This is not normal. This is just the second time I felt this way in 4 years.
And when I do, I know there's something.
Call me hysterical, paranoid.. but I know there will be something.
I don't want to think about it, but I feel it.
Sometimes, I felt that this is just a one way rather than a two way.
Why? Because there's no care? Maybe!
But as I observed, yes there is none.
Care - X
Attention - sometimes X, sometimes ✓
Love - yes ✓
Trust - sometimes X, sometimes ✓
I don't know. I am not sure anymore.
I want to be positive on things but this feeling I can't control.
I just feel it. I want to stop it, to control it.
I don't know. Hope I'm gonna be fine.
