HMP!

Lapit na CHRISTMAS!!
ber months na eh! yey! :)


tsk.badtrip. may nagbura ng post ko nung AUGUST 22.
feel ko si ano un. tsk. ALAM NIYA KASI PASSWORD KO eh.
haist. LAHAT NA LANG.
pati nga LAPTOP ko, naiba niya ung password.
facebook pa. lahat. pati YAHOO MAIL! grabe no?
WALA PAALAM UN!

bakit kaya may mga ganong tao?!
at ako bakit ako ganito?
TANGA KO TALAGA. >.<

it's been a LONG time, isn't it?

i thought i'm gonna end my blogging career.
but there's inside of me that tells me, a big NO.

~~~~~~~~~~

there are so many things happened in my life.
and that's the irony of it, pag madami, hindi ako makapagblog.
yah. i'm too busy. but i'm always online every single day..
it's just that i was tired to write an update.
sisihin ang FACEBOOK. yah, i lose. i've an addict. but not too addict.

JULY na! and my life is so so.
i'm not bored ah, but it feels incomplete.
i have my friends, my boyfriend, my family..
but i don't know, i think there's still missing that i don't know.

ganon talaga. you're not contented.
that's the way human beings are, like me.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
and i'm sad 'coz my dad will be home only on weekends.
yah, he's been going out of town, on provinces.. but this time, it will be FULL-time work happening there. AWWWW. sadness.


gosh. i've so much on my mind.
lalalalala. gusto ko sabihin. but i can't.


woooohooo. secret muna. xD

SAD AND SICK.

ngayon pa ako nagkasakit kung kaiLan magpapasukan na.
weLL, nagpapagaling naman ako..at sana ok na ako bukas.
kasi for sure, nakakapagod at nakakastress ang 4th yr.

ngayong bakasyon, ang dami kong nagawa na nakikita ko.
1. march 20 -->> i got my nbi cLearance and i've registered to vote.
2. apriL 14 -->> EK with pikseLot
3. apriL 19 -->> famiLy swimming
4. apriL 26 -->> went to occ. mindoro!
5. may 14,15 & june 9 -->> got my passport!

tapos nagpapatingin ako sa USTH ng mata ko kasi malabo na ung left eye ko. whoa.
at sa dentist for my teeth.

parang ang dami kong na-achieve.

sana lang gumaling na ako para di na ako malungkot at nagagawa ko gusto kong gawin.

good Luck bukas, 7AM!
to be earLy or to be Late?

NAKU.

FB.

i thought so.
i had my facebook account (FB) for a very Long time aLready.
we were few back then, but i knew it was a big big hit on US.
and now, in the PhiLippines.
it's sad to say that my country is very Late. pati ba naman sa FB, ramdam mo ung pagkahuLi?!
in terms of acads, economy, peopLe and government, etc.. we were aLways Left behind.
pati sa FB. haha. grabe.


and now, because of boredom, two weeks of no internet and of vacation..
i was one of many FiLipinos who are into FB nowadays.
for me, it was a answer for my boredom and nothing to do.
it was a pLayground, a exercise of my mind and a connection to my oLd friends.



the one game i was Loving is the RC..not RC coLa..
it's restaurant city. i am pLanning to have a food business and i Love decorating interiors..
and the game reaLLy fits my interests.




i had few games i Like..

pet society, farm town, super poke among others.
it was fun, reaLLy. and now i wiLL reaLLy say that FB is better than FS.
but FS is cLoser to my heart :)


~~~~~~~~~~


on the other hand, and on more serious note..
i had my enroLLment Last Monday.
damn. i knew it!
May 25th was the hottest day to date (based on TV PatroL news).
gar. that's why i feeL suffocated. and i just wanted to expLode.tsk.

my sked as aLways doesn't satisfy my wants.
it's 7AM-2:30PM every day except Wednesday (break).
and i had Saturday cLass! what the heck.
LAHAT NG IYAN AYAW KO. AMF.

but i have to stick with it. masasanay rin ako.

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oh yes. i became fatter. they toLd me.
what can i do? there's a lot of food in here i cannot resist.
and my mom aLways toLd me it's ok it's ok.
buti ka pa nga kumakain, ung iba, nagugutom.
oh weL, totoo nga naman. papayat din naman ako sa pasukan! haha.

~~~~~~~~~~

DON'T JUDGE IF YOU DON'T KNOW BOTH SIDES OF THE STORY.
DON'T THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.
WAG MAGLINIS KUNG MADUMI KA NAMAN.

pag nakatalikod, andami sinasabi.
pero pag kaharap, tahimik.
mga tao talaga.


bow.

WEIRD.

-TABA issue-
i thought i'm gonna be fatter when i was in mindoro because of nothing to do..
but what happened is different, it is here in the house that i aLways eat. hahaha.
there are foods everywhere! XD
come on. i better watch my eat.



-PASUKAN issue-
i'm a CET knight so my enroLLment is on May 25th.
and our first day of cLasses is on the 8th of June.
OWKEI. new sked. new subjects. gaar.
i need a tough Luck, fit body and fresh mind because it's gonna be harder and stresser. (is there a word?)


-LJ issue-
L & J saw each other again after a month (not sure)
we watched AngeLs & Demons, ate at Teriyaki Boy and taLked about everything under the sun!
it was fun and nice!
sana mauLit muLi.


-NET issue-
i got a pet at Pet Society because of boredom.
her name is ViFer from leVI and jenniFER.
she is so PINK and girLy!
and i've been watching boys over fLowers at youtube!
gwapo ni Jun Pyo!! :D





ok.
tiL the next update :D

I'M BACK HOME, FINALLY.

after two weeks in san jose, occ. mindoro, i'm back to my home! :)
and i'm proud to say that i didn't get onLine for TWO WEEKS! (di kasi ako pinayagan dLhin ung isang broadband, my kuyas kasi eh T_T)
oha oha! XD


di rin ako naghanap ng net coz may tv naman! puro nga Lang abs-cbn to think na kapuso ako!
i've been a kapamiLya for two weeks! inagawan kasi nila ng signaL ang gma7 don!


grabe. ibang-iba na ang san jose!
ang ganda ganda! para na siyang CITY!
tapos, five airpLanes ang LumaLand every day! sosyaL diba? di kasi avaiLabLe ang mga barko!
2 cebu pacific, 2 paL express and 1 zest air.
nagcebu pacific kami back and forth. :D


di na ako magkkwento masyado pero naging masaya ako!
compared naman nung Last 2007 noh!
kain Lang ng kain. tuLog. kaya ako si SLEEPER. hahaha :D
tawa ng tawa mom ko!


kaya ang resuLta: fats :(

tapos ngayon, it's mother's day!!!
i Love you mom!!! you're my super mom!!!






happy mama's day!!!! mwaaah!
kaya may fiesta dito (meaning: dami foods)
gusto mo inggitin kita?
KALDERETA. RED RIBBON CAKE. SEAFOOD PESTO. CHICKEN. SIOMAI & FRUIT SALAD.
care of my ate, ate jopai, kuya jb, kuya and dad respectiveLy.




waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
naguguLuhan ako ano uunahin ko! XD




weeeeeeeeeee.
:)
:)
:)

swimswim

my famiLy were supposed to go to Ace Waterspa.
but i was turned off because bringing of foods & drinks and taking pictures inside are aLL prohibited.

that is why i searched on the internet about an aLternative.
my dad said it shouLd be near our pLace.

so we wanted to swim... so a Resort.
we wanted near QC... so in buLacan!

i've typed buLacan resorts. i clicked a site that contains three options.
8 waves (no foods aLLowed - a big X), viLLa concepcion and sitio lucia (i've been here Last year).


hahaha. i was the one who wiLL choose.. so i chose viLLa concepcion!
weee.. and i got the right choice!

APRIL 19, 2009.
viLLa concepcion resort.
with my beLoved famiLy!

ok. the pictures were not upLoaded yet by my bro.
weee.. FUN.
and the waves are addicting. hahaha.

i was so happy because my famiLy don't aLways do this.
so this is reaLLy a miracLe! thank you for this bonding!!
i was aLso very fuLL! yeah..Lots of food!
and ofcourse there's a downside, if there's a swimming under the sun, there's a darker skin.
AWWW.

oh weLL..
tomorrow naman is my ate jopai's birthday! weee.. tsibugan! XD
and then.. i shouLd be fixing my things for my mindoro vacation next two weeks!



:)

Pansamantala.

HAPPY EASTER!
i started my day with a Mass.
grabe! it was my first time to have a difficulty in breathing.

ang scenario:
nakatayo ako. (naLate kasi kami eh) ang daming tao. ang init. iba-iba ang
perfume. gutom ako.


the result:
suffocate.

ang hirap. sikip ng pakiramdam.
buti kamo Lumabas na ako kaagad. kasi feeLing ko taLaga mahihimatay ako.



on a better note, may magandang mangyayari tomorrow.
weeeee. EK, wait for us! WAIT FOR ME!! hahaha.


weird ko na taLaga.
sabi sayo eh, one day i'm sad, the next day i'm happy.




craziness.

rest..

ganda na ng kwarto ko!
yes. i'm proud to say that i've been fixing my things na!
pero hindi pa Lahat, pa-isa-isa. hehe.
astig nga eh, dati ang guLo guLo ng room ko, ngayon, gosh.
mukha na ring kwarto XD

tapos siyempre waLa akong ginagawa kundi KUMAIN.
weeee... kaya expected na tataba ako this vacation!okei Lang coz for sure, sa pasukan, puyatan gaLore na..
kaya pakasaya na hanggang bakasyon pa...!

nagpapakaaddict na naman ako sa net!
aun, nagkaroon na ako ng super pet!
si YIBI. cute nia..puppy siya..tas coLor bLue siya na may necktie!
hehehehehehe.. gusto ko tuLoy mag-aLaga ng aso XD

may pLurk na rin ako..waLa Lang..
waLa kasi taLaga ako magawa :D






pero kahapon. infairness astig ng SECONDHAND SERENADE.kahit na naghintay kami ni Levi ng one hour and 3o minutes na nakatayo sa may coffee bean, trinoma, SULIT. astig taLaga ng mga kanta.
siyempre ung video, CANCEL. kasi naririnig ung kanta namin. hahaha XD





sana may mangyaring kakaiba na masaya sa akin.
weeeeeeeee!

YOU CAN'T HAVE IT ALL.

MGA PANGYAYARI:

1. nakuha na namin ang mga cLass cards.
2. ang daming nawaLa o mawawaLa sa COE :(
3. bakasyon na
4. tambay sa bahay
5. i'm back to bLogging! yey :D
6. i can vote na! i've registered aLready!


MGA GUSTO KONG MANGYARI:

1. sana marecon siLa.....
2. pamper myseLf! spas, massage, shopping! basta just ME!
3. ayusin ang mga bagay-bagay Like my room, schooLthings, my Life
4. EK!
5. swimming with my fam



pupunta paLa ako sa mindoro this summer with my Mom.
ayan na naman, pero atLeast may tv na don and i can bring my Lappy..sana pati ung broadband haha XD meron pa naman isa pa dito eh na matitira! kaya Lang maraming vioLent reactions from my sibLings nyahahaa XD

and then, dates :D
weee.. here comes LeviJen, secondhand serenade!
aun Lang.. makikita na rin namin kayo ng LIVE!
theme song namin siLa kumanta: YOUR CALL! hehehe :D
exciting..sa march 29, 3noma!
kung sinuswerte ka nga naman, dati red jumpsuit, now secondhand na!!! woohooo!
and it's FREE!! :D




haay. buti naman ngumingiti na ako..
at napapatawa na ako.

tama taLaga na after na rain is the rainbow!!!

PASKO=SAKOP.

my famiLy went to church on the Christmas eve before the Noche Buena.
our priest said to his homiLy was when tagaLog word "Pasko" is jumbLed, "SAKOP" is made. it means we shouLd give ourseLves to God. MAGPAKASAKOP tayo sa Kanya because He is our Creator and we shouLd respect Him aLL the time.

and besides, Jesus is the main reason for this ceLebration because He is the birthday CeLebrant right? so HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!

..as my oLdest sister is teLLing me: Everyday is Christmas.
it's just up to us on how we ceLebrate our Life each day :D

~~~~~~~~~~

it's CHRISTMAS!
famiLy bondings, reunions, happenings: happy!


from our house to tita chona's (mom's famiLy) house on christmas day and then to our house again on the 27th for my dad's famiLy.
from foods, gifts, money, smiLes to hugs and kisses.. my christmas?
ISN'T IT OBVIOUS? FUUNNNN!
(oh. my speLLing is wrong. haha)

untiL next time next year! wooohooo!

W.O.W.

OUT OF THIS WORLD FIRST TIME (on a personaL note):

1. namaga ang mata ko, my right eye specificaLLy.
the reason: KAKAIYAK. oops. not about Levi but the shows i've been watching (wish ko Lang and 200 pounds beauty) and the aLLeged break up of my sister and her ex. grabe! ganun paLa yun. para akong nanuntok. at masakit siya ha. tumagaL ng isang Linggo ung maga.

2. kung magbaback read ka sa bLog na ito, nagkapimpLe na ako kung saan-saan simuLa na nagkoLehiyo ako dahiL madumi taLaga sa maniLa.. dahiL sa usok at di sanay ang aking face. at ayun. taLagang kinakarir ko ha?!? nagkapimpLe ako sa LOOB ng mata! haha. kaya paLa masakit at waLang pinagbago sa mata ko, un paLa nasa Loob ung pimpLe. buti si ate na-experience niya na kaya hindi na ako naparanoid nung naLaman ko ang totoo.

3. at hindi Lang sa Loob ng mata, sa LIPS ko pa. pero hindi taLaga sa Loob ng Labi ko, maLapit Lang, pero SUPER LAPIT sa LIPS. nung una nga akaLa ko may Lampas Lang na Lip gLoss, un paLa pimpLe na namumuLa. haha. hanep. san ka pa?


ang aking natutunan:
.wag umiyak nang umiyak.
.wag kamot ng kamot ng mata.
.mag-ingat sa handkerchief.

kung naranasan niyo man iyan, normaL kayong tao na nakaranas ng kakaibang kanormaLan. hahaha. adek na naman ako.

uy, MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Lapit na eh. tapos na ako sa krismas shopping ko.
naniniwaLa na ako na kapag nangati ang kamay, maraming perang darating!
hahaha. sabi nga niLa, kapag may nawawaLa, may darating!

weeeeee.
gets mo ba?

~~~~~~~~~~

events na natapos na:
1. CET day. woohooo! best society ang COESS! akaLain mo? Lagi kasing ece..pero Lumaban kami na kahit onti Lang kami, nakayanan namin un. dahiL un sa president naming si kuya mj! congrats sa atin!
2. death of marky cieLo. di ko taLaga to akaLain. fan pa naman ako. naiyak ako. at super search taLaga ako sa net. grabe. suicide nga siguro at un ang pinaniniwaLaan ko.
3. nagshopping kami ni Levi sa robinson's maniLa department store! saya. saLe kasi. astig kasama.

mga natutunan ko:
.kapag ikaw ay naghirap, may katumbas itong kaginhawaan.
.ang buhay ay nakapaikLi. magpakasaya. wag ng ipabukas ang mga baLak gawin kung kaya namang gawin ngayon.
.sinungaLing ang nagsabing ang boyfriend ay hindi dapat isama pag shopping. DEPENDE iyon!

ciao!

but it's over now...

what's over?
my first week's over.
i'm tired aLready. i've been thinking too much LateLy.
the pressure is reaLLy on.

~~~~~~~~~~

Last friday was CoE's GeneraL AssembLy.
sad to say, it was Like the 3rd years were so bored, tired, burned out or no emotions. haha. i dunno. we were the Least happy and energetic. aww. but the event's ok. i've known some CoE from other years.

then the next which is yesterday was my Dad's birthday! yey!
foods. hehe. and then it was aLso Kuya Just's despedida party @ sm san Lazaro's max's.. he and his famiLy wiLL migrate in Canada. aww. so Long, fareweLL! take care! :( many of us wiLL sureLy be sad! it was aLso a CoE bonding.


weLL, fun comes with chaos.
now i don't want to ruin my day but i have to think in reaLity.. there are so much things to do and to finish. i just have to organize and conserve my time with things that are important.

Lakwatsera daw ako?!?

i hate waLking.
but i keep on doing what i hate.
within this week, i went either from trinoma to sm or from sm to trinoma with different companion each day. haha cute.
it's getting very normaL..

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yey. nagkita-kita na uLit ang pikseLot sa where eLse,trinoma.! wee.. i Love bLogging about my hs barkada!
siyempre, it's FUN. i treated them a HSM3 ticket.. waaa.. zac is sooo hot. haha. and the movie was fun! i wanted to stay sa cinema pero one movie per ticket eh! haha.. gusto ko uLitin..pero ok Ln, it's very suLit! i want mooooreee! XD
'tiL next time ok? *oct 24, 2008. i grabbed the pic from jeme's.

minsan naman mom ko kasama ko..tapos kanina kasama ko si ate!
haha. saya. waLa akong pahinga.
ganito taLaga pag sembreak. pakasaya muna hanggang may time diba??

~~~~~~~~~~

umaLis si kuya jb papuntang india. aww. be safe and we'LL gonna miss you, brobro! mwaaahh!
enroLLment ko na paLa sa 29th! waaaa, wishing for an acceptabLe sked. gudLak.

owkei. pahinga mode muna ako.
sige pati dito sa pagsuLat sa bLog, Lakwatsera ako.. paiba-iba. haha.

WOW.

tapos na ang birthday ko!
19 na ako.

reasons to be sad:
1. may sakit pa rin ako pero pagaLing na.
2. finaLs! di pa review :( bahaLa na mode.
3. i have this thinking na i have to review. 3 exams eh. muzta naman un?

reasons to be happy:
1. madami nagmamahaL sa akin.
2. grabe si Levi. Lupet ng gifts! pinag-ipunan na naman niya! WALLET na shiny pink! ganda nga eh. sira na kasi ung oLd ko. tas baraha pa na pinasuLatan niya mga friends ko at FAMILY. grabe noh? pinaghirapan niya. pinuntahan pa sina jeme sa upm at meLa sa ust para magsuLat! pati kinontsaba si ate jopai! gaLing! 10/10! haha treat ko siya sa andok's trinoma.
3. it rained! it means more bLessings! :D yeah!
4. ate at gerry's griLL with my famiLy.

5. treat my coLLege friends. nagpastudio nga kami eh.di pa nasscan!



at ayon. THANK YOU God.
saLamat sa mga nakaaLaLa!
woooooo. may i have more birthdays to come and dreams to come true!

i Love myseLf at 19.

what did i do that these are aLL happening to me??

OWKEI. this titLe maybe the Longest titLe i've ever had in my whoLe career in bLogging.as far as i remember, i didn't do anything bad to anyone.. curse a person a hate or stab her in back. i just hate but i don't do something bad.

so what happened to me?
i have this Low resistance. i don't take vitamins.
i toLd my mom to buy me some so that i don't Lack vitamins especiaLLy vitamin C.
why?
because i easiLy get sick! yes. when a friend/famiLy member got sick, it wiLL be pretty sure i'm next. tsk tsk.
and the worst part is this week wiLL be so busy.

first, i'LL be having troubLe with my sickness (ubo, sipon, sinat) and then my finaLs wiLL start on my birthday. there is a change pLan, my famiLy and I wiLL be having dinner in a famous restaurant (i'LL bLog about it when it's done).

tsk. i just want to see the sunshine after this.
and may i answer the finaLs the best i can.
because of this stupid nose, it wiLL be hard for me to answer.
pLease may PanadoL cure me.

.countdown.

12 yon ng October 1.
nagtext sakin si Levi, pero nabasa ko na nung nagising ako.
sabi niya, parang "october na paLa! Lapit na birthday ng jini ko"
sabi ko naman sa sariLi ko, "ay onga! exciting!"

pero aanuhin ko iyong excitement e may finaLs naman ako.
before, during and after my birthday, nagrereview ako.
what's new? this happened two years ago. haaay, it's sad.

wag na akong maarte at iceceLebrate ko na Lang ang aking kaarawan sa ibang araw maLiban sa birthday ko.

and here's the catch. may party dito sa bahay at waLa naman akong bisita (maLamang nagrereview ang mga c0e at busy mga friends)..despidida na rin kasi yon ng tito at tita at kuya ko.. aLis na kasi siLa. ang biLis, one month na paLa!

ayon, not aLL things go on your way taLaga.
i promise to ceLebrate my birthday the best I can.

kaiLan nga paLa birthday ko?
may kinaLaman sa countdown! XD

10 (10th month ang October)
__
08 (2008 ang year ngayon)

ano kaya yung nasa gitna? hihi.

sayang na sayang Lang....

i've been Living in this worLd for 18 years now..
if you'LL ask me if there's one thing i want to change that happened in the past, i'LL say there is.

and..may i request for additionaL? because it's onLy one, it's mooooree!

yes. i shouLd not regret.
things happen for a reason and i can't have aLL.
i Learn from it. that's true. but i can't heLp myseLf.

i now know why the word "choice" or "decision" was invented.
for us to weigh things and decide what's more important.
we use our minds to think hard and heart to feeL right.

hopefuLLy, from the things that happened in my Life, i won't do the same mistakes again. who wants to regret? i hate you.

~~~~~~~~~~
things i did and wiLL do:
1. attended a famiLy gathering and a bLessing of a reLative's mansion in TarLac. WOW.
2. party! super fun and super eat. tsk. haha
3. defense in DSA :(
4. finaLs.
5. my 19th birthday.

chaos comes first before fun.

peace and quiet.

ako Lang mag-isa rito sa bahay. nacanceL fLight ng mom, dad, kuya jb at ate ko from occ. mindoro to maniLa kahapon! tsk. ang Lungkot. pero ung isa pang batch na kasama si kuya, mamayang 10am ang uwi dito sa bahay. kaya ok na rin. hindi na maLungkot at tahimik dito sa bahay.

ganito paLa ang feeLing na maLayo ang mga parents ko sa akin. di kasi ako sanay eh. ung dad ko, pwede pa.. pero ung mom ko.. di taLaga ako sanay. tawag ako ng tawag sa kaniLa. haha.. parents' girL? XD

~~~~~~~~~~

maLapit na mag-october.
ibig sabihin maLapit ng mag-:

1. finaLs
2. birthday si ako
3. sembreak

o db? i'm so futuristic.
that's why my Life isn't peacefuL and quiet, it's so compLicated.

pero back to reaLity, magiging madugo ang week na ito for me.
waLa pa nga akong nasisimuLan. parang tinatamad pa ako. gustong-gusto ng katawan kong magcram e no? tsk tsk. dami kasing gagawin sa DSA namin. gaaar. groupwork naman un eh, basta tuLungan ok na.

wishes ko:
1. sana matapos ng maayos ang mga gagawin ko.
2. sana hindi ako magregret.
3. sana mataas ang grade ng makukuha ko at ng mga groupmates ko.

yeah. kaya namin to.
waLang probLemang hindi nasosoLusyonan.

MANY.

THEY'RE HOME.
yah. my kuya from dubai, my tito and tita from austraLia, & my cuz and her hubby with jayr (their chiLd) from the US were back to the PhiLippines!

i have been speaking EngLish Long now. ha! ha! ha!
it's just sad that some FiLipinos who went to foreign Lands can't speak EngLish anymore. the onLy good thing is they just understand, but then, cannot speak and write. that is one of the reasons why my beLoved country don't progress because the peopLe don't Love their own. T_T that's the sad fact.

anyway, i have been eating a Lot LateLy.
yes. a Lot. when i say a Lot, it's reaLLy a Lot!
Let my body speak for that! hahaha XD
but i'm thankfuL because not aLL peopLe wiLL experience what i'm experiencing now. there are many peopLe who are starving so i shouLd not be compLaining, thus i shouLd be gLad. :D that's why when i eat, i see to it that there are no Leftovers as possibLe. wag ng takaw-tingin.


LEARN.
APPRECIATE.
LOVE.

Learn to appreciate smaLL things and Love them with aLL your heart because smaLL things can be big if it's appreciated and Loved.

XD