i wiLL have an overnight.
i have to sLeep.
i am supposed to be resting.
i had so many examinations and schooLworks.
i'm gLad i'm stiLL aLive.
but there's something missing.
it's hard to say that on the things i've done, i won't regret.
i just did.
why?
i just thought it's worth fighting for.
but no.
i'm nearLy Lost friends, my eyes for crying because of what i did that's not worth it.
we just sat beside each other.
not taLking. no contact.
one is texting, the other Looking at the window.
maybe.
i deserve better.
not this time.
some other time.
not now.