i owe you.

ang weird.
i have so many things to bLogged about what's happening in my Life..
but then, i didn't bLog at aLL..

baka ganun taLaga..
there were things that shouLd be Left unsaid..

these past few weeks is the dark age of my Life.
i fought for my Love of my Life. they judged me, accused me.
and i reaLized it's not worth fighting for.

my eyes were smudge hard.
i thought it wouLd be for just that reason.
but after a week, not just my eyes got hurt.. but aLso IT.
the heart of mine, just got broken, LiteraLLy.

i have many Learnings about what had happened to me:
1. hear both sides of the story.
2. don't judge if you don't know anything.
3. don't be too emotionaL.
4. Love moderateLy.
5. give second chance to the deserving.

owkei.
i gave him a chance.
but, my heart is stiLL aching. awts.
the fact that he Looked so strong, unaffected and texted someone.
that made me feeL so weak and i just can't hide it eventhough everybody teLLs me.
it's just hard.

and yes, there's an ending.
i aLways teLL my concerned friends: "matatapos din ito"
and one of them repLied (my sister): "may magandang mangyayari sayo"


yeah. hopefuLLy.
i badLy need that positivity.

i am supposed to be...

i wiLL have an overnight.
i have to sLeep.

i am supposed to be resting.
i had so many examinations and schooLworks.

i'm gLad i'm stiLL aLive.



but there's something missing.
it's hard to say that on the things i've done, i won't regret.
i just did.

why?
i just thought it's worth fighting for.
but no.

i'm nearLy Lost friends, my eyes for crying because of what i did that's not worth it.



we just sat beside each other.
not taLking. no contact.
one is texting, the other Looking at the window.





maybe.
i deserve better.
not this time.
some other time.



not now.

SICK AND GORGEOUS.

BUSY.
SICK.

LESS TIME TO BLOG.
MORE TIME TO DO SCHOOLWORKS.

NOT THE SAME ME.
MORE MATURE ME.

i shouLd know my priorities.
and my priority now is my studies.

BREAK.
BREAK NA MUNA TAYO.

















....bLog ko....