Life is Short

In the past week, life changing events happened.

1. My boyfriend's brother died due to cardiac arrest. He was like a little brother to me. He was only 23.

2. I already filed a resignation but my boss is always telling to think about it. For now, my decision is firm.

One thing I learned about these: LIFE IS SHORT. 

I want to live my life as if it is my last day. 

What I'm trying to imply is doing what I believe is right for me so that I won't regret.

My family supported my decision. It is a RISK. (I'm definitely a risk taker!) 

I have to do it. My life has become extremely stressful. I want my life back.

I need to omit those people / things that are not doing good to my life.

I cried, mourned when John Hiel passed away. He was young, full of ambition and goals. Sadly, he won't be able to do all of these. 

Now I have more time to implement mine.. To make things happen. 

I will LIFT everything to You, Lord!

I surrender ALL to You. 

I will accept your PLANS and WILL for me.

I TRUST in You. 

10 Years since Highschool Grad

Yesterday on Facebook, I saw some pictures of my HS Batch's reunion.

At first, I told myself, "Sayang! Wala ako sa Pinas, di ako nakapuntang Reunion!".

Why? Because of #highschoolfeels! haha!

And because I felt that, I reminisced some of my "highschool" posts (or rather rants) haha!

My present self is laughing to my teenage HS self.

As in, I was giggly reading my stories back then.

Some of it, I really don't remember (I have this "cannot remember" thingy on my head)!

Thank God, this blog is still up and running.

As my tagline  says: "Speak my mind. Things to unwind. Stories to remind."

It really is doing its purpose. It reminded me of myself.

I made me realize that I learned, I grew, I matured, I changed.

I am not the same anymore, I miss my old cheerful self, though.

But I still love who I am today.

"To thee we pledge our loyal hearts and soul... Quezon City Science High School"

Oh #highschoolfeels. Thank you God for a happy highschool life! :)

Doing and Getting Better

One thing I realized is do not ever decide when you are too emotional. 

In the first weeks after my happy vacation, I felt that feeling: HOMESICKNESS. 

I want to go home, to leave everything I had in Dubai. Honestly, it was okay but I have to believe in God's right and perfect time before making a decision, a life changing one. 

Now, I am doing good, but I have to be firm with my goals this year, emotionally, financially, psychologically.

I know something has to change. 

I want things to happen and that will start within me. 

Yesterday, I purchased online trainings. It was actually last year when I want to go to school, learn something new or improve what I know. Thank God I decided to start it. My class will start 3rd week of June. Wish me luck! 

One by one, all my goals will happen. 

I know and believe it will ;) 

Be patient. Be calm. :)