September 24, 2008

IMBALANCE.

i hate it when it's unfair.
i hate it when it's so biased.
i hate it when it's not right.


now i know why COLLEGE is soooooo different to highschooL.
yes, coLLege students are more mature but more "tuso".
the innocence of highschooL students cannot be seen anymore thus, it wiLL be more compLicated, it wiLL be worse.

tsk.
i hate it when it shouLd be a GROUP. yes, ONE GROUP.
but there are now two groups. no unity. no words can be heard.

and the worst part?
i'm with the group with Less importance.
why?
because i refused to do something just to go to a speciaL event on the day of the presentation.

now, i'm suffering but not regretting.
it's just unfair that this "group" has more advantages as if we can't do what they do.
i don't care if one of them wouLd read this. i just speak my mind.
i keep taLking but Levi stopped me. he knows me. the side of me who has the right reasons but wrong approach. he toLd me to speak sLowLy, not angriLy. i aLso know when i'm wrong.

gaar. but i can't stop myseLf.
tsk. sorry i can't put detaiLs. i can't name names.
i just name myseLf and Levi. gaar.

i hate it.
i reaLLy hate it.
i want it to end.

now.
as in, now.

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