i am supposed to be...

i wiLL have an overnight.
i have to sLeep.

i am supposed to be resting.
i had so many examinations and schooLworks.

i'm gLad i'm stiLL aLive.



but there's something missing.
it's hard to say that on the things i've done, i won't regret.
i just did.

why?
i just thought it's worth fighting for.
but no.

i'm nearLy Lost friends, my eyes for crying because of what i did that's not worth it.



we just sat beside each other.
not taLking. no contact.
one is texting, the other Looking at the window.





maybe.
i deserve better.
not this time.
some other time.



not now.