My Last Semester..

Yesterday was my (last) enrollment in my bachelor degree.
Nothing new, it was a loooooooooong day. But I've handled the situation lightly compared on my previous ones.

How was my schedule?
Just like four years ago, my dismissal time is 8:30 PM.
And I will not complain, because I am already in my 5th year.
The most uncommon thing that happened is I have a day with class that starts at 5:30PM!
Whew! So that looks like I have to leave the house at 4PM!

Like this is what goes on my mind when I saw the sked:

"Oh! When everyone else is calling it a day, I am just starting my day! Whew!"

But I should not dwell on the negative things, one advantage I thought of is:
When there is a homework/projects/reporting/quizzes, I have the whole morning to early afternoon to prepare! ^__^

YEAH! Everything happens for a reason!

Now, I fixed my school stuffs and papers in my room.. It was like I am ready for my last semester.
And that was a big NO! I am not yet ready. Because my first day is on the 2nd of November.
As of now, I am still hoping for a Nov. 3 first day :P
*wishing!*

Anyhow, whenever that day is, this is still my last moments of college I am surely miss.
Most friends of mine who graduated tell the same thing: It is better or more enjoyable to study than to work.
So I have to "study" to the fullest! :)

PS: I am excited because it is Miss World 2010 Pageant today at Sanya, China! Who will win?
I hope Philippines, so that Gatby (the representative) is the first Filipina Miss World!
*wishing again!*

Shake! Shake! Shake!

There are movers and shakers. What do I mean by those?
These are actually people who make things happen.
Question: Are you one of them?

If you'll ask me, I am in between.
I have this little courage but I sometimes doubt myself that I can't do it.
Yes, you're right, I am a bit pessimistic :(
I am changing it now gradually because of the people around me and their beliefs that inspire me to be a changed and better person.

Now, what's the difference between movers and shakers?
Movers - from its word, these people are not only stating what they will accomplish, they are actually acting on it.
Shakers - Same with movers but they act, accomplish with PASSION, with FIRE.

What do I mean by with FIRE?
They are on fire. They won't stop until they finish it right away. They do WHATEVER it takes to do what they want to be done. Get it?

Why am I telling you this?
I've been a shaker in my relationship.
I choose to do whatever it takes to be happy.
So that I don't regret it. I sucked up my pride.

Oops. I hate "pride". Sometimes it is the cause of ruined relationships.
I've learned that LIFE itself is full of relationships (from Bro. Obet Cabrillas) so we have to take care of it.
I am super excited for the next series of the Feast entitled WIRED: It's all about connections.
And also, as ever love adviser as I am, I will share to you what new things about love I know.

Love is letting go, letting grow and letting glow.

For example, my love life. If I love Levi enough, I will let him go with what he intends/wants to do. If I love him enough, I will let him pursue his life goals for him to grow as an individual. And if we love each other that much, we both will glow (literally our eyes will sparkle). ^__^



Still young, I am bound to learn more life lessons either by my experience or by others'.
I am delighted to hear stories from different types of people, to be able to relate those stories into my life and to be able to learn from it. It is life changing, I am telling you so talk to others!


I'm gonna end with a quotation that whenever I read it, my mind is always blown away by it! Why? You'll know it when you read it! :)

“The difference between school and life: In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.”

Cold as the Rain...

It is raining today. I don't see myself emo, but right now I am.
It is so cold, cold as my feelings for you....
You always taking me for granted... I am gloomy, sad..

I wanted to be happy. . but I still feel the loneliness..
I was used to be beside you.. our hands intertwined.. we were always close to each other..

YES. Thanks for FB and cellphones, but those weren't enough...
You can't even open your FB coz it will lagged..
You can't even text me coz you don't have time...

What are you doing? I know what it is...
You're playing an online game.. but please don't play with my heart... T__T

I haven't see you in a week. Well, because the rain drives us both away.....


What I feel right now will fade away as the rain stops......


Hopefully.

Reading & Watching Online.

..So I got all my class cards. Oops! Don't ask specifically what my grades are.
Some I deserve, but most I don't.
I am not that bitter. Why? Because I really don't care so MUCH.
Because it's just grades. It doesn't mean I'm not intellectual or what. Well, sometimes, it depends on the professor. I have my faults also. (I didn't study hard enough.)
I did not fail, but I should have done better.

..After that moment of distribution of class cards/ WAITING, it is the time of rest!
It's my Sembreak! :)
Well, it is not that productive. I just sleep/eat/watch tv/surf online -> the typical verbs I've been doing.

Now, there are two new verbs I have been doing! It's reading and watching shows online! Hahaha.
Well, I don't love reading but it doesn't mean I hate it. I recently read books by Bro. Bo Sanchez and magazines. OMG! It's so inspiring! I was blown away! My life changed 180 degrees positively! :D

Then, I am using the power of technology! I missed episodes of Imortal and Tween Hearts so I watched them online! And ofcourse, don't forget Fairy Tail (I watched the anime and read the manga)!

I've also been addicted to Christian songs! I so love them! <3>They are all empowering, giving me all the positive vibes! It's a great feeling you know!
Add to that, my tumblr site (itsmedyeni)! Gosh, I am so blessed! :))



Even if I don't go outside, I don't go malling, shopping, swimming, I am happy with these simple things. I am not just happy, I am positive! :)


How about you? :P

SKIPPED??

Hahaha! I was laughing hard right now.
Why? Because I skipped my birthday on here! :D

Anyway, I celebrated my 21st birthday on my house.
It got a theme: 2JENNY1! LOL!
My favorite female group right now is Korea's 2ne1 because they got the spank, the girl power and a lot of charisma (thanks to dara).
And so, my pink shirt was inspired by it even if it is not obvious!




I thank my family for this simple party, my friends (pam, mela, wil, dona & nhery *both are not included in the pic*) for attending and my other friends and relatives who greeted me on this special day.


OOOPS! I did not skip someone! xD
And ofcourse, I thank the man of my life, Levi for suprising me (again).
He gave me this gift and it weighed nothing. They told me I have to be careful carrying it because it may break. But I guessed correctly that when I opened it, there is nothing inside except a small piece of paper.

I stole your gift! -Kekay

Who's that Kekay?? xD
It was a monthsary gift of levi, a pig stufftoy that looks like the love partner of kokey! HAHAHA! They have the same face. Wait until I upload the picture of Kekay, the famous Kekay in the house! :D


And so I went upstairs on my room to look for Kekay! And boom, there's my REAL gift, a purple wedge shoes! Wee, i love it that i wore it right away! It suits my get up! ^_^


But the highlight of the party is a dance showdown between Levi and Kuya drew, a friend of my brother! It was exciting and I laughed so hard! It was really fun! :P
There are a lots of food, talks, songs sang, pusoy dos & speed (woohoo! I missed playing Speed! I lost to Mela haha 10-8 xD), pictures and laughters. And hey, Nhery sang a song for me! I am so blessed!

I wished a lot on this day. Now I have to work on it!



waah. I haven't told you the exact date of my birth.
It's OCTOBER 9! :)

NOT yet ready

Few months from now, I will be graduating.
I have so many plans in my life.
I have dreams and goals that I want to happen.
But those will not come true if I won't work on it.

I have been learning a lot. Well, sadly not on school, but on a catholic prayer meeting I've constantly attending every Sunday.

It was a blessing for me, to be able to hear stories and realizations that my life needed.


People always want miracles but they don't do anything.
How can they receive any if they will not ask and act on it.

Wow. Did I just say that? I really grew up.
I know in myself way back that I inspire people. I just know and feel it.
I want inspiration so be the inspiration. <-- this is so true.

You want to be sexy? Be sexy. Feel sexy.
You want to be young again? Be young at heart.
You want to be successful? Be successful. Believe in yourself.


These are very easy to tell you but really, we can do this if we have FAITH.


Personally, I don't have that strong faith now that I can do my goals on time after graduation. I don't have that trust in myself right now. But I know in due time, I will be TRULY strong.


God will guide me as He guides all in this world.