my 2009.

ups and downs.
my 2009: a BLAST.
it starts well, not good in the middle and ends great.

new EXPERIENCES. new LEARNINGS.

1. new cellphone. SE T700. thanks dad!
2. a laptop. ACER aspire 4930 from dubai. thanks kuya!
3. first betrayal from friends.
4. first heartbreak :(
5. super smudged eyes. eww. cried for days.
6. lots of overnight.
7. gave second chances. have forgiven, but not forgotten.
8. watched a lot of movies and ate from different resto.
9. first drunk moment. err. sorry piksy.
10. went to mindoro again.
11. lost two relatives. my titos :(
12. went to dentist for 20 times. as in. no joke. still have a tooth problem.
13. new haircolor. love it.
14. took a risk, had a business.
15. positivity in me. hopefully, more positive jenny in coming years.
16. went to the Feast. love it.
17. first exhibit and organized it. first christmas party with my cpem8s.
18. realized that i had no future in dancing. tsk.tsk.
19. went three reunion events with piksy. ek/lamesa grill/greenbelt.
20. super family bonding. more more more fun!

as i told you, at the start it was fun and exciting..
and then, super sad and hurt..
but then it got exciting again and i'm wanting more next year.


i thank my family, my levi and my friends for a great year.
it's up to me for making my next year a greater year!


YEAR 2010, HERE I COME! :)

i hate to admit...

i thought i lost you..
i don't want to say goodbye..
i hate that i don't want to lose you eventhough i had another..
i only change you for the better..
so please bear with me that i don't talk to you as often as yesteryears..

lets forget about the past..
and start a new beginning..




i am the type of person that is loyal and faithful.
as much as i want to let go of this blog, i change it so that i can start again.

now that i am no longer a teenager, expect a more mature and more experienced writer.
yes, i'm not saying that i also changed, i just improved.

many years i've been writing and talking about my life, you know why?
because i'm happy when i'm reading my old stories..
and i love what i'm doing..


now, i won't change that.
this is a PERSONAL blog.
i can write whatever i want.

i thank you for visiting..
yeah, no archives, no about me, no contacts, no links, no tagboards..

i just want something new.

HMP!

Lapit na CHRISTMAS!!
ber months na eh! yey! :)


tsk.badtrip. may nagbura ng post ko nung AUGUST 22.
feel ko si ano un. tsk. ALAM NIYA KASI PASSWORD KO eh.
haist. LAHAT NA LANG.
pati nga LAPTOP ko, naiba niya ung password.
facebook pa. lahat. pati YAHOO MAIL! grabe no?
WALA PAALAM UN!

bakit kaya may mga ganong tao?!
at ako bakit ako ganito?
TANGA KO TALAGA. >.<

it's been a LONG time, isn't it?

i thought i'm gonna end my blogging career.
but there's inside of me that tells me, a big NO.

~~~~~~~~~~

there are so many things happened in my life.
and that's the irony of it, pag madami, hindi ako makapagblog.
yah. i'm too busy. but i'm always online every single day..
it's just that i was tired to write an update.
sisihin ang FACEBOOK. yah, i lose. i've an addict. but not too addict.

JULY na! and my life is so so.
i'm not bored ah, but it feels incomplete.
i have my friends, my boyfriend, my family..
but i don't know, i think there's still missing that i don't know.

ganon talaga. you're not contented.
that's the way human beings are, like me.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
and i'm sad 'coz my dad will be home only on weekends.
yah, he's been going out of town, on provinces.. but this time, it will be FULL-time work happening there. AWWWW. sadness.


gosh. i've so much on my mind.
lalalalala. gusto ko sabihin. but i can't.


woooohooo. secret muna. xD

goshhh

happy father's day, dad! :)

~~~~~~~~~~

my first week's over..
my first day's so caLm! i was the earLy bird.
my second day's so chaotic! i was one hour Late.
i've waLked from bLumeritt - ust and it was raining hard.
i was too lucky i was not Late.

gosh. this sem is reaLLy hard.
it wouLd be bloody heLL! TSKTSK.

44th foundation day of PLM was celebrated.
it was so-so. CET Knightmares are the champs in dance mania! wee.
go cet! :)

oh weLL, it was very difficuLt to have 7AM sked because it was like aLways Lacking in sLeep!
i was aLways sLeepy to think that there's no schooLwork pa.. tsk. my body is not adapting yet..
oh weLL, time wiLL teLL.

I NEED SO MUCH LUCK.
I NEED LUCK. GIVE ME LUCK!!!!!!

SAD AND SICK.

ngayon pa ako nagkasakit kung kaiLan magpapasukan na.
weLL, nagpapagaling naman ako..at sana ok na ako bukas.
kasi for sure, nakakapagod at nakakastress ang 4th yr.

ngayong bakasyon, ang dami kong nagawa na nakikita ko.
1. march 20 -->> i got my nbi cLearance and i've registered to vote.
2. apriL 14 -->> EK with pikseLot
3. apriL 19 -->> famiLy swimming
4. apriL 26 -->> went to occ. mindoro!
5. may 14,15 & june 9 -->> got my passport!

tapos nagpapatingin ako sa USTH ng mata ko kasi malabo na ung left eye ko. whoa.
at sa dentist for my teeth.

parang ang dami kong na-achieve.

sana lang gumaling na ako para di na ako malungkot at nagagawa ko gusto kong gawin.

good Luck bukas, 7AM!
to be earLy or to be Late?

NAKU.

what reaction shouLd i make?

i have one more week to go before officiaLLy going back to schooLing.
and the reason? the serious a(h1n1) virus.
it's spreading and i'm thanking God for the rain... =)

oh weLL.
i have two reactions for the one week extension.
1. good
2. bad
(ofcourse. the famous antonyms.)

GOOD:
- more rest. no schooL. that's a good thing. XD
- more time for myseLf and things to be fixed.
- see my bLockmates and L.

BAD:
- no aLLowance :(
- so much boredom.
- eating so much.

you can't have it aLL, reaLLy.
there's a downside for every thing.. and life isn't perfect.
if it is, it wouLd be no EXCITEMENT and you want to be dead.
i don't want that.

..i reaLLy wish to our ALmighty that the virus wiLL go away 100%!
pLease po.



and the big question is: WHAT WILL I DO IN ONE WEEK? give me answers.

7 days.

1st:
waah. june na. june na ba taLaga?!?

2nd:
fiLL up my cLass cards. thinking of other schooL things to finish.

3rd:
pLastic covering my fiLLers!

4th:
bags!! BAGS!! bags!!

5th:
moment of truth: isukat ang uniform! *sana kasya pa!!!!*

6th:
ALL ME. pamper myseLf.

7th:
beauty sLeep.

tenen! pasukan na?!
i want to and i don't want to.
but no choice, i have to :)

here we go again. here i go again.
the stress, the pressure are reaLLy ON.

FB.

i thought so.
i had my facebook account (FB) for a very Long time aLready.
we were few back then, but i knew it was a big big hit on US.
and now, in the PhiLippines.
it's sad to say that my country is very Late. pati ba naman sa FB, ramdam mo ung pagkahuLi?!
in terms of acads, economy, peopLe and government, etc.. we were aLways Left behind.
pati sa FB. haha. grabe.


and now, because of boredom, two weeks of no internet and of vacation..
i was one of many FiLipinos who are into FB nowadays.
for me, it was a answer for my boredom and nothing to do.
it was a pLayground, a exercise of my mind and a connection to my oLd friends.



the one game i was Loving is the RC..not RC coLa..
it's restaurant city. i am pLanning to have a food business and i Love decorating interiors..
and the game reaLLy fits my interests.




i had few games i Like..

pet society, farm town, super poke among others.
it was fun, reaLLy. and now i wiLL reaLLy say that FB is better than FS.
but FS is cLoser to my heart :)


~~~~~~~~~~


on the other hand, and on more serious note..
i had my enroLLment Last Monday.
damn. i knew it!
May 25th was the hottest day to date (based on TV PatroL news).
gar. that's why i feeL suffocated. and i just wanted to expLode.tsk.

my sked as aLways doesn't satisfy my wants.
it's 7AM-2:30PM every day except Wednesday (break).
and i had Saturday cLass! what the heck.
LAHAT NG IYAN AYAW KO. AMF.

but i have to stick with it. masasanay rin ako.

~~~~~~~~~~

oh yes. i became fatter. they toLd me.
what can i do? there's a lot of food in here i cannot resist.
and my mom aLways toLd me it's ok it's ok.
buti ka pa nga kumakain, ung iba, nagugutom.
oh weL, totoo nga naman. papayat din naman ako sa pasukan! haha.

~~~~~~~~~~

DON'T JUDGE IF YOU DON'T KNOW BOTH SIDES OF THE STORY.
DON'T THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.
WAG MAGLINIS KUNG MADUMI KA NAMAN.

pag nakatalikod, andami sinasabi.
pero pag kaharap, tahimik.
mga tao talaga.


bow.

WEIRD.

-TABA issue-
i thought i'm gonna be fatter when i was in mindoro because of nothing to do..
but what happened is different, it is here in the house that i aLways eat. hahaha.
there are foods everywhere! XD
come on. i better watch my eat.



-PASUKAN issue-
i'm a CET knight so my enroLLment is on May 25th.
and our first day of cLasses is on the 8th of June.
OWKEI. new sked. new subjects. gaar.
i need a tough Luck, fit body and fresh mind because it's gonna be harder and stresser. (is there a word?)


-LJ issue-
L & J saw each other again after a month (not sure)
we watched AngeLs & Demons, ate at Teriyaki Boy and taLked about everything under the sun!
it was fun and nice!
sana mauLit muLi.


-NET issue-
i got a pet at Pet Society because of boredom.
her name is ViFer from leVI and jenniFER.
she is so PINK and girLy!
and i've been watching boys over fLowers at youtube!
gwapo ni Jun Pyo!! :D





ok.
tiL the next update :D

I'M BACK HOME, FINALLY.

after two weeks in san jose, occ. mindoro, i'm back to my home! :)
and i'm proud to say that i didn't get onLine for TWO WEEKS! (di kasi ako pinayagan dLhin ung isang broadband, my kuyas kasi eh T_T)
oha oha! XD


di rin ako naghanap ng net coz may tv naman! puro nga Lang abs-cbn to think na kapuso ako!
i've been a kapamiLya for two weeks! inagawan kasi nila ng signaL ang gma7 don!


grabe. ibang-iba na ang san jose!
ang ganda ganda! para na siyang CITY!
tapos, five airpLanes ang LumaLand every day! sosyaL diba? di kasi avaiLabLe ang mga barko!
2 cebu pacific, 2 paL express and 1 zest air.
nagcebu pacific kami back and forth. :D


di na ako magkkwento masyado pero naging masaya ako!
compared naman nung Last 2007 noh!
kain Lang ng kain. tuLog. kaya ako si SLEEPER. hahaha :D
tawa ng tawa mom ko!


kaya ang resuLta: fats :(

tapos ngayon, it's mother's day!!!
i Love you mom!!! you're my super mom!!!






happy mama's day!!!! mwaaah!
kaya may fiesta dito (meaning: dami foods)
gusto mo inggitin kita?
KALDERETA. RED RIBBON CAKE. SEAFOOD PESTO. CHICKEN. SIOMAI & FRUIT SALAD.
care of my ate, ate jopai, kuya jb, kuya and dad respectiveLy.




waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
naguguLuhan ako ano uunahin ko! XD




weeeeeeeeeee.
:)
:)
:)

swimswim

my famiLy were supposed to go to Ace Waterspa.
but i was turned off because bringing of foods & drinks and taking pictures inside are aLL prohibited.

that is why i searched on the internet about an aLternative.
my dad said it shouLd be near our pLace.

so we wanted to swim... so a Resort.
we wanted near QC... so in buLacan!

i've typed buLacan resorts. i clicked a site that contains three options.
8 waves (no foods aLLowed - a big X), viLLa concepcion and sitio lucia (i've been here Last year).


hahaha. i was the one who wiLL choose.. so i chose viLLa concepcion!
weee.. and i got the right choice!

APRIL 19, 2009.
viLLa concepcion resort.
with my beLoved famiLy!

ok. the pictures were not upLoaded yet by my bro.
weee.. FUN.
and the waves are addicting. hahaha.

i was so happy because my famiLy don't aLways do this.
so this is reaLLy a miracLe! thank you for this bonding!!
i was aLso very fuLL! yeah..Lots of food!
and ofcourse there's a downside, if there's a swimming under the sun, there's a darker skin.
AWWW.

oh weLL..
tomorrow naman is my ate jopai's birthday! weee.. tsibugan! XD
and then.. i shouLd be fixing my things for my mindoro vacation next two weeks!



:)

ENCHANTED KINGDOM!

another first time.
i went to EK! yeah.





commute Lang.
with PikseLot Last apriL13.
then overnight at jeme's condo.




kaya two days akong no net.
but it was damn FUN. haha


pictures gaLore and super rides!
waLa kasing tao!
weird nga eh to think na EK un and me student promo!
hahaha. kaya two-three times namin sinasakyan ang rides.
2x fLying fiesta, 2x space shuttLe, 3x Log Jam, 3x rio grande.




tapos napag-aLaman ko pa na HOTTEST day nung apriL 13!
gosh. kaya ang sarap taLaga magpabasa!


weee. suLit na suLit!
hahaha :D

btw, nainterview ang kuya ko sa tv patroL the same day (apriL 13)!

LAKAS!

Pansamantala.

HAPPY EASTER!
i started my day with a Mass.
grabe! it was my first time to have a difficulty in breathing.

ang scenario:
nakatayo ako. (naLate kasi kami eh) ang daming tao. ang init. iba-iba ang
perfume. gutom ako.


the result:
suffocate.

ang hirap. sikip ng pakiramdam.
buti kamo Lumabas na ako kaagad. kasi feeLing ko taLaga mahihimatay ako.



on a better note, may magandang mangyayari tomorrow.
weeeee. EK, wait for us! WAIT FOR ME!! hahaha.


weird ko na taLaga.
sabi sayo eh, one day i'm sad, the next day i'm happy.




craziness.

katanungan.

how can you define happiness?
why is it there are certain LeveLs of it?

medyo. PWEDE NA. super.



why is it there's temporary and permanent?
gar. why is this happening to me?



one day i'm happy. the next day, i'm crying.
my room is the witness of it.
i've becoming crazy :(





in Line with happiness, there's LOVE.
do i reaLLy Love myseLf?



ilabmyself <-- that's aLL my urLs in the web.
but what if it's not true? and i just beLieve i Love myseLf because my urL says so?





how can one say a person is worthy?
how can you measure his worth?









and i just can't believe i Let myseLf think many things again.
it's just making me more confused.

rest..

ganda na ng kwarto ko!
yes. i'm proud to say that i've been fixing my things na!
pero hindi pa Lahat, pa-isa-isa. hehe.
astig nga eh, dati ang guLo guLo ng room ko, ngayon, gosh.
mukha na ring kwarto XD

tapos siyempre waLa akong ginagawa kundi KUMAIN.
weeee... kaya expected na tataba ako this vacation!okei Lang coz for sure, sa pasukan, puyatan gaLore na..
kaya pakasaya na hanggang bakasyon pa...!

nagpapakaaddict na naman ako sa net!
aun, nagkaroon na ako ng super pet!
si YIBI. cute nia..puppy siya..tas coLor bLue siya na may necktie!
hehehehehehe.. gusto ko tuLoy mag-aLaga ng aso XD

may pLurk na rin ako..waLa Lang..
waLa kasi taLaga ako magawa :D






pero kahapon. infairness astig ng SECONDHAND SERENADE.kahit na naghintay kami ni Levi ng one hour and 3o minutes na nakatayo sa may coffee bean, trinoma, SULIT. astig taLaga ng mga kanta.
siyempre ung video, CANCEL. kasi naririnig ung kanta namin. hahaha XD





sana may mangyaring kakaiba na masaya sa akin.
weeeeeeeee!

YOU CAN'T HAVE IT ALL.

MGA PANGYAYARI:

1. nakuha na namin ang mga cLass cards.
2. ang daming nawaLa o mawawaLa sa COE :(
3. bakasyon na
4. tambay sa bahay
5. i'm back to bLogging! yey :D
6. i can vote na! i've registered aLready!


MGA GUSTO KONG MANGYARI:

1. sana marecon siLa.....
2. pamper myseLf! spas, massage, shopping! basta just ME!
3. ayusin ang mga bagay-bagay Like my room, schooLthings, my Life
4. EK!
5. swimming with my fam



pupunta paLa ako sa mindoro this summer with my Mom.
ayan na naman, pero atLeast may tv na don and i can bring my Lappy..sana pati ung broadband haha XD meron pa naman isa pa dito eh na matitira! kaya Lang maraming vioLent reactions from my sibLings nyahahaa XD

and then, dates :D
weee.. here comes LeviJen, secondhand serenade!
aun Lang.. makikita na rin namin kayo ng LIVE!
theme song namin siLa kumanta: YOUR CALL! hehehe :D
exciting..sa march 29, 3noma!
kung sinuswerte ka nga naman, dati red jumpsuit, now secondhand na!!! woohooo!
and it's FREE!! :D




haay. buti naman ngumingiti na ako..
at napapatawa na ako.

tama taLaga na after na rain is the rainbow!!!

i owe you.

ang weird.
i have so many things to bLogged about what's happening in my Life..
but then, i didn't bLog at aLL..

baka ganun taLaga..
there were things that shouLd be Left unsaid..

these past few weeks is the dark age of my Life.
i fought for my Love of my Life. they judged me, accused me.
and i reaLized it's not worth fighting for.

my eyes were smudge hard.
i thought it wouLd be for just that reason.
but after a week, not just my eyes got hurt.. but aLso IT.
the heart of mine, just got broken, LiteraLLy.

i have many Learnings about what had happened to me:
1. hear both sides of the story.
2. don't judge if you don't know anything.
3. don't be too emotionaL.
4. Love moderateLy.
5. give second chance to the deserving.

owkei.
i gave him a chance.
but, my heart is stiLL aching. awts.
the fact that he Looked so strong, unaffected and texted someone.
that made me feeL so weak and i just can't hide it eventhough everybody teLLs me.
it's just hard.

and yes, there's an ending.
i aLways teLL my concerned friends: "matatapos din ito"
and one of them repLied (my sister): "may magandang mangyayari sayo"


yeah. hopefuLLy.
i badLy need that positivity.

i am supposed to be...

i wiLL have an overnight.
i have to sLeep.

i am supposed to be resting.
i had so many examinations and schooLworks.

i'm gLad i'm stiLL aLive.



but there's something missing.
it's hard to say that on the things i've done, i won't regret.
i just did.

why?
i just thought it's worth fighting for.
but no.

i'm nearLy Lost friends, my eyes for crying because of what i did that's not worth it.



we just sat beside each other.
not taLking. no contact.
one is texting, the other Looking at the window.





maybe.
i deserve better.
not this time.
some other time.



not now.

SICK AND GORGEOUS.

BUSY.
SICK.

LESS TIME TO BLOG.
MORE TIME TO DO SCHOOLWORKS.

NOT THE SAME ME.
MORE MATURE ME.

i shouLd know my priorities.
and my priority now is my studies.

BREAK.
BREAK NA MUNA TAYO.

















....bLog ko....

diba!

madaming ginagawa.
madaming pinapagawa.
ang dami kong gagawin.


tapos na ang midterm.
sakit sa uLo. Lahat mahirap.


si obama na ang presidente ng amerika.
bongga!


kaya Lang dahiL sa krisis niLa, ayon!
damay-damay na!
dito sa PiLipinas, maraming mawawaLan ng trabaho.
bakit ganoon? sana hindi tumagaL ang probLemang ito.


katuLad ng sa oiL crisis dati.. umaabot na ng 60 pesos kada Litro. pero ngayon, tingnan mo, 29 pesos na!


BE POSITIVE.
Lahat ng mga bagay sa mundo, may soLusyon.
may kanya-kanyang panahon Lang taLaga.
kung waLa kang probLema, hindi ka matututo.

Let's START aLL over again!

HAPPY 2oo9!

if there's an ending..there's a beginning and something new.
weee.. new skin for my bLog :D i Love it..it's simpLe but exciting and pink! XD

tomorrow is the start of my cLasses.
i don't have answers to my assignment! whooaa! =(
copy <-- that's what i'm going to do! haha

this January is..
1. the start of 2009. the start of my cLasses.
2. our 16th month, baby!
3. my midterm examinations =0

wish me Luck. i badLy need it.