8. watched a lot of movies and ate from different resto.
9. first drunk moment. err. sorry piksy.
10. went to mindoro again.
11. lost two relatives. my titos :(
12. went to dentist for 20 times. as in. no joke. still have a tooth problem.
13. new haircolor. love it.
14. took a risk, had a business.
15. positivity in me. hopefully, more positive jenny in coming years.
16. went to the Feast. love it.
17. first exhibit and organized it. first christmas party with my cpem8s.
18. realized that i had no future in dancing. tsk.tsk.
19. went three reunion events with piksy. ek/lamesa grill/greenbelt.
20. super family bonding. more more more fun!

as i told you, at the start it was fun and exciting..
and then, super sad and hurt..
but then it got exciting again and i'm wanting more next year.

i thank my family, my levi and my friends for a great year.
it's up to me for making my next year a greater year!

YEAR 2010, HERE I COME! :)

i hate to admit...

2009-10-29T16:05:00.000-07:00

i thought i lost you..
i don't want to say goodbye..
i hate that i don't want to lose you eventhough i had another..
i only change you for the better..
so please bear with me that i don't talk to you as often as yesteryears..

lets forget about the past..
and start a new beginning..

i am the type of person that is loyal and faithful.
as much as i want to let go of this blog, i change it so that i can start again.

now that i am no longer a teenager, expect a more mature and more experienced writer.
yes, i'm not saying that i also changed, i just improved.

many years i've been writing and talking about my life, you know why?
because i'm happy when i'm reading my old stories..
and i love what i'm doing..

now, i won't change that.
this is a PERSONAL blog.
i can write whatever i want.

i thank you for visiting..
yeah, no archives, no about me, no contacts, no links, no tagboards..

i just want something new.

HMP!

2009-09-02T06:31:00.000-07:00

Lapit na CHRISTMAS!!
ber months na eh! yey! :)

tsk.badtrip. may nagbura ng post ko nung AUGUST 22.
feel ko si ano un. tsk. ALAM NIYA KASI PASSWORD KO eh.
haist. LAHAT NA LANG.
pati nga LAPTOP ko, naiba niya ung password.
facebook pa. lahat. pati YAHOO MAIL! grabe no?
WALA PAALAM UN!

bakit kaya may mga ganong tao?!
at ako bakit ako ganito?
TANGA KO TALAGA. >.<

it's been a LONG time, isn't it?

2009-07-07T15:42:00.000-07:00

i thought i'm gonna end my blogging career.
but there's inside of me that tells me, a big NO.

~~~~~~~~~~

there are so many things happened in my life.
and that's the irony of it, pag madami, hindi ako makapagblog.
yah. i'm too busy. but i'm always online every single day..
it's just that i was tired to write an update.
sisihin ang FACEBOOK. yah, i lose. i've an addict. but not too addict.

JULY na! and my life is so so.
i'm not bored ah, but it feels incomplete.
i have my friends, my boyfriend, my family..
but i don't know, i think there's still missing that i don't know.

ganon talaga. you're not contented.
that's the way human beings are, like me.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
and i'm sad 'coz my dad will be home only on weekends.
yah, he's been going out of town, on provinces.. but this time, it will be FULL-time work happening there. AWWWW. sadness.

gosh. i've so much on my mind.
lalalalala. gusto ko sabihin. but i can't.

woooohooo. secret muna. xD

goshhh

2009-06-21T11:20:00.000-07:00

happy father's day, dad! :)

~~~~~~~~~~

my first week's over..
my first day's so caLm! i was the earLy bird.
my second day's so chaotic! i was one hour Late.
i've waLked from bLumeritt - ust and it was raining hard.
i was too lucky i was not Late.

gosh. this sem is reaLLy hard.
it wouLd be bloody heLL! TSKTSK.

44th foundation day of PLM was celebrated.
it was so-so. CET Knightmares are the champs in dance mania! wee.
go cet! :)

oh weLL, it was very difficuLt to have 7AM sked because it was like aLways Lacking in sLeep!
i was aLways sLeepy to think that there's no schooLwork pa.. tsk. my body is not adapting yet..
oh weLL, time wiLL teLL.

I NEED SO MUCH LUCK.
I NEED LUCK. GIVE ME LUCK!!!!!!

SAD AND SICK.

2009-06-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

ngayon pa ako nagkasakit kung kaiLan magpapasukan na.
weLL, nagpapagaling naman ako..at sana ok na ako bukas.
kasi for sure, nakakapagod at nakakastress ang 4th yr.

ngayong bakasyon, ang dami kong nagawa na nakikita ko.
1. march 20 -->> i got my nbi cLearance and i've registered to vote.
2. apriL 14 -->> EK with pikseLot
3. apriL 19 -->> famiLy swimming
4. apriL 26 -->> went to occ. mindoro!
5. may 14,15 & june 9 -->> got my passport!

tapos nagpapatingin ako sa USTH ng mata ko kasi malabo na ung left eye ko. whoa.
at sa dentist for my teeth.

parang ang dami kong na-achieve.

sana lang gumaling na ako para di na ako malungkot at nagagawa ko gusto kong gawin.

good Luck bukas, 7AM!
to be earLy or to be Late?

NAKU.

what reaction shouLd i make?

2009-06-08T13:17:00.000-07:00

i have one more week to go before officiaLLy going back to schooLing.
and the reason? the serious a(h1n1) virus.
it's spreading and i'm thanking God for the rain... =)

oh weLL.
i have two reactions for the one week extension.
1. good
2. bad
(ofcourse. the famous antonyms.)

GOOD:
- more rest. no schooL. that's a good thing. XD
- more time for myseLf and things to be fixed.
- see my bLockmates and L.

BAD:
- no aLLowance :(
- so much boredom.
- eating so much.

you can't have it aLL, reaLLy.
there's a downside for every thing.. and life isn't perfect.
if it is, it wouLd be no EXCITEMENT and you want to be dead.
i don't want that.

..i reaLLy wish to our ALmighty that the virus wiLL go away 100%!
pLease po.

and the big question is: WHAT WILL I DO IN ONE WEEK? give me answers.

7 days.

2009-06-02T09:38:00.000-07:00

1st:
waah. june na. june na ba taLaga?!?

2nd:
fiLL up my cLass cards. thinking of other schooL things to finish.

3rd:
pLastic covering my fiLLers!

4th:
bags!! BAGS!! bags!!

5th:
moment of truth: isukat ang uniform! *sana kasya pa!!!!*

6th:
ALL ME. pamper myseLf.

7th:
beauty sLeep.

tenen! pasukan na?!
i want to and i don't want to.
but no choice, i have to :)

here we go again. here i go again.
the stress, the pressure are reaLLy ON.

FB.

2009-05-27T12:16:00.000-07:00

i thought so.
i had my facebook account (FB) for a very Long time aLready.
we were few back then, but i knew it was a big big hit on US.
and now, in the PhiLippines.
it's sad to say that my country is very Late. pati ba naman sa FB, ramdam mo ung pagkahuLi?!
in terms of acads, economy, peopLe and government, etc.. we were aLways Left behind.
pati sa FB. haha. grabe.

and now, because of boredom, two weeks of no internet and of vacation..
i was one of many FiLipinos who are into FB nowadays.
for me, it was a answer for my boredom and nothing to do.
it was a pLayground, a exercise of my mind and a connection to my oLd friends.

the one game i was Loving is the RC..not RC coLa..
it's restaurant city. i am pLanning to have a food business and i Love decorating interiors..
and the game reaLLy fits my interests.

i had few games i Like..

pet society, farm town, super poke among others.
it was fun, reaLLy. and now i wiLL reaLLy say that FB is better than FS.
but FS is cLoser to my heart :)

~~~~~~~~~~

on the other hand, and on more serious note..
i had my enroLLment Last Monday.
damn. i knew it!
May 25th was the hottest day to date (based on TV PatroL news).
gar. that's why i feeL suffocated. and i just wanted to expLode.tsk.

my sked as aLways doesn't satisfy my wants.
it's 7AM-2:30PM every day except Wednesday (break).
and i had Saturday cLass! what the heck.
LAHAT NG IYAN AYAW KO. AMF.

but i have to stick with it. masasanay rin ako.

~~~~~~~~~~

oh yes. i became fatter. they toLd me.
what can i do? there's a lot of food in here i cannot resist.
and my mom aLways toLd me it's ok it's ok.
buti ka pa nga kumakain, ung iba, nagugutom.
oh weL, totoo nga naman. papayat din naman ako sa pasukan! haha.

~~~~~~~~~~

DON'T JUDGE IF YOU DON'T KNOW BOTH SIDES OF THE STORY.
DON'T THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.
WAG MAGLINIS KUNG MADUMI KA NAMAN.

pag nakatalikod, andami sinasabi.
pero pag kaharap, tahimik.
mga tao talaga.

bow.

WEIRD.

2009-05-18T11:02:00.000-07:00

-TABA issue-
i thought i'm gonna be fatter when i was in mindoro because of nothing to do..
but what happened is different, it is here in the house that i aLways eat. hahaha.
there are foods everywhere! XD
come on. i better watch my eat.

-PASUKAN issue-
i'm a CET knight so my enroLLment is on May 25th.
and our first day of cLasses is on the 8th of June.
OWKEI. new sked. new subjects. gaar.
i need a tough Luck, fit body and fresh mind because it's gonna be harder and stresser. (is there a word?)

-LJ issue-
L & J saw each other again after a month (not sure)
we watched AngeLs & Demons, ate at Teriyaki Boy and taLked about everything under the sun!
it was fun and nice!
sana mauLit muLi.

-NET issue-
i got a pet at Pet Society because of boredom.
her name is ViFer from leVI and jenniFER.
she is so PINK and girLy!
and i've been watching boys over fLowers at youtube!
gwapo ni Jun Pyo!! :D

ok.
tiL the next update :D

I'M BACK HOME, FINALLY.

2009-05-10T13:10:00.000-07:00

after two weeks in san jose, occ. mindoro, i'm back to my home! :)
and i'm proud to say that i didn't get onLine for TWO WEEKS! (di kasi ako pinayagan dLhin ung isang broadband, my kuyas kasi eh T_T)
oha oha! XD

di rin ako naghanap ng net coz may tv naman! puro nga Lang abs-cbn to think na kapuso ako!
i've been a kapamiLya for two weeks! inagawan kasi nila ng signaL ang gma7 don!

grabe. ibang-iba na ang san jose!
ang ganda ganda! para na siyang CITY!
tapos, five airpLanes ang LumaLand every day! sosyaL diba? di kasi avaiLabLe ang mga barko!
2 cebu pacific, 2 paL express and 1 zest air.
nagcebu pacific kami back and forth. :D

di na ako magkkwento masyado pero naging masaya ako!
compared naman nung Last 2007 noh!
kain Lang ng kain. tuLog. kaya ako si SLEEPER. hahaha :D
tawa ng tawa mom ko!

kaya ang resuLta: fats :(

tapos ngayon, it's mother's day!!!
i Love you mom!!! you're my super mom!!!

happy mama's day!!!! mwaaah!
kaya may fiesta dito (meaning: dami foods)
gusto mo inggitin kita?
KALDERETA. RED RIBBON CAKE. SEAFOOD PESTO. CHICKEN. SIOMAI & FRUIT SALAD.
care of my ate, ate jopai, kuya jb, kuya and dad respectiveLy.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
naguguLuhan ako ano uunahin ko! XD

weeeeeeeeeee.
:)
:)
:)

swimswim

2009-04-20T11:48:00.000-07:00

my famiLy were supposed to go to Ace Waterspa.
but i was turned off because bringing of foods & drinks and taking pictures inside are aLL prohibited.

that is why i searched on the internet about an aLternative.
my dad said it shouLd be near our pLace.

so we wanted to swim... so a Resort.
we wanted near QC... so in buLacan!

i've typed buLacan resorts. i clicked a site that contains three options.
8 waves (no foods aLLowed - a big X), viLLa concepcion and sitio lucia (i've been here Last year).

hahaha. i was the one who wiLL choose.. so i chose viLLa concepcion!
weee.. and i got the right choice!

APRIL 19, 2009.
viLLa concepcion resort.
with my beLoved famiLy!

ok. the pictures were not upLoaded yet by my bro.
weee.. FUN.
and the waves are addicting. hahaha.

i was so happy because my famiLy don't aLways do this.
so this is reaLLy a miracLe! thank you for this bonding!!
i was aLso very fuLL! yeah..Lots of food!
and ofcourse there's a downside, if there's a swimming under the sun, there's a darker skin.
AWWW.

oh weLL..
tomorrow naman is my ate jopai's birthday! weee.. tsibugan! XD
and then.. i shouLd be fixing my things for my mindoro vacation next two weeks!

:)

ENCHANTED KINGDOM!

2009-04-15T13:40:00.000-07:00

another first time.
i went to EK! yeah.

commute Lang.
with PikseLot Last apriL13.
then overnight at jeme's condo.

kaya two days akong no net.
but it was damn FUN. haha

pictures gaLore and super rides!
waLa kasing tao!
weird nga eh to think na EK un and me student promo!
hahaha. kaya two-three times namin sinasakyan ang rides.
2x fLying fiesta, 2x space shuttLe, 3x Log Jam, 3x rio grande.

tapos napag-aLaman ko pa na HOTTEST day nung apriL 13!
gosh. kaya ang sarap taLaga magpabasa!

weee. suLit na suLit!
hahaha :D

btw, nainterview ang kuya ko sa tv patroL the same day (apriL 13)!

LAKAS!

Pansamantala.

2009-04-12T16:22:00.000-07:00

HAPPY EASTER!
i started my day with a Mass.
grabe! it was my first time to have a difficulty in breathing.

ang scenario:
nakatayo ako. (naLate kasi kami eh) ang daming tao. ang init. iba-iba ang
perfume. gutom ako.

the result:
suffocate.

ang hirap. sikip ng pakiramdam.
buti kamo Lumabas na ako kaagad. kasi feeLing ko taLaga mahihimatay ako.

on a better note, may magandang mangyayari tomorrow.
weeeee. EK, wait for us! WAIT FOR ME!! hahaha.

weird ko na taLaga.
sabi sayo eh, one day i'm sad, the next day i'm happy.

craziness.

katanungan.

2009-04-03T12:20:00.000-07:00

how can you define happiness?
why is it there are certain LeveLs of it?

medyo. PWEDE NA. super.

why is it there's temporary and permanent?
gar. why is this happening to me?

one day i'm happy. the next day, i'm crying.
my room is the witness of it.
i've becoming crazy :(

in Line with happiness, there's LOVE.
do i reaLLy Love myseLf?

ilabmyself <-- that's aLL my urLs in the web.
but what if it's not true? and i just beLieve i Love myseLf because my urL says so?

how can one say a person is worthy?
how can you measure his worth?

and i just can't believe i Let myseLf think many things again.
it's just making me more confused.

rest..

2009-03-30T18:37:00.000-07:00

ganda na ng kwarto ko!
yes. i'm proud to say that i've been fixing my things na!
pero hindi pa Lahat, pa-isa-isa. hehe.
astig nga eh, dati ang guLo guLo ng room ko, ngayon, gosh.
mukha na ring kwarto XD

tapos siyempre waLa akong ginagawa kundi KUMAIN.
weeee... kaya expected na tataba ako this vacation!okei Lang coz for sure, sa pasukan, puyatan gaLore na..
kaya pakasaya na hanggang bakasyon pa...!

nagpapakaaddict na naman ako sa net!
aun, nagkaroon na ako ng super pet!
si YIBI. cute nia..puppy siya..tas coLor bLue siya na may necktie!
hehehehehehe.. gusto ko tuLoy mag-aLaga ng aso XD

may pLurk na rin ako..waLa Lang..
waLa kasi taLaga ako magawa :D

pero kahapon. infairness astig ng SECONDHAND SERENADE.kahit na naghintay kami ni Levi ng one hour and 3o minutes na nakatayo sa may coffee bean, trinoma, SULIT. astig taLaga ng mga kanta.
siyempre ung video, CANCEL. kasi naririnig ung kanta namin. hahaha XD

sana may mangyaring kakaiba na masaya sa akin.
weeeeeeeee!

YOU CAN'T HAVE IT ALL.

2009-03-22T12:12:00.000-07:00

MGA PANGYAYARI:

1. nakuha na namin ang mga cLass cards.
2. ang daming nawaLa o mawawaLa sa COE :(
3. bakasyon na
4. tambay sa bahay
5. i'm back to bLogging! yey :D
6. i can vote na! i've registered aLready!

MGA GUSTO KONG MANGYARI:

1. sana marecon siLa.....
2. pamper myseLf! spas, massage, shopping! basta just ME!
3. ayusin ang mga bagay-bagay Like my room, schooLthings, my Life
4. EK!
5. swimming with my fam

pupunta paLa ako sa mindoro this summer with my Mom.
ayan na naman, pero atLeast may tv na don and i can bring my Lappy..sana pati ung broadband haha XD meron pa naman isa pa dito eh na matitira! kaya Lang maraming vioLent reactions from my sibLings nyahahaa XD

and then, dates :D
weee.. here comes LeviJen, secondhand serenade!
aun Lang.. makikita na rin namin kayo ng LIVE!
theme song namin siLa kumanta: YOUR CALL! hehehe :D
exciting..sa march 29, 3noma!
kung sinuswerte ka nga naman, dati red jumpsuit, now secondhand na!!! woohooo!
and it's FREE!! :D

haay. buti naman ngumingiti na ako..
at napapatawa na ako.

tama taLaga na after na rain is the rainbow!!!

i owe you.

2009-03-15T11:43:00.000-07:00

ang weird.
i have so many things to bLogged about what's happening in my Life..
but then, i didn't bLog at aLL..

baka ganun taLaga..
there were things that shouLd be Left unsaid..

these past few weeks is the dark age of my Life.
i fought for my Love of my Life. they judged me, accused me.
and i reaLized it's not worth fighting for.

my eyes were smudge hard.
i thought it wouLd be for just that reason.
but after a week, not just my eyes got hurt.. but aLso IT.
the heart of mine, just got broken, LiteraLLy.

i have many Learnings about what had happened to me:
1. hear both sides of the story.
2. don't judge if you don't know anything.
3. don't be too emotionaL.
4. Love moderateLy.
5. give second chance to the deserving.

owkei.
i gave him a chance.
but, my heart is stiLL aching. awts.
the fact that he Looked so strong, unaffected and texted someone.
that made me feeL so weak and i just can't hide it eventhough everybody teLLs me.
it's just hard.

and yes, there's an ending.
i aLways teLL my concerned friends: "matatapos din ito"
and one of them repLied (my sister): "may magandang mangyayari sayo"

yeah. hopefuLLy.
i badLy need that positivity.

i am supposed to be...

2009-02-27T07:51:00.000-08:00

i wiLL have an overnight.
i have to sLeep.

i am supposed to be resting.
i had so many examinations and schooLworks.

i'm gLad i'm stiLL aLive.

but there's something missing.
it's hard to say that on the things i've done, i won't regret.
i just did.

why?
i just thought it's worth fighting for.
but no.

i'm nearLy Lost friends, my eyes for crying because of what i did that's not worth it.

we just sat beside each other.
not taLking. no contact.
one is texting, the other Looking at the window.

maybe.
i deserve better.
not this time.
some other time.

not now.

SICK AND GORGEOUS.

2009-02-05T13:59:00.000-08:00

BUSY.
SICK.

LESS TIME TO BLOG.
MORE TIME TO DO SCHOOLWORKS.

NOT THE SAME ME.
MORE MATURE ME.

i shouLd know my priorities.
and my priority now is my studies.

BREAK.
BREAK NA MUNA TAYO.

....bLog ko....

diba!

2009-01-27T07:07:00.000-08:00

madaming ginagawa.
madaming pinapagawa.
ang dami kong gagawin.

tapos na ang midterm.
sakit sa uLo. Lahat mahirap.

si obama na ang presidente ng amerika.
bongga!

kaya Lang dahiL sa krisis niLa, ayon!
damay-damay na!
dito sa PiLipinas, maraming mawawaLan ng trabaho.
bakit ganoon? sana hindi tumagaL ang probLemang ito.

katuLad ng sa oiL crisis dati.. umaabot na ng 60 pesos kada Litro. pero ngayon, tingnan mo, 29 pesos na!

BE POSITIVE.
Lahat ng mga bagay sa mundo, may soLusyon.
may kanya-kanyang panahon Lang taLaga.
kung waLa kang probLema, hindi ka matututo.

Let's START aLL over again!

2009-01-04T14:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2oo9!

if there's an ending..there's a beginning and something new.
weee.. new skin for my bLog :D i Love it..it's simpLe but exciting and pink! XD

tomorrow is the start of my cLasses.
i don't have answers to my assignment! whooaa! =(
copy <-- that's what i'm going to do! haha

this January is..
1. the start of 2009. the start of my cLasses.
2. our 16th month, baby!
3. my midterm examinations =0

wish me Luck. i badLy need it.

bye bye 'o8!

2008-12-31T18:12:00.000-08:00

maraming nangyayari sa isang taon.
paano kasi 365 days kaya ang meron dito..
may masaya, maLungkot, exciting, stressfuL..
pero sa huLi, maraming Learnings.
hindi nga naman ibibigay Lahat ni Lord ang Lahat kasi kapag ganon na tayo ka-satisfy, maaari na tayong magpaaLam sa mundo diba?

2008 ko?
share ko.

first times:
1. daLawa Lang ang post ko sa isang month dito (see January 2008)
2. may kapareha ang aking puso nung VaLentine's Day <3
3. maging bridesmaid sa isang wedding.
4. nagkita kami ni ChaCha, my eLem friend after 6 years!
5. nakapunta na ring Star City! XD
6. makareceive ng bonggang-bonggang bouquet of fLowers!
7. number 1 daw oh sa DL. :P
8. maadek sa isang onLine game! CrazyKart, anyone? haha
9. ako na Lang ang nag-aaraL sa aming Limang magkakapatid! whoa!
10. pag nakikita ko ang aking kwarto, ang ayos-ayos, organized. nabibiLi ko na rin kasi ung mga kaiLangan kong biLhin. marunong na akong mag-ipon!:)
marami pa iyan, maLamang. 19 na rin kasi ako kaya medyo hindi na gumagana utak ko! haha XD

wish ko isa Lang:
SANA LAHAT NG MGA PINAPLANO KO, MATULOY.
huhuhuhuhu.
i was disappointed on myseLf kasi for this year, medyo ganoon ung mga nangyayari sa akin, sad to say.

this year 2008.. hindi masyadong bLast as a whoLe.. parang may ikagaganda pa ito.
weLL, ganoon taLaga. kaya sana sa 2009..mas maging masaya at exciting! at mas maraming Learnings! wohoooo!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
HAPPY 2009!

magbabagong taon na..
magbabagong buhay na rin ba?

(wait for my first 2009 post)

PASKO=SAKOP.

2008-12-28T18:18:00.000-08:00

my famiLy went to church on the Christmas eve before the Noche Buena.
our priest said to his homiLy was when tagaLog word "Pasko" is jumbLed, "SAKOP" is made. it means we shouLd give ourseLves to God. MAGPAKASAKOP tayo sa Kanya because He is our Creator and we shouLd respect Him aLL the time.

and besides, Jesus is the main reason for this ceLebration because He is the birthday CeLebrant right? so HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!

..as my oLdest sister is teLLing me: Everyday is Christmas.
it's just up to us on how we ceLebrate our Life each day :D

~~~~~~~~~~

it's CHRISTMAS!
famiLy bondings, reunions, happenings: happy!

from our house to tita chona's (mom's famiLy) house on christmas day and then to our house again on the 27th for my dad's famiLy.
from foods, gifts, money, smiLes to hugs and kisses.. my christmas?
ISN'T IT OBVIOUS? FUUNNNN!
(oh. my speLLing is wrong. haha)

untiL next time next year! wooohooo!

mmmmmmm..

2008-12-21T15:18:00.000-08:00

LAPIT NA MAGPASKO.

WOW.

kakatapos Lang ng 27th wedding anniversary ng Dad & Mom ko.
onting ceLebration Lang sa bahay. pero kami ni Ate Jopai, pumuntang Rob. (napapadaLas na ako) ayon, money burn.

tambay Lang ako sa bahay LateLy kahit na may mga assignments pa.
kasi nasa isip ko, WHY WILL I RUIN MY HOLIDAY BY THINKING THOSE THINGS?!
daba? e kasi naman dapat sana waLa na Lang iniwan eh.

sadLy, waLa kaming christmas party. Lahat daw ng COE except us (3rdyrs) mayroon.
WHY? maybe may mga nagbaLak pero hindi na napush further. we have groups. hindi aLam kung sino papakinggan. at napakakuripot ng bLock namin. haha. kaiLan kaya magbabago?

2009?2010?2011?

AY! PURO NUMBERS.
Lapit na magbagong taon.
pero mas maLapit na magpasko.

whew! tapos na ako dati pa sa christmas shopping ko.nabigay ko na mga gifts ko sa sisters ko and coLLege friends. may christmas cards na ako for my famiLy, at bibigay ko pa mga iba pa. saya :D

give rather than receive.
I BELIEVE IN THAT. ^_^

W.O.W.

2008-12-16T18:48:00.000-08:00

OUT OF THIS WORLD FIRST TIME (on a personaL note):

1. namaga ang mata ko, my right eye specificaLLy.
the reason: KAKAIYAK. oops. not about Levi but the shows i've been watching (wish ko Lang and 200 pounds beauty) and the aLLeged break up of my sister and her ex. grabe! ganun paLa yun. para akong nanuntok. at masakit siya ha. tumagaL ng isang Linggo ung maga.

2. kung magbaback read ka sa bLog na ito, nagkapimpLe na ako kung saan-saan simuLa na nagkoLehiyo ako dahiL madumi taLaga sa maniLa.. dahiL sa usok at di sanay ang aking face. at ayun. taLagang kinakarir ko ha?!? nagkapimpLe ako sa LOOB ng mata! haha. kaya paLa masakit at waLang pinagbago sa mata ko, un paLa nasa Loob ung pimpLe. buti si ate na-experience niya na kaya hindi na ako naparanoid nung naLaman ko ang totoo.

3. at hindi Lang sa Loob ng mata, sa LIPS ko pa. pero hindi taLaga sa Loob ng Labi ko, maLapit Lang, pero SUPER LAPIT sa LIPS. nung una nga akaLa ko may Lampas Lang na Lip gLoss, un paLa pimpLe na namumuLa. haha. hanep. san ka pa?

ang aking natutunan:
.wag umiyak nang umiyak.
.wag kamot ng kamot ng mata.
.mag-ingat sa handkerchief.

kung naranasan niyo man iyan, normaL kayong tao na nakaranas ng kakaibang kanormaLan. hahaha. adek na naman ako.

uy, MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Lapit na eh. tapos na ako sa krismas shopping ko.
naniniwaLa na ako na kapag nangati ang kamay, maraming perang darating!
hahaha. sabi nga niLa, kapag may nawawaLa, may darating!

weeeeee.
gets mo ba?

~~~~~~~~~~

events na natapos na:
1. CET day. woohooo! best society ang COESS! akaLain mo? Lagi kasing ece..pero Lumaban kami na kahit onti Lang kami, nakayanan namin un. dahiL un sa president naming si kuya mj! congrats sa atin!
2. death of marky cieLo. di ko taLaga to akaLain. fan pa naman ako. naiyak ako. at super search taLaga ako sa net. grabe. suicide nga siguro at un ang pinaniniwaLaan ko.
3. nagshopping kami ni Levi sa robinson's maniLa department store! saya. saLe kasi. astig kasama.

mga natutunan ko:
.kapag ikaw ay naghirap, may katumbas itong kaginhawaan.
.ang buhay ay nakapaikLi. magpakasaya. wag ng ipabukas ang mga baLak gawin kung kaya namang gawin ngayon.
.sinungaLing ang nagsabing ang boyfriend ay hindi dapat isama pag shopping. DEPENDE iyon!

ciao!

everyday!

2008-12-03T07:41:00.000-08:00

ten ways to be successfuL in Life:
1. LOVE God
2. Be enthusiastic
3. LOVE peopLe
4. Laugh a Lot
5. treat everyone as if they were the most important person in the worLd.
6. be HONEST
7. don't worry
8. be Confident
9. aLways have a good attitude
10. SMILE
~ sarah w.

we have this caLendar containing the date without the year with quotes every singLe day. i LOVE it. it is appLicabLe every year because you just have to turn the pages depending on what day. for this day is the quote shown above.

wow. i was enLightened. it's not that i don't know the "ways" but i was guided. (is that the right word?)

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we’re young
and keep the faith
Everyday
From right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate.

this came from hsm2's everyday.
it becoming a favorite of LeviJen. <3
weLL, i beLieve that as young peopLe, we shouLd think of the present first. because being a teenager wiLL never be repeated. enjoy. have fun! Loosen up. chiLL. scream.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! as if you can hear it! hahaha :D
Laugh. smiLe. be positive! be yourseLf! Love!

oh. that's my 10 ways to be happy inside and out :D

before december,,

2008-11-29T11:01:00.000-08:00

we have a hoLiday on December 1.
i have a BIG reLief. i hate mondays.
aside from 7am start, my subjects make me so stressed.
i'm not a bookworm, a geek, a genius but i don't hate studying.. i just hate pushing myseLf hard and getting the pressure inside me.

tsk.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i don't know how to express it.
waLa Lang. :(

tomorrow, i'm going to PLM to watch my coLLege's sportsfest.
may i forget aLL the stress from my studies.
>.<

so much.

2008-11-22T16:41:00.000-08:00

i miss my bLog soooo much.
i haven't been updating for so Long..but it doesn't mean i don't visit.

one reason:
BUSY.

another reason:
MANY THINGS TO BLOG ABOUT.

it's very ironic.
if there's many things to bLog about, why not bLog?
tsk.

~~~~~~~~~~

first impression don't Last.
yeah yeah. i thought my professors aren't good.
i was wrong. and because of that, a piLe of to-do's and homeworks.
wow. it's reaLLy a part of being a student.
being busy is not waiting for time to pass by, hence you're wishing that time shouLd take its time. err. how redundant but have a point.

oh. i have a happy story.
haha. one of my homeworks is in eng'g ethics'! we have to compiLe List of virtues from a-z with quotes using our artistic and scrapbooking styLe. and i'm proud to say that i reaLLy gave my best on doing such because the quotations are aLL good.

"i don't have any speciaL taLents, i am onLy passionateLy curious."
-aLbert einstein.

yeah. that's my favorite. if my memory won't faiL me..my hs teacher said that curiosity is very good because you Learn new things by expLoring and knowing the answers to your questions on your own. =)

be independent. be curious. be you.
(a commerciaL?)

tsk.

but it's over now...

2008-11-09T16:09:00.000-08:00

what's over?
my first week's over.
i'm tired aLready. i've been thinking too much LateLy.
the pressure is reaLLy on.

~~~~~~~~~~

Last friday was CoE's GeneraL AssembLy.
sad to say, it was Like the 3rd years were so bored, tired, burned out or no emotions. haha. i dunno. we were the Least happy and energetic. aww. but the event's ok. i've known some CoE from other years.

then the next which is yesterday was my Dad's birthday! yey!
foods. hehe. and then it was aLso Kuya Just's despedida party @ sm san Lazaro's max's.. he and his famiLy wiLL migrate in Canada. aww. so Long, fareweLL! take care! :( many of us wiLL sureLy be sad! it was aLso a CoE bonding.

weLL, fun comes with chaos.
now i don't want to ruin my day but i have to think in reaLity.. there are so much things to do and to finish. i just have to organize and conserve my time with things that are important.

observations.

2008-11-04T08:10:00.000-08:00

it's NOVEMBER!
and one month to go, it's december = Christmas.

but before that, it's the start of second semester.
weLL actuaLLy it started yesterday at 7AM.

these are my insights:
1. i know aLL my professors,err, soon-to-be professors. they'd been my prof but sadLy, the ones i/we want to Learn from are not the ones who'LL be teaching us. :( we have no choice but to stick with it. i have onLy two wishes: FAIRNESS and GRADES WE DESERVE.

2. i just don't get it. this probLem is just a smaLL thing but it reaLLy pisses me off. *bakit kaya ung maLiLiit na bagay pa ang ganito katindi ang epekto?* we were there from a Long time and then suddenLy boom, we're out of pLace. enough of that. hmf. i won't say more.

3. very true. i've been specuLating about this from a Long time based on my experiences. when my feet get hurt (because of shoes or a Lot of waLking), i aLways get tired! my professors yesterday didn't consume aLL the time for the subject and it doesn't make sense that when i got home, i'm super exhausted and i reaLLy wanted to sLeep. hahaha. come on.

4. i'm beautifuL. jen (my friend & bLockmate) toLd me a compLiment. my super bLack hair suits me that makes my face stand out. it is contrary to my sister's because she toLd me my hair was so pLain and i shouLd have highLights or coLor. but when i got home, my mom toLd me i Looked Like the daughter of francis magaLona (she doesn't know the exact name) which is maxene magaLona. whoa. is that true? so 2 out of 3 said i'm this beautifuL. wow. now i beLieve. haha. thanks.

XD
XP

tired feet and a smiLe..

2008-10-29T21:50:00.000-07:00

i went to schooL yesterday to fix my mispLaced rotc cLass card.
i made the right choice because my nstp's cLearance, which is a requirement in enroLlment, was very strict. no cLass card, no stamp.

i was the onLy one in the house and wouLd Lock aLL the doors.
i put the Laptop on kuya's room and there i saw books with famiLiar titLes.
it read "twiLight" and "new moon". what-a-coincidence.
i heard a Lot of it since the day i read about it in a newspaper.
they were my cousin's books and she Left it. the reason i don't know.
and i took the chance to read. i don't usuaLLy read books.
with one exception, its theme: LOVE.

...and whiLe i was reading, i can't stop thinking of my yebi.. if he's beside me, for sure i am hearing his heart beat, hugging him. okay, i shouLd have warn you that my next statement wouLd be mushy. haha.

but it's true. :D

anyway, another day passed and it's today, my enroLLment.
enroLLment comes with scheduLe.
with 7ams and 8:30pms, i reminisced my first year coLLege, the oLd days.
i can survive i think, but not quite sure.. it's not easy with those unknown and hard-to-describe subjects.

november 3rd is my first day. 7am.
nice.

Lakwatsera daw ako?!?

2008-10-25T21:39:00.000-07:00

i hate waLking.
but i keep on doing what i hate.
within this week, i went either from trinoma to sm or from sm to trinoma with different companion each day. haha cute.
it's getting very normaL..

~~~~~~~~~~

yey. nagkita-kita na uLit ang pikseLot sa where eLse,trinoma.! wee.. i Love bLogging about my hs barkada!
siyempre, it's FUN. i treated them a HSM3 ticket.. waaa.. zac is sooo hot. haha. and the movie was fun! i wanted to stay sa cinema pero one movie per ticket eh! haha.. gusto ko uLitin..pero ok Ln, it's very suLit! i want mooooreee! XD
'tiL next time ok? *oct 24, 2008. i grabbed the pic from jeme's.

minsan naman mom ko kasama ko..tapos kanina kasama ko si ate!
haha. saya. waLa akong pahinga.
ganito taLaga pag sembreak. pakasaya muna hanggang may time diba??

~~~~~~~~~~

umaLis si kuya jb papuntang india. aww. be safe and we'LL gonna miss you, brobro! mwaaahh!
enroLLment ko na paLa sa 29th! waaaa, wishing for an acceptabLe sked. gudLak.

owkei. pahinga mode muna ako.
sige pati dito sa pagsuLat sa bLog, Lakwatsera ako.. paiba-iba. haha.

very TRUE.

2008-10-20T16:49:00.000-07:00

What Jenniferrosenoynay Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.

You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.

Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic “Type A” personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

wow. it's so true. as in.
LAHAT. waLang maLi.
ang gaLing XD

~~~~~~~~~~

ok mga grades ko.
i've received my highest G.W.A. this semester.
DL again. thank you, Lord :D
You reaLLy Love me and i Love You too!

sadness.

2008-10-14T21:11:00.000-07:00

i shouLd be happy because my finaLs are over, and it's my sembreak!
but it comes with the reLease of cLass cards: the moment of truth.

it's just sad to know there wiLL be friends who wiLL go..
they didn't make it. the truth hurts. we're not cLose but stiLL, the feeLing isn't good.

as for me, i'm ok.
i think and i know i'm ok but hopefuLLy, i won't get disappointed tomorrow.

since it's my sembreak unofficiaLLy, there are things going on my mind.
1. go to a 3-day saLe at MegamaLL this saturday. yey. money burn! haha
2. fix my things in the room. it's my time to evacuate and go back to my room!
3. my pikseLot's treat.
4. enroLLment! hoping for an acceptabLe sked next sem!
...and many, many more! :D

that's it. i Lost words.
may i have LUCK and God's BLESSING tomorrow.
waaaaah. face your fears.

WOW.

2008-10-11T19:46:00.000-07:00

tapos na ang birthday ko!
19 na ako.

reasons to be sad:
1. may sakit pa rin ako pero pagaLing na.
2. finaLs! di pa review :( bahaLa na mode.
3. i have this thinking na i have to review. 3 exams eh. muzta naman un?

reasons to be happy:
1. madami nagmamahaL sa akin.
2. grabe si Levi. Lupet ng gifts! pinag-ipunan na naman niya! WALLET na shiny pink! ganda nga eh. sira na kasi ung oLd ko. tas baraha pa na pinasuLatan niya mga friends ko at FAMILY. grabe noh? pinaghirapan niya. pinuntahan pa sina jeme sa upm at meLa sa ust para magsuLat! pati kinontsaba si ate jopai! gaLing! 10/10! haha treat ko siya sa andok's trinoma.
3. it rained! it means more bLessings! :D yeah!
4. ate at gerry's griLL with my famiLy.

5. treat my coLLege friends. nagpastudio nga kami eh.di pa nasscan!

at ayon. THANK YOU God.
saLamat sa mga nakaaLaLa!
woooooo. may i have more birthdays to come and dreams to come true!

i Love myseLf at 19.

what did i do that these are aLL happening to me??

2008-10-07T09:06:00.000-07:00

OWKEI. this titLe maybe the Longest titLe i've ever had in my whoLe career in bLogging.as far as i remember, i didn't do anything bad to anyone.. curse a person a hate or stab her in back. i just hate but i don't do something bad.

so what happened to me?
i have this Low resistance. i don't take vitamins.
i toLd my mom to buy me some so that i don't Lack vitamins especiaLLy vitamin C.
why?
because i easiLy get sick! yes. when a friend/famiLy member got sick, it wiLL be pretty sure i'm next. tsk tsk.
and the worst part is this week wiLL be so busy.

first, i'LL be having troubLe with my sickness (ubo, sipon, sinat) and then my finaLs wiLL start on my birthday. there is a change pLan, my famiLy and I wiLL be having dinner in a famous restaurant (i'LL bLog about it when it's done).

tsk. i just want to see the sunshine after this.
and may i answer the finaLs the best i can.
because of this stupid nose, it wiLL be hard for me to answer.
pLease may PanadoL cure me.

.countdown.

2008-10-03T22:51:00.000-07:00

12 yon ng October 1.
nagtext sakin si Levi, pero nabasa ko na nung nagising ako.
sabi niya, parang "october na paLa! Lapit na birthday ng jini ko"
sabi ko naman sa sariLi ko, "ay onga! exciting!"

pero aanuhin ko iyong excitement e may finaLs naman ako.
before, during and after my birthday, nagrereview ako.
what's new? this happened two years ago. haaay, it's sad.

wag na akong maarte at iceceLebrate ko na Lang ang aking kaarawan sa ibang araw maLiban sa birthday ko.

and here's the catch. may party dito sa bahay at waLa naman akong bisita (maLamang nagrereview ang mga c0e at busy mga friends)..despidida na rin kasi yon ng tito at tita at kuya ko.. aLis na kasi siLa. ang biLis, one month na paLa!

ayon, not aLL things go on your way taLaga.
i promise to ceLebrate my birthday the best I can.

kaiLan nga paLa birthday ko?
may kinaLaman sa countdown! XD

10 (10th month ang October)
__
08 (2008 ang year ngayon)

ano kaya yung nasa gitna? hihi.

sayang na sayang Lang....

2008-09-29T02:06:00.000-07:00

i've been Living in this worLd for 18 years now..
if you'LL ask me if there's one thing i want to change that happened in the past, i'LL say there is.

and..may i request for additionaL? because it's onLy one, it's mooooree!

yes. i shouLd not regret.
things happen for a reason and i can't have aLL.
i Learn from it. that's true. but i can't heLp myseLf.

i now know why the word "choice" or "decision" was invented.
for us to weigh things and decide what's more important.
we use our minds to think hard and heart to feeL right.

hopefuLLy, from the things that happened in my Life, i won't do the same mistakes again. who wants to regret? i hate you.

~~~~~~~~~~
things i did and wiLL do:
1. attended a famiLy gathering and a bLessing of a reLative's mansion in TarLac. WOW.
2. party! super fun and super eat. tsk. haha
3. defense in DSA :(
4. finaLs.
5. my 19th birthday.

chaos comes first before fun.

IMBALANCE.

2008-09-24T21:55:00.000-07:00

i hate it when it's unfair.
i hate it when it's so biased.
i hate it when it's not right.

now i know why COLLEGE is soooooo different to highschooL.
yes, coLLege students are more mature but more "tuso".
the innocence of highschooL students cannot be seen anymore thus, it wiLL be more compLicated, it wiLL be worse.

tsk.
i hate it when it shouLd be a GROUP. yes, ONE GROUP.
but there are now two groups. no unity. no words can be heard.

and the worst part?
i'm with the group with Less importance.
why?
because i refused to do something just to go to a speciaL event on the day of the presentation.

now, i'm suffering but not regretting.
it's just unfair that this "group" has more advantages as if we can't do what they do.
i don't care if one of them wouLd read this. i just speak my mind.
i keep taLking but Levi stopped me. he knows me. the side of me who has the right reasons but wrong approach. he toLd me to speak sLowLy, not angriLy. i aLso know when i'm wrong.

gaar. but i can't stop myseLf.
tsk. sorry i can't put detaiLs. i can't name names.
i just name myseLf and Levi. gaar.

i hate it.
i reaLLy hate it.
i want it to end.

now.
as in, now.

peace and quiet.

2008-09-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

ako Lang mag-isa rito sa bahay. nacanceL fLight ng mom, dad, kuya jb at ate ko from occ. mindoro to maniLa kahapon! tsk. ang Lungkot. pero ung isa pang batch na kasama si kuya, mamayang 10am ang uwi dito sa bahay. kaya ok na rin. hindi na maLungkot at tahimik dito sa bahay.

ganito paLa ang feeLing na maLayo ang mga parents ko sa akin. di kasi ako sanay eh. ung dad ko, pwede pa.. pero ung mom ko.. di taLaga ako sanay. tawag ako ng tawag sa kaniLa. haha.. parents' girL? XD

~~~~~~~~~~

maLapit na mag-october.
ibig sabihin maLapit ng mag-:

1. finaLs
2. birthday si ako
3. sembreak

o db? i'm so futuristic.
that's why my Life isn't peacefuL and quiet, it's so compLicated.

pero back to reaLity, magiging madugo ang week na ito for me.
waLa pa nga akong nasisimuLan. parang tinatamad pa ako. gustong-gusto ng katawan kong magcram e no? tsk tsk. dami kasing gagawin sa DSA namin. gaaar. groupwork naman un eh, basta tuLungan ok na.

wishes ko:
1. sana matapos ng maayos ang mga gagawin ko.
2. sana hindi ako magregret.
3. sana mataas ang grade ng makukuha ko at ng mga groupmates ko.

yeah. kaya namin to.
waLang probLemang hindi nasosoLusyonan.

MANY.

2008-09-16T21:21:00.000-07:00

THEY'RE HOME.
yah. my kuya from dubai, my tito and tita from austraLia, & my cuz and her hubby with jayr (their chiLd) from the US were back to the PhiLippines!

i have been speaking EngLish Long now. ha! ha! ha!
it's just sad that some FiLipinos who went to foreign Lands can't speak EngLish anymore. the onLy good thing is they just understand, but then, cannot speak and write. that is one of the reasons why my beLoved country don't progress because the peopLe don't Love their own. T_T that's the sad fact.

anyway, i have been eating a Lot LateLy.
yes. a Lot. when i say a Lot, it's reaLLy a Lot!
Let my body speak for that! hahaha XD
but i'm thankfuL because not aLL peopLe wiLL experience what i'm experiencing now. there are many peopLe who are starving so i shouLd not be compLaining, thus i shouLd be gLad. :D that's why when i eat, i see to it that there are no Leftovers as possibLe. wag ng takaw-tingin.

LEARN.
APPRECIATE.
LOVE.

Learn to appreciate smaLL things and Love them with aLL your heart because smaLL things can be big if it's appreciated and Loved.

XD

i'm not so..

2008-09-13T19:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPY.

i'm not happy.

Life isn't perfect.

and there's something/ someone who aLways ruins my day.

maybe i can't have it aLL.

aLways.

surprised.

2008-09-09T14:43:00.000-07:00

OWKEI. hindi pa ako masanay diba?
what: 1st anniversary.
when: 06-09-08
where: pLm

1. Late pumasok. aba. 30 minutes Late na. buti waLa pa ang prof namin.
2. ayan na prof namen, waLa pa rin siya. bigLang tinawag ako, pumunta ako sa prof namin sa harap at ako raw mag-aasikaso ng dinidiscuss niya etc.
3. may naririnig akong hiyaw. "uyyy" "yikeeee" siyempre, curious ako, tingin ako sa Likod.
4. sumaLubong sa akin ang isang bouquet of fLowers na hawak hawak niya.
5. siyempre, ako naman si guLat, kiLig na kiLig! naLaman ko na Lang kinontsaba niya paLa ung prof ko kaya pareho siLang Late.

...whooooa...
for a moment, Lutang na Lutang ako.
SALAMAT yebi ko.

pero nag-uumpisa pa Lang ang aming pagdiriwang.
nyay! pinagtitinginan kami. sa Laki ba naman ng fLowers at sa ganda nito..
sabi ni Levi, ung mga babaeng napapatingin, ngumingiti. sino bang hindi? it's so sweet! :D

kain. nood movie. (2nd time pa Lang namin) kain. kain.
haha. puro paLa kami kain. masaya kasi kami sa ganoon eh!
maaga ako nakauwi pero kahit ganoon, masaya pa rin!

saLamat sa mga bumati at mga wishes niyo for us.
weeeee.
swerte ko taLaga!

super dami ng happenings!

2008-09-05T10:00:00.000-07:00

that's why Life isn't boring.
there are so much things going on and it makes me happy and tired. haha

OWKEI.
setyembre na po.
first week pa Lang, may ceLebration na agad.
it's LEVIJEN's 1st year! WOW.
i don't expect it kaya i'm so proud! ang saya-saya kasi matamis pa rin ang aming pag-iibigan! hahaha. korni ba? senxa naman..pero seriousLy, totoo nga. that's why i'm so gratefuL that God has given me Levi.. :D
sa Sept. 06 na un! waaa, buti na Lang maaga uwian pag sabado. hehehe :D date gaLore na ito! nyay! kwento na Lang ako ah next post! abangan. (naks!)

tapos second week naman, birthday ng Mom ko! at uuwi na dito sa PhiLippines si Kuya from Dubai, 2 weeks Lang. tas dadating din ung Tita,Tito ko from AustraLia,Cuz at pamangkin ko from US dito! wow, around the worLd. kaya magkakaroon ng famiLy reunion dito! waaa, duguan na naman iLong ko nito! T_T tas kaiLangan ko na ring mag-evacuate sa room ko, Lipat ako sa guest room with Ate Jopai. hehehe, :D kaya for sure, maguLo ang mundo ko nito. sana makapag-OL pa rin.

ok. hanggang dito na Lang muna, bibitinin ko muna kayo :P

through thick and thin :D

2008-08-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

that's the motto of my friendship with my coLLege girLfriends.
sabi ian ng isa kong propesor. kasi group work so we have to choose the peopLe who wiLL be there through thick and thin, sa hirap at ginhawa.

tama nga naman. waLang iwanan.
mahihirap pa naman ang mga dapat gawin kaya nga dapat we heLp each other.

nakakatawa nga kami ni tiny. super ganyan kami nung the night before namin ipasa ung groupwork namin. waLa taLagang tuLugan. buti na Lang natapos na pero umpisa pa Lang iyon.

ang saya kasi nakakasama ko na siLa uLi. hindi Lagi si Levi na Lang ang kasama ko. siyempre, part siLa ng Life ko :D naks :D

~~~~~~~~~~

tapos ngayon, super crazy kart kami.grabe un ang kauna-unahan kong onLine game na niLaro! akaLain mo?
for how many years na akong internet user, now Lang ang nagLaro!
uhm, o sige ung onLine poker. so second na ito. pero ito ung parang naadek ako. haha
e kasi naman buong coe, nagpapakaadek. pero ako pa, nakokontroL ko :D

ang saya ko nga eh. highest ako sa isa naming subject sa midterm.
hindi ko ineexpect at hindi Lang sa coe, kundi sa Lahat ng eng'g na kumukuha ng subj na iyon. WOW. paburger daw ako. haha pero honestLy, natuwa ako kasi ibang LeveL iyon diba, weeee. thank you Lord. :D

~~~~~~~~~~

i'm feeLing good vibes at sana magtuLoy-tuLoy.
o siya siya, Late na ako! may kLase pa ako, hindi pa ako nag-aayos! haha :D

s3ssed.

2008-08-19T21:09:00.000-07:00

s3ssed.

nakakaLito bang basahin?
iyan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon.
super stressfuL ang Life ko!

naaLaLa ko dati, iyan ang codename ng darwin sa pinoy teacher namin.
paano kasi, ang dami niyang pinapagawa sa amin pero in the end, masaya naman.

ngayon, the word is appLicabLe to me.
ang daming ginagawa. ang daming nangyayari.
pero buti may oras para magbLog. isa kasi ito sa mga outLet ko.

~~~~~~~~~~

kapag stressed kasi, diba narerefLect sa itsura mo at aura mo diba.?
ayon, sabi ng mga sis ko, ang chaka ko raw. come on.
the truth hurts! sana mawaLa na itong bad and dark aura na ito. come on.
i want myseLf back =(

may naiisip naman akong soLusyon.
sLeep. eat heaLthy. don't think too much.

aww. i aLways think negativeLy. that's why kahit na hindi naman dapat maging stressed, e un ang nararamdaman ko. aww.
sana magbago na ako for my own good.

yeah. kaya ko ito.
babaLik din ako. wait for me.

for the first time..

2008-08-12T09:45:00.000-07:00

i'm not taLking about the first movie team-up of Richard and KC ok?
it is reaLLy my first time to go to Star City!
and my coLLege friends don't beLieve me! it's Like "huuwaaat?".
what can i do, that's the truth! but it doesn't mean i don't know the rides and the feeLing to be on rides.

it was Last sunday, aug 10, 2008.
i have or we have a midterm exam on one of our major subjects (it was moved) the foLLowing day and that didn't stop us. if we wiLL go and watch a baLLet performance entitLed "HaLo HaLo Supreme" which was spectacuLar by the way, we have a pLus points in our art cLass' midterm (haha) and we have a ride-aLL-you-can ticket to Star City. and we were Lured. it's just ok coz the exam was toLerabLe.

..i was excited at first, because finaLLy i'm going to Star City!
but there were so many peopLe and we have to wait for haLf an hour to an hour just to get a ride. the resuLt, three rides onLy. haha. i had more fun in GFC (gLobaL fun carnivaL).

now, i reaLLy want to go to Enchanted Kingdom. yes, i can feeL it wiLL be very soon! haha.

AUGUST: a bLast.

2008-08-04T10:32:00.000-07:00

ang daming nangyari at mangyayari this month!
as in. super hectic ng sked ko. ang daming gagawin.
kaya for sure, haggard ako nito!

AUGUST events:
1-3 ~ 3 day saLe sa sm north! siyempre di ko un pinaLampas! ang dami ngang tao eh! bumiLi ako ng shoes.. =D tapos super traffic sa may trinoma. ang dami kasing jeep at tao.

2 ~ tiny's birthday! coem8 ko ian. naks. 19 na!

4 ~ group meeting dito sa bahay para sa major subject namin! grabe! sakit na naman ito sa brain ceLLs! haha!

6 ~ 11th month.
7 ~ midterm sa ckt ana at data struc!
8 ~ matindi itong araw na ito. 08-08-08 pa naman diba, maraming kakasaL. start na ng beijing oLympics! pero ako, may 3 exams! sa statics,eng.ana at comp subj namen!

9 ~ my ate's birthday! happy birthday! :D pati mommy LoLa's homecoming! uwi siya uLi dito sa PhiLippines! pero ako may group meeting naman!

10 ~ punta kami aLiw theater at star city! haha
16 ~ Levi's 18th!:P
19 ~ mom LoLa's bday!
31 ~ meLa's and ate nini's birthday!

marami pang bday ceLeb ng famiLy sa side ng mom ko! promise, puro siLa august! hehehe kaya hindi Lang Lahat iyan..!

ayon, may nakakastress at may masaya.
ganoon naman Lagi eh.
i wiLL survive!

dahiL sa pagtaas ng gas (personaL note):

2008-07-27T17:16:00.000-07:00

1. ang mahaL ng pamasahe.
7php na ang minimum fare ng estudyante.
parang 6 Lang un ah.

2. Less savings.
paano kasi may saturday cLass pa ako, kaya waLang discount!
bakit kasi ganon? estudyante pa rin naman kami kahit saturday ah? =(

3. onti ng mga jeep na pumapasada.
umattend kasi ako ng debut ni mhaine kagabi. super Late nagstart kaya Late din ako nakauwi. grabe. 1am na kasi un kaya madaLang Lang ang pasahero kaya naman waLa ng jeep ng pa-tandang sora paLengke. doon kasi ako sasakay ng tricycLe papunta ng bahay. grabe. nagtaxi na Lang ako! buti na Lang kasama ko si Levi :D pero dati rati, meron un eh, 2am nga un eh! tsktsk.

4. minsan, nadedeLay ang pagbiyahe kasi 4/5 na jeep/fx na sinasakyan ko sa isang week, nagpapagaas sa caLtex sa may quezon ave! seriousLy, mas gusto niLa sa caLtex kaysa sa petron (magkatabi kasi siLa kaya nacompare). i don't know why, waLa pa akong aLam sa mga ganyang bagay.

5. hindi traffic!
onti na kasi ang private vehicLes na bumabiyahe kaya naman mas maLuwag ang daanan. that's one advantage!

~~~~~~~~~~

sana magroLLback na.

raining..

2008-07-15T23:44:00.000-07:00

oh yes. it's raining hard yesterday!
super unLucky day! aLmost.

i woke up earLy to go onLine and read about miss universe on forums..
'coz it's pageant two hours Later.
...and then i watched the show at HaLLmark channeL that's why i'm ahead to some FiLipinos who are watching at Abs.. again, in 9 years, no miss phiLippines in the semi-finaLists. no asians in the top 5. awww. boring. hahaha :D anyway, miss venezueLa is very deserving to win. congrats to her, Love her personaLity :D

...as if i've done so many, my day was just starting.
i took a bath and i was ready to go to schooL but before that, i have to go to the shop where my shoes were fixed. tsk. i said to the guy there that i wiLL come at 1pm. and there i was, waiting for him and the pLace was cLosed. damn. i have to go. i'm Late for my schooL. thank God, i, together with my 2 sisters went to MoA Last sunday coz it's saLe. i bought another new pair of schooL shoes and i see to it that its a good brand even if it cost high (it's saLe anyway).. so i went home again to wear the new shoes and there's no rain. i didn't bring fLip fLops.

on my way to schooL, it's raining hard. because of my stupidity, my shoes got wet. yes, my new shoes got wet. tsk. my mom is aLways teLLing me that the Least thing you wouLd do to your shoes is to get it wet. and what did i just do? i ruined it. tsk. yes, it's not damaged yet, but i know it wiLL not Last Long Like my previous shoes.

come on. it's my fauLt. i was very Late for my first cLass but i got the news that we have no cLasses anymore. whooooa. i thought this unLuckiness won't stopped.

..in the end, the day was just a Learning experience. and i have to sacrifice a bit.

now i have to go back to my room and review for my quizzes for tomorrow. good Luck.

art cLass.

2008-07-07T08:48:00.000-07:00

may Humanities ako this sem.
nakaLagay sa reg form ko: Art, Man and Society.
and my prof toLd us we wouLd focus on arts.
marami namang uri ng arts. pwedeng drawings or acting among others.
tsk. sana pag-arte na Lang e hindi eh.

may art cLass kami.
tsk. kaya nga ako ng-engineering para Lumayo jan. at ngayon, it's been haunting me. haha imbes na panghatak ko sana pataas kasi compare mo sa ibang subjects ko, ito na pinakamadaLi sa kaniLa. sa akin, hindi.

average Lang naman ako. it doesn't mean i can't draw kaya Lang naman, bakit ang gagaLing ng mga bLockmates ko? haha may taLento. pati nga si yebi, nabigyan!

drawing niya ian. "symboLism" kasi kaya rose daw ay symboL of Love for him. :D katuwa.. inspired kasi! haha. and he got a perfect score jan ah! nice!

nice for him. tsk. bakit kasi nasa Likod ako nung naghagis si God ng taLent to draw and coLor. haha pero naisip ko, hindi naman kaiLangan yon sa tatahakin kong Landas. weee. para Lang Lumakas uLi Loob ko. haha at La naman perfection sa arts, ang iisipin ko na Lang, have fun whiLe doing it.

ang arts ko taLaga! :D

didn't notice the date.

2008-07-01T14:57:00.000-07:00

eventhough my tagboard don't have new posts..
i know some are stiLL browsing my bLog. i see the stats.
sorry for the Late update but don't be shy to comment :D

this pic was taken by me last saturday, June 28.
first time for me to encounter a part of buiLding on fire sa skuL ko.
gosh. ang daming fire trucks at bombero! hanggang sa ngayon, hindi ko pa rin aLam ang cause kasi hindi na rin naman napag-usapan. and un, resume na rin ng cLass.

i don't have cLass na rin after 'coz my prof in my 1pm subject said na hindi na rin siya magkacLass.

it's my time w/ Levi to meet my good friends at Trinoma. it's pammie's and stein's treat for us. we ate a Lot of food esp me and Levi. ha ha ha! no food eaten from 9AM and traveL back and forth from schooL. who wiLL not be hungry? hahahaha! thanks for the bonding, pikseLot :D

..and the next day, i went again to Trinoma with my two LoveLy sisters. we went for shopping as if i have money Like them. owkei. T_T siLa Lang. hmp. i better save. hahaha!

JULY events:
6 - 10th month.
14 - miss universe 2008
20- kuya JB's bday and ate Jopai & kuya angeLo's 9th month.
every sunday - CET sportsfest.

that's it for now! meron pang iba pero di pa confirmed eh! :D

i'm busy?

2008-06-22T19:00:00.000-07:00

after more than a week, nakapagbLog na rin :D
what are the happenings of my Life these days?

~ FOUNDATION day ng PLM noong june 18 & 19.
meaning: no cLasses and fun.
kahit di ako super nood sa mga events, naging masaya naman ako at masasabi kong ceLebration siya. ganda pa ng PLM tshirt with goLd gLitters. naks.

we don't accept the best, we create them."
ahem. that's what the shirt says and i agree.
hinuhubog kasi ng pamantasan ang mga mag-aaraL nito and i'm one of them.
parang di niLa ibibigay seo ang Lahat at waLa ka ng ggawin. dapat doubLe effort para matuto. ung tipong sa isip ka ngpprogram. haha. very true :D

~ super ULAN. kaw kasi FRANK pasaway ka!
ayon, waLang pasok bukas (june 23) accdg to depEd.
meaning: pahinga at waLang baon.
ganon taLaga, things don't go on ur way aLways. u have to sacrifice a bit to be happy.

OWKEI. sana hindi na magbrownout.

good and bad days.

2008-06-14T22:54:00.000-07:00

june 11, 2008.
6AM - dumating ako sa PLM. yes, super earLy bird.
kapag may 7AM taLaga ako, it's either i'm so earLy or so Late.
i have a choice naman eh, i chose to be earLy that's why i have to wait.
dumating ang prof namin around 8:30AM na. so imagine how i Long i've waited!

overaLL, aLL my prof came. nag-iba na nga eh, ang sisipag na.
whiteboard na ang gamit ngayon sa skuL! sana next time, aircon naman XD
masaya ako nitong araw na 'to except my feet. i'm so sorry.

june 12, 2008.
happy independence day! 110 years na tayong maLaya! :D
pero masama nga Lang kasi sumobra ang kaLayaan natin na tipong waLa ng respetuhan. tsk.
anyway, i had a bad day. feeL ko dahiL nagpakuLay ng buhok itong si Levi. tsk. ayaw ko ng aLaLahanin. pero ayon nga, pwede ng magpakuLay ng buhok sa amin kaya may binabaLak na rin ako. nyahahaha. ooops. may homework agad.

june 13, 2008.
bad day again. isang subj Lang itong araw na 'to na 1-6PM. maaga dinismiss. nanood ako ng CET sophies' orientation. gaLing sumayaw ng mga CoE! yey :D kaya Lang, panget ng presentation ng course namin, sana next time ok na! :P tsk. pero kahit ganun, mejo di ko gusto itong araw na 'to untiL umuwi ako ng bahay at may Lechong manok at cake! weee, kinain ko na Lang ang kabadtripan.

june 14, 2008.
ayon, napadaan Lang ako sa skuL. haha, biro Lang.
2 subj Lang kasi na 3 hours. ayon, masaya ako itong araw na 'to!
pwede na magsandaLs pero wag Lang fLipfLops. kaya masaya ako. haha
hindi Lang un siyempre, basta waLang reason kung bakit badtrip :D

...namimiss ko na magkwento ng ganito!
sana next week naman, masaya na Lahat. waLa ng haggard/bad days.

i CARE.

2008-06-10T21:20:00.000-07:00

this day is the end of my vacation.
what did I reaLLy do?
i've attended debuts, birthday party, outing, dates and maLLings.
most of my vacation was spent here in the house Like my previous ones.
i've accompLished my to-do Lists! generaLLy, i've bought things, done my unfinished businesses, fixed my things and cLeaned my room.

..and now, i have new pLans, to-do's and goaLs with thus coming schooL year, starting tomorrow at 7AM. my things are ready but i'm not sure if i'm ready.

emotionaLLy, i am now especiaLLy that i've watched Caregiver hours ago with my mom and sister. it inspired me to work hard and study smart. yes, not study hard but smart. i've read that Lesson in a newspaper! i am fond of reading articLes recentLy :D

mentaLLy, i am not. i have so much things going on my mind right now. what wiLL happen? are my professors ok and fair? how are my bLockmates? wiLL i be happy? it's normaL for me to be Like this before going on the big day.

physicaLLy, i'm ok. i have to adjust in terms of time and what-to-do and to Look presentabLe, ofcourse! haha.

overaLL, 3rd year.. here I come! :D

..i have to sLeep earLy tonight and eat right.
may I have a happy day aLways.

i have a story to teLL :)

2008-06-07T21:43:00.000-07:00

happy:
06-07-08.
that's the date today.
amazing no? nakakatuwa.

and it's not onLy the date that's nakakatuwa, ung nangyari rin kanina.
nagkita kasi kami ni yebi :D
ang daming hadLang pero nakaya namin! yey :P
namasyaL Lang kami, namiLi at kumain. thanks sa treat myn!<3

sad:
bye bye vacation.
Less time to sLeep. more time to study.

excited & scared:
weee, Lapit na magpasukan.
i wiLL be wearing again my uniform with new top (two years na kasi ung dati), same skirt and new shoes.
wawa na naman ang aking paa nito. haha.
at 6.50php na pamasahe ng mga estudyante, right?
buti magagamit ko na mga 25 cents ko!:D
magkano na kaya pamasahe ngayon sa fx at jeep?
huhu, sana hindi masyadong magtaas.

kwento ko na Lang ha?
chiLL ka Lang.

Learnings..

2008-06-05T12:42:00.000-07:00

1. i've been bLogging since dec 2004. marami na rin ang sumunod. pero ang nagstay? tingnan mo na Lang ang Links ko. waLa na siLa rito sa bLogger.com, nasa muLtipLy na siLang Lahat. mas ok naman kasi don kasi andon na Lahat. aLL in one kumbaga. siguro ung ayaw ko Lang don e nakikita na bumibisita ka sa mga sites, siyempre mas ok na rin ung parang pasikreto. haha :D

2. buti pumasok ako sa isang reLationship. kasi ang dami kong naLaman about sa sariLi ko na ganito paLa ako. marami akong fLaws, mga kaartehan pero may mga positive rin naman. dati, i Love being singLe.. siyempre..you're free and no one wiLL care about what you do..waLa kang ibang iniisip kundi ang sariLi mo. pero now, i Love being in a reLationship more. yes, there's pain pero LumeveL-up taLaga ako.

3. sumipag ako. ang ganda at ayos ng room ko. parang hindi ako ang may ari nito ngayon eh. ang sarap ng feeLing na may ikakaproud ka naman. haha.

4. ngayong maLapit ng magpasukan, ang dami kong iniisip na good at mostLy, bad things. kinakabahan kasi ako, parang may iba ngayon eh. siguro dahiL 3rd yr na.. naku, harapin ko dapat Lahat ito. weeee, na-eexcite din ako medyo. pero AYAW KO PA RIN PUMASOK. Lagi naman akong ganito.

5. i've watched Tyra Banks show sa etc the other night. ang topic non ay 7 ways to keep your Lover at ang 7th at Last way ay LOVE YOURSELF. onga naman, kung hindi mo mahaL ang sariLi mo, paano ka magmamahaL ng iba? kung hindi mo kayang irespeto ang sariLi mo, paano ka pa kaya rerespeto sa iba?

..kaya paLa ako ganito.
now i know :D

i'm sick.

2008-06-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

June 10 na ang pasukan.
pero tuesday un. rest day ko un eh.
so June 11 na ang unang pasok ko. at 7AM un!
waaaah. aga pero ok Lang iyan, La pa naman kLase for sure :P

Last May 30&31, umattend ako ng debut ni Let, coem8 ko.
sa dreamwave resort, buLacan ginanap.
dinner party siya e un nag-overnight na rin ako dahiL waLang manunundo sa akin.
hindi ako uminom. hindi ako nagswim. hindi rin ako natuLog.
me digicam nga ako, hindi naman ako nagpicture. tinamad ako eh. haha.
nagstay Lang ako sa airconditioned room. pag-uwi ko, pahinga at aircon na naman sa gabi. tas kinabukasan, sunday na pumunta akong trinoma kasama parents ko, aircon na naman. take note: kuLang pa ako sa tuLog. masakit na LaLamunan ko non.

nung hapon, ayon. natuLoy na ang pagkakaroon ng Lagnat.
ngayon, mejo ok na ako. grabe internet agad. after nito, pahinga ako agad!

sana gumaLing na ako taLaga.
at Lubus-Lubusin ko na ang isang Linggong bakasyon.
dito Lang ako sa bahay, wa na pangLakwatsa :D