Snorly

February is love month.

Lately, there are many challenges in terms of my "love" relationship. 

More than the material things, I'm longing for time and effort. Thankfully, we celebrated Valentines. 

Though I hope, it is always Valentines, same in the past. 

Well, staying in love is truly a decision. 

Levi & I had our dinner date at Grand Excelsior Hotel Resto. We enjoyed our raw beef & salmon, angus beef, fruits platter and cheesecake. 

He gave me bouquet of flowers and "Snorly", our third wheel. Made me smile :)

As for me, I gave him a personalized handwritten Valentine card & a heart-shaped cake, also with brown sling bag which I hope he will use hehe!

Thank you Honey for spending your time with me. More dates to come. 

Thank you for the love and patience.

I pray to God that He will guide our relationship and I am hoping for the best. The best is yet to come. 

Happy Valentine's, my love. 

Forward

Look forward. Move forward. Pay forward.

I attended the Kerygma Grand Feast in Abu Dhabi yesterday. I saw Bro. Bo & Bro. Alvin in flesh again. It was like Feast Valle Verde, Feast PICC and KCON again. 

I felt God's overflowing love. I danced, I sang, I praised! 

It was a fulfilling day! I heard God's words!! 

"Inner healing comes with knowing why you have the pain". If I know the cause then I will know its purpose. 

All the challenges, sufferings, pain will be gains. "Everythings happens for a reason", right? 

I was touched when I heard: "All the pain will lead to God, our greatest GAIN." 

It's true, when I am down, I go to God, everybody does. 

And I learned the mysteries of life (same witn Holy Rosary): Joyful, Sorrowful and Glorious. 

We have to experience these stages on this sequence. At first, we are happy then it will become challenging then after all this, we will conquer it all and be winners! Correct, right? 

I may be on my sorrowful stage, so the next is Glorious! Can't wait!

1. Look Forward. I am eager to see what will happen next in my life. I am excited to fulfill my goals one at a time! I can do this as I have a big God who will guide me!

2. Move Forward. I have to focus on next destination. No time for me to be stuck please, and go back and forth. I should not dwell on the past! Live in the present and walk and walk. 

3. Pay Forward. I have to continue serving the Lord, the community. I have to continue to be a blessing to others through charities I am involved and to love offerings. I have to be consistent on my tithing... 

I am happy to share photos with me and Bro Bo and also with Bro. Alvin. Hashtag BLESSED! 

Yeyy!! It was a life changing experience. Thank You so much!!! I am grateful with all the learnings! See you on the next KGFME!❤️❤️

The Irony

An option. Worthless. Not good enough. 

Those were the words I was feeling. 

But with God's grace, He sent me angels to make me realize that I am WORTHY. 

Do I really love myself? 

I should be! It is the name of my blog! Hahaha! 

The #irony!

I should love myself more that's why I have to end one part of my life. It is my comfort zone, it is hurtful but it should happen. 

For me to be better, to grow and to retain myself. 

I want to go back to my own self. 

One of my angels told me I should not be busy, I should be productive. 

I should rely on God, I should talk to Him so that my love tank will be full. 

Hopefully, I will be whole again. 

I cannot wait to love myself again. :)

Shopping Mode

In the years of becoming an OFW, I always buy gifts for my loved ones in the Philippines.

Ofcourse, I also pay myself but very seldom.

This year, after claiming that my goal is focusing on myself, I am always on SHOPPING MODE! 

HAHA! My mind is always thinking of what to buy next, this time, for MYSELF! 

This is the result of depriving my wants and needs for long! 

More clothing, watches, gold, even a curling iron, I have them all!

Now I'm thinking of purchasing a laptop, but still on planning stage and debating on myself why I should have a new one haha! :D 

But you know, I have no regrets. I DESERVE all of these.

To top it all, I have increased my savings and investments and hopefully to continue in the coming months. :) 

That's it for now, I better buy some plane tickets now, lol!