My Last Semester..

Yesterday was my (last) enrollment in my bachelor degree.
Nothing new, it was a loooooooooong day. But I've handled the situation lightly compared on my previous ones.

How was my schedule?
Just like four years ago, my dismissal time is 8:30 PM.
And I will not complain, because I am already in my 5th year.
The most uncommon thing that happened is I have a day with class that starts at 5:30PM!
Whew! So that looks like I have to leave the house at 4PM!

Like this is what goes on my mind when I saw the sked:

"Oh! When everyone else is calling it a day, I am just starting my day! Whew!"

But I should not dwell on the negative things, one advantage I thought of is:
When there is a homework/projects/reporting/quizzes, I have the whole morning to early afternoon to prepare! ^__^

YEAH! Everything happens for a reason!

Now, I fixed my school stuffs and papers in my room.. It was like I am ready for my last semester.
And that was a big NO! I am not yet ready. Because my first day is on the 2nd of November.
As of now, I am still hoping for a Nov. 3 first day :P
*wishing!*

Anyhow, whenever that day is, this is still my last moments of college I am surely miss.
Most friends of mine who graduated tell the same thing: It is better or more enjoyable to study than to work.
So I have to "study" to the fullest! :)

PS: I am excited because it is Miss World 2010 Pageant today at Sanya, China! Who will win?
I hope Philippines, so that Gatby (the representative) is the first Filipina Miss World!
*wishing again!*

Shake! Shake! Shake!

There are movers and shakers. What do I mean by those?
These are actually people who make things happen.
Question: Are you one of them?

If you'll ask me, I am in between.
I have this little courage but I sometimes doubt myself that I can't do it.
Yes, you're right, I am a bit pessimistic :(
I am changing it now gradually because of the people around me and their beliefs that inspire me to be a changed and better person.

Now, what's the difference between movers and shakers?
Movers - from its word, these people are not only stating what they will accomplish, they are actually acting on it.
Shakers - Same with movers but they act, accomplish with PASSION, with FIRE.

What do I mean by with FIRE?
They are on fire. They won't stop until they finish it right away. They do WHATEVER it takes to do what they want to be done. Get it?

Why am I telling you this?
I've been a shaker in my relationship.
I choose to do whatever it takes to be happy.
So that I don't regret it. I sucked up my pride.

Oops. I hate "pride". Sometimes it is the cause of ruined relationships.
I've learned that LIFE itself is full of relationships (from Bro. Obet Cabrillas) so we have to take care of it.
I am super excited for the next series of the Feast entitled WIRED: It's all about connections.
And also, as ever love adviser as I am, I will share to you what new things about love I know.

Love is letting go, letting grow and letting glow.

For example, my love life. If I love Levi enough, I will let him go with what he intends/wants to do. If I love him enough, I will let him pursue his life goals for him to grow as an individual. And if we love each other that much, we both will glow (literally our eyes will sparkle). ^__^



Still young, I am bound to learn more life lessons either by my experience or by others'.
I am delighted to hear stories from different types of people, to be able to relate those stories into my life and to be able to learn from it. It is life changing, I am telling you so talk to others!


I'm gonna end with a quotation that whenever I read it, my mind is always blown away by it! Why? You'll know it when you read it! :)

“The difference between school and life: In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.”

Cold as the Rain...

It is raining today. I don't see myself emo, but right now I am.
It is so cold, cold as my feelings for you....
You always taking me for granted... I am gloomy, sad..

I wanted to be happy. . but I still feel the loneliness..
I was used to be beside you.. our hands intertwined.. we were always close to each other..

YES. Thanks for FB and cellphones, but those weren't enough...
You can't even open your FB coz it will lagged..
You can't even text me coz you don't have time...

What are you doing? I know what it is...
You're playing an online game.. but please don't play with my heart... T__T

I haven't see you in a week. Well, because the rain drives us both away.....


What I feel right now will fade away as the rain stops......


Hopefully.