Sometimes

Sometime there are words that should be left unsaid.
I don't know, I've been thinking a lot lately.
I think it's because I have to take a certification exam this month.
Nervous and excited at the same, I am confused.

My mind is telling me to study my notes but my body kept on stopping it.
Oh no, it is approaching near, cramming again?

I remember when I was still a student, I am a crammer.
I'm not sure if being a crammer is also applicable here.

I don't want to fail. I am afraid of failures.
What should I do?

Thinking a lot can kill you. Thinking a lot is bad.
And I've been doing it! I overkill it.
I have to start. I have to make a new start.

I should make a pattern, manage my time and study study study!!
I will pass. I will win.