2010!

many great things will happen this 2010.

i will say this because i know my words are powerful that this will and can be TRUE.

belief. words. powerful.


i've been attending The Feast every sunday. i'm not a member of any group but i love the fact that it bonds family together MORE.

Life lessons. i learned a lot when attending there. all the positive things should be appreciated and the bad things will serve as an experience, not a mistake.

i know i'm a negative person but i'm very open to CHANGES.
i doubted but not too long because i might stay the same for the rest of my life.

i know this year will be great even if i have fears.
fear which means false expectations appearing real. it's just us who are feared but we can do things properly if we're all positive and believe we can do it.
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fears? i have it all everyday. it is part of my everyday life.
i am feared that i may lost somebody or some things or even my life.
but if those fears will be forever on my mind, what will happen to me?





NOTHING.

this year, i will have a On The Job training or OJT.
i'm so nervous rather than excited.
i know my capability and i know it is not enough for this challenge of my life.
and i know you're thinking why am i not doing anything.
yes, it's my fault.

i have two months. please God help me use this time properly not to waste it.


projects. projects in a group.
i'm sure i'm doing more than my groupmates but what can i do?
i have only the initiative. meaning: i don't need someone to tell me what to do.
hopefully, my groupmates will have this attitude.
and no excuses anymore.



i've been busy with my schooling and business.
yes i have a business. i'm a business owner now :)
i've treated my family a KFC bucket meal! do you believe it? :D
i'm happy but not too much because one of my brothers questioned me.
and it saddened me. but i have to prove him wrong. i have prove everybody wrong.


i also donated a pack of clothes.
two things: i cleaned my closet and helped others.
great feeling :)




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