SUPER Update!

"It's better LATE than NEVER."
I rather update late than never share it.
I'm always online, you can see that on your FB chat (if you're my friend) or on my tweets.
But I never blog since my last post until now.

How was I this past month? Where had I been?
To cut the story short, I'll let the pictures with some captions speak to themselves. :)



November 27-28: Kerygma Conference 2010 Youth Conference & Grand Feast. I learned a lot, had FUN (as in super) and had a lot of realizations. I am super blessed to attend this wonderful event. I am one of the few who got restored with the special talks on how I will be connecting, touching, knowing and serving with others in different aspects that will make me a better person. Grabe talaga! No words can explain how I felt after this event. One thing's for sure I will be attending the next year's KCON no matter what it takes. Mark my word. :)


December 1: Facebook got invaded with childhood memories. A week of reminiscing the old days. Miaka Yuuki (from Fushigi Yuugi) was my profile picture.

Why? Simple. She was my ultimate fave and my friends suggested this. Whew! That makes me feel touched because they remembered me as Miaka! Love it!



December 6: Happy 39th, LeviJen! Simple celebration at Tutti Frutti. We love yogurts!


December 9: CET Day 2010! It was my last CET day. We were wearing our CpE shirt (which is cute) and in the middle, that's Jerome, the Mr. CET'10! Nice rome! It was kinda fun and different (the venue is GYM). Whew! I'm gonna miss this event! :)




December 13: HP Congratulatory Dinner for Top Selected students. I was invited in this fab dinner at Trader's Hotel. There were talks, eating and picture taking. I learned and feel blessed to be in here. I'm looking forward to be part of this great company.
:)




December 16: CpE'11 Christmas Party and YearEnd Party. Super short noticed but it was a lot of fun. Super old school games with super yum foods. OMG! PICTURESSSS! As in a lot of pictures! This one is just hundred pictures we had this evening. Sadly, Sir Ricky and Ma'am Lubao weren't able to attend. But it was still great! :D


December 18: Pikselot Christmas Reunion 2010 at Tagaytay. First time to ride a cable car and ZIPLINE! Whew! Special thanks to Mela's parents for the ride and Levi for the pics. It was unforgettable! We ate a lot at Leslie's! :) 'Til next time! :D



December 25: Christmas Day & Jesus' Birthday! Started the celebration with a lovely mass, then Noche Buena at the House with LOTS (as in LOTS) of foods! Then we went to Cavite for my father's family reunion. I lost my voice for singing a lot! Hahaha! We had a cousins' night out. :) Whew! Not many pictures were uploaded yet. :D

December 28: GFI's Charmed Life at AFP Theater. It was my first time to go in this place by myself. Our pictures were not uploaded yet. It was POWER! We had a new partnership with the name of Joy Lim. We have new product line of Charms and Crystals exclusively available at GFI. Whew! We need positive vibes and this is it! Will keep you posted! :)



December 29: CpE YearEnd Outing at Batis ng Makiling, Pansol, Laguna. TWO words: EXTRAORDINARILY DARING.




Whew! A lot have been said and done. I've been traveling by myself lately and I am proud to say I got lost. But it didn't stop me to give up. I had a goal and finish it with dignity. :)

PICTURES are forever. Yes, today it is very easy to see pictures just by uploading it. Sad to say, I wasn't able to keep track of the pictures I should print. T__T

Oh well. I had this idea of printing it all by my own printer and ink. (Inks nowadays are cheaper!) Whew! If given a time, I will make a beautiful photo album with fabulous photographs of myself with the people I love.


With 2010 ending, 2011 is nearing to start!
I don't have a resolution. But I am sure of this one: I'm gonna be better and better with the days coming especially now that many storms will come my way. I need a jacket and umbrella to protect me with these days. And more especially, I need myself to have my head high and don't stop walking (or rather running) in the rain, waiting for the rainbow to come. More importantly, I need God for the inspiration and guidance. ^_^

IT'S GONNA BE ALL WORTH IT.

Too excited!

Yesterday I was thinking of sleeping early for tomorrow, that is today now.
Why? The mere fact that I paid for an event to attend tomorrow is a reason why I am so excited.

The event called Keryma Conference 2010. I am a 5th year college student, 21 y/o only so I chose the Youth restoration.
I am not expecting too much, but I can't help but to get too excited! :P

I wonder what talks I will be hearing, what lessons I'm gonna learn and what realizations I'm gonna think of about myself and the people around me.


Stay tuned! :)

SHORT!

I know. Life is short.
To be exact, life is SUPER short.
Especially to those people who are doing happy things, inventing great things and enjoying fun things!As you can see in the image (from tumblr), time is most playful element. I'm always rant this on my very old posts in the past that when I'm happy, it's like time is running while when I'm bored to death, time is really slow. Yes, time is really playful. It plays ourselves, our thinking, our feelings..

However, it helps. How? Because time makes us realize that some bad things will end and some good things too. And for every ending, there is always a beginning and then it ends again. Life is a cycle, it's for you to make it worthwhile ride cycle :)


I am getting emo especially now that I currently listening to "emo" tagalog songs and it's already 2:30AM huh. So early in the morning, and silly I am not yet sleepy! :P

Oh. I don't want to overthink things because it makes me insane. Things like what? Things like academic things, life itself, myself, the time I am gonna sleep and then wake up.. Hard? Yes, especially that I don't know where to begin with xD


I will end my update with my new things in my life.
I have a little bit short hair now and I have sleeve for "Stargazey".
Wait for my next update. I'll tell you why I named my lappy the name I mentioned above! ^__^
CIAO!

When laziness strikes me..

I was absent yesterday.. Why?
Because of sleeping a lot and my sister is here in the house that makes me feel bored when I'm thinking of school xD It's like fun times always in the house, really.

But today, I will attend class now, definitely. But I think I'm late? haha!

In another note, I was happy and nervous at the same time because I am one of the few who got accepted to attend to a Leadership seminar by HP on Friday (but it was postponed to another day, that I don't know. They are gonna inform me.). I am the only one on our class, whew! So pressure is on huh. But I will just be like an empty cup when I come there for me to absorb all the information that I will learn and ofcourse, apply it! :)

And time really flies so fast, I have a reporting on Friday! So rush! :P


I don't like what I'm feeling when I go to school. I said I'm gonna enjoy it, but I am not.
Maybe because of the worst schedule ever, and all happenings right now. No excitement.
So my last semester is starting bad.. but hopefully it gonna ends as great as ever. ^___^

Wake me up when October ends..

Today is my first day. Aha! First day of my last sem in college!
I have this mixed emotion.. I'm a bit happy because I will have money (hahaha! xD) & this is my last sem so I have to cherish it but I'm also a bit sad because I am not yet ready.

So, things can be seen differently. It depends on how people look at it.


Just like what I got in FB, the way we perceive things happening in our life is the reason of the outcome of it in our life. It can make or break you.

Then, in my college life, I have to choose to go to school, enjoy every minute of it even if it is very hard and cherish it as if it is my last day everyday.

That's the irony of it. Now that I am a student, I want to rest like it is my sembreak everyday while when I am a graduate already for sure, I will miss my schooling.



November. Just more than a month then it is Christmas, then New Year then Valentine's day then my graduation. Oh! How time really flies fast.

I have one life to live. I better make it sure it is a box-office hit! :)

My Last Semester..

Yesterday was my (last) enrollment in my bachelor degree.
Nothing new, it was a loooooooooong day. But I've handled the situation lightly compared on my previous ones.

How was my schedule?
Just like four years ago, my dismissal time is 8:30 PM.
And I will not complain, because I am already in my 5th year.
The most uncommon thing that happened is I have a day with class that starts at 5:30PM!
Whew! So that looks like I have to leave the house at 4PM!

Like this is what goes on my mind when I saw the sked:

"Oh! When everyone else is calling it a day, I am just starting my day! Whew!"

But I should not dwell on the negative things, one advantage I thought of is:
When there is a homework/projects/reporting/quizzes, I have the whole morning to early afternoon to prepare! ^__^

YEAH! Everything happens for a reason!

Now, I fixed my school stuffs and papers in my room.. It was like I am ready for my last semester.
And that was a big NO! I am not yet ready. Because my first day is on the 2nd of November.
As of now, I am still hoping for a Nov. 3 first day :P
*wishing!*

Anyhow, whenever that day is, this is still my last moments of college I am surely miss.
Most friends of mine who graduated tell the same thing: It is better or more enjoyable to study than to work.
So I have to "study" to the fullest! :)

PS: I am excited because it is Miss World 2010 Pageant today at Sanya, China! Who will win?
I hope Philippines, so that Gatby (the representative) is the first Filipina Miss World!
*wishing again!*

Shake! Shake! Shake!

There are movers and shakers. What do I mean by those?
These are actually people who make things happen.
Question: Are you one of them?

If you'll ask me, I am in between.
I have this little courage but I sometimes doubt myself that I can't do it.
Yes, you're right, I am a bit pessimistic :(
I am changing it now gradually because of the people around me and their beliefs that inspire me to be a changed and better person.

Now, what's the difference between movers and shakers?
Movers - from its word, these people are not only stating what they will accomplish, they are actually acting on it.
Shakers - Same with movers but they act, accomplish with PASSION, with FIRE.

What do I mean by with FIRE?
They are on fire. They won't stop until they finish it right away. They do WHATEVER it takes to do what they want to be done. Get it?

Why am I telling you this?
I've been a shaker in my relationship.
I choose to do whatever it takes to be happy.
So that I don't regret it. I sucked up my pride.

Oops. I hate "pride". Sometimes it is the cause of ruined relationships.
I've learned that LIFE itself is full of relationships (from Bro. Obet Cabrillas) so we have to take care of it.
I am super excited for the next series of the Feast entitled WIRED: It's all about connections.
And also, as ever love adviser as I am, I will share to you what new things about love I know.

Love is letting go, letting grow and letting glow.

For example, my love life. If I love Levi enough, I will let him go with what he intends/wants to do. If I love him enough, I will let him pursue his life goals for him to grow as an individual. And if we love each other that much, we both will glow (literally our eyes will sparkle). ^__^



Still young, I am bound to learn more life lessons either by my experience or by others'.
I am delighted to hear stories from different types of people, to be able to relate those stories into my life and to be able to learn from it. It is life changing, I am telling you so talk to others!


I'm gonna end with a quotation that whenever I read it, my mind is always blown away by it! Why? You'll know it when you read it! :)

“The difference between school and life: In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.”

Cold as the Rain...

It is raining today. I don't see myself emo, but right now I am.
It is so cold, cold as my feelings for you....
You always taking me for granted... I am gloomy, sad..

I wanted to be happy. . but I still feel the loneliness..
I was used to be beside you.. our hands intertwined.. we were always close to each other..

YES. Thanks for FB and cellphones, but those weren't enough...
You can't even open your FB coz it will lagged..
You can't even text me coz you don't have time...

What are you doing? I know what it is...
You're playing an online game.. but please don't play with my heart... T__T

I haven't see you in a week. Well, because the rain drives us both away.....


What I feel right now will fade away as the rain stops......


Hopefully.

Reading & Watching Online.

..So I got all my class cards. Oops! Don't ask specifically what my grades are.
Some I deserve, but most I don't.
I am not that bitter. Why? Because I really don't care so MUCH.
Because it's just grades. It doesn't mean I'm not intellectual or what. Well, sometimes, it depends on the professor. I have my faults also. (I didn't study hard enough.)
I did not fail, but I should have done better.

..After that moment of distribution of class cards/ WAITING, it is the time of rest!
It's my Sembreak! :)
Well, it is not that productive. I just sleep/eat/watch tv/surf online -> the typical verbs I've been doing.

Now, there are two new verbs I have been doing! It's reading and watching shows online! Hahaha.
Well, I don't love reading but it doesn't mean I hate it. I recently read books by Bro. Bo Sanchez and magazines. OMG! It's so inspiring! I was blown away! My life changed 180 degrees positively! :D

Then, I am using the power of technology! I missed episodes of Imortal and Tween Hearts so I watched them online! And ofcourse, don't forget Fairy Tail (I watched the anime and read the manga)!

I've also been addicted to Christian songs! I so love them! <3>They are all empowering, giving me all the positive vibes! It's a great feeling you know!
Add to that, my tumblr site (itsmedyeni)! Gosh, I am so blessed! :))



Even if I don't go outside, I don't go malling, shopping, swimming, I am happy with these simple things. I am not just happy, I am positive! :)


How about you? :P

SKIPPED??

Hahaha! I was laughing hard right now.
Why? Because I skipped my birthday on here! :D

Anyway, I celebrated my 21st birthday on my house.
It got a theme: 2JENNY1! LOL!
My favorite female group right now is Korea's 2ne1 because they got the spank, the girl power and a lot of charisma (thanks to dara).
And so, my pink shirt was inspired by it even if it is not obvious!




I thank my family for this simple party, my friends (pam, mela, wil, dona & nhery *both are not included in the pic*) for attending and my other friends and relatives who greeted me on this special day.


OOOPS! I did not skip someone! xD
And ofcourse, I thank the man of my life, Levi for suprising me (again).
He gave me this gift and it weighed nothing. They told me I have to be careful carrying it because it may break. But I guessed correctly that when I opened it, there is nothing inside except a small piece of paper.

I stole your gift! -Kekay

Who's that Kekay?? xD
It was a monthsary gift of levi, a pig stufftoy that looks like the love partner of kokey! HAHAHA! They have the same face. Wait until I upload the picture of Kekay, the famous Kekay in the house! :D


And so I went upstairs on my room to look for Kekay! And boom, there's my REAL gift, a purple wedge shoes! Wee, i love it that i wore it right away! It suits my get up! ^_^


But the highlight of the party is a dance showdown between Levi and Kuya drew, a friend of my brother! It was exciting and I laughed so hard! It was really fun! :P
There are a lots of food, talks, songs sang, pusoy dos & speed (woohoo! I missed playing Speed! I lost to Mela haha 10-8 xD), pictures and laughters. And hey, Nhery sang a song for me! I am so blessed!

I wished a lot on this day. Now I have to work on it!



waah. I haven't told you the exact date of my birth.
It's OCTOBER 9! :)

NOT yet ready

Few months from now, I will be graduating.
I have so many plans in my life.
I have dreams and goals that I want to happen.
But those will not come true if I won't work on it.

I have been learning a lot. Well, sadly not on school, but on a catholic prayer meeting I've constantly attending every Sunday.

It was a blessing for me, to be able to hear stories and realizations that my life needed.


People always want miracles but they don't do anything.
How can they receive any if they will not ask and act on it.

Wow. Did I just say that? I really grew up.
I know in myself way back that I inspire people. I just know and feel it.
I want inspiration so be the inspiration. <-- this is so true.

You want to be sexy? Be sexy. Feel sexy.
You want to be young again? Be young at heart.
You want to be successful? Be successful. Believe in yourself.


These are very easy to tell you but really, we can do this if we have FAITH.


Personally, I don't have that strong faith now that I can do my goals on time after graduation. I don't have that trust in myself right now. But I know in due time, I will be TRULY strong.


God will guide me as He guides all in this world.

Are you my friend?

September. A month of many projects and defenses.
Also, a month of love.

I say a month of love because last Sept. 6 was my 3rd Anniversary with Levi.
I made a gift through a video, a compilation of our pictures and a song I dedicated to him.

Here's the link:
http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=145256558846722
*you should be my friend to see this or a friend of my friend.*

The song is entitled "Thank You For Your Love" by Dimsum (a Filipino band).
I thank God for giving me Levi. Some doesn't want us to be together because in the past, we fought a lot but now I can say, we seldom fight. We get better as time goes by. And that's a great thing.

I learned a lot because of him. I knew that I will defend him or my loved ones as strong as I can. I knew great things that if I didn't meet him, I knew nothing of.

He gave me a bouquet of flowers including my favorite: Stargazers.
We ate at a resto in Trinoma and talked about our relationship. :)


That day itself was the General Assembly of ACpES, whew! A lot of fun, thanks to the talent of all CpE students.


Then goes Sept. 10. It's my Mom's 59th birthday. One year to go and she will be a Senior citizen that isn't obvious of her young and still very beautiful face.


.. and as I thought of great events happened at the start of month, I know that the remaining days will be stressful.

and it is! As I said, projects with defenses each. God bless to me and to us for next week and the week after. I know we can finish it all because God didn't give us these challenges if we can't make it.


I also want to share that last month, at Levi's bday I gave him a special gift. I did that one week before his bday. I messaged his friends and family to take a picture of themselves holding a paper with their greetings and wishes. Some rejected me, but most did not let me down. And I can say it was successful. A unique experience for me and unique gift for him :)


Next month, it will be fun. Aside from the Finals week (not fun at all) and the giving of class cards, it will be Sembreak! And ofcourse, my birthday! wee. I have a theme: 2jenny1 inspired by 2ne1 and it's my 21st.


So much for this. I missed blogging, btw. :)

i did not change, i just GREW UP.

I am proud of myself right now.
I am driving my life. I need guidance, yes. But the final say is mine.

What am I talking about?
In my 20 years in life, I've had a hard time deciding on things.
I don't want to risk. I don't want to fail. I don't want to be criticized.

NOW. It's different.
Everybody's changing and SO AM I.
I choose to change my life right now.
On my younger years, I don't have dreams. I got goals like to graduate, to have high grades.

Now as I am maturing, I have dreams. I can see myself the BOSS of my business.
I can see myself driving my OWN car. I can see myself traveling the world.

I wish for them. and I am making it all happen RIGHT NOW.

Why will I wait until graduation when I had my opportunity in my hands.


As I told you on my previous posts, I had a business. It's a multilevel marketing.
At first, I know something about it. But what I missed out is I really don't understand it.
When I understood it, I took the risk to change my life, to change my views in life.
Right now, I may say. I did the right thing.

Some prohibits me. Some stops me. But those people will always be the inspiration and the challenge to make this thing work for me.

What did I do? I just BELIEVE that I can do it.
Once you believe in it, you can ACHIEVE it.
I thank GFI for making me realize about things in life. I GREW UP AS A PERSON.

I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT I'M 20 YEARS OLD, EARNING WHILE I AM LEARNING.
How about you? What are you doing on your time?
Maximize your time. Maximize your God-given core gift.

Be an Inspiration.
Be the Difference.

NOW.

PASUKAN NA NAMAN.

it's now JUNE.
1st day of June.

my ojt has ended. last week was the start of my summer vacation.
to sum up my vacation, i've attended three (3) swimming outings.
one with pikselot, one with CoEmates & the other one with my loving family @ club manila east.

i had fun.
this summer was really the most PRODUCTIVE one!
i'm so busy! just yesterday, i went to Edsa Shangrila! super amazing! :)
i was part of a history! i'm so proud that i'm one of them :D


WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE??

i am! and i'm gonna be at a young age! hehe :)
words are powerful, i believe.




next week will be the start of my classes, my 5th year classes.
and my sked? i was a night shifter now. haha. almost all ends at 7pm! NICE!
i can feel i'm a 5th year already :)



wish me luck.
i'm gonna have a great life ahead of me :)

LET IT OUT.

i am currently "busy" with my OJT.
i expected too much that's why i'm disappointed.
i didn't do much. most of the time, we just stayed in our room, playing cards or surfing the net. i ate a lot because there are no good things happening really.
i'm so unhappy.



on the other hand, my fellow blockmates with me bonded well.
i hope this is the start of more friendly environment.



this summer, it is the time for swimming and reunion with friends.
with me, it started May 3 when my hs barkada, Pikselot went to the village of jeme to swim! it's just a clubhouse but it looks like a private resort! :D
i really had fun because there are few people around. we played cards underwater! :)


we ordered pizzas and ate at red mango! grabe. it's super fun! super pictures! :)


and then,
..last night, CpE had a swimming at Carino Resort and an open forum.
hopefully all said there will not be drawing. HAHA.
it's like levi against all. or levijen against all.
oh well. atleast with all these problems, we were stronger.
i pity those people who just shut their mouth and do nothing.
they won't be able to learn and to grow.


as far as i know, i'm really "mataray"..
..when i'm really pissed off
..when i don't like the weather
..when i don't want to talk to you and don't like you.

i can't change that, but i am going to lessen it :)






i have many things on my mind that i'm thinking to do >.<
oh wow, i'm so bad! hehe!





before i end, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOMS IN THE WORLD!
most especially to my beloved mom! I LOVE YOU MOM :)
it's for tomorrow!


and on May 10, it's Election Day!
my vote goes to Gordon because he care for the Filipinos.
he is frank. he is always there when many are in need.
i hope there will be CLEAN elections on monday.
and may the right candidate wins the spot.




..there is still hope in the Philippines.
i know we are rich in all aspects of things.
it should be handed by the right person and the people below him in an unselfish way.



GO PINOYS! we can change the country with our votes!

LoveLy :)

tomorrow's my sistah's birthday. i am excited.
my fellow batchmates' graduations were over. congratulations!
my ojt is becoming more productive and educational. thank God :)
last sunday was my mom's friend's beautiful wedding at the Manila catherdral. so inspiring. aside that it was my first time to that Church, the experience was superb. i want a little bit similar wedding in the future. LOL. xD
last saturday was piksy's mini dinner reunion with mela at technohub & trinoma. so happy!


it's summer!
on May, a lot of swimming bonding moments will happen and hopefully, i get to go to all of those :)
money, please come inside my wallet! :P


now, i've been busy attending my training everyday.
what can i say, hmm.. it's my third week now.
at first, we didn't learn a lot but as days went by, more knowledge was gained :)
sadly, a while ago.. we had experience a problem.. tsk.
i hope there will be no discrimination by course :(




..it's gonna be my last year at PLM..being a student.
hopefully, it will be fun and exciting!
some people will speak up their mind, not dictate and respect each other.






there are many doubts, many questions.
one thing i'm sure of.. i do things i know that are right.
No regrets :)




thanks for standing by! :)

i miss blogging :)

i miss blogging.

i miss how I jot down what happened to me each day.

everybody changes.

and i'm one of them.

i know i've been doing great, better each day :)

i'm not that "too" shy anymore.

i'm more friendly now.. i'm more open :)

gosh!

i have a story to tell.. this is a first time in my life!

to be really interviewed. meaning: not just one of the requirements for a english subj, but a real one!

and there are FIVE [5] members in the panel! wa.

as in >.<

for a neophyte like me, i was hysterical at first.. but i did my best.

the first question is: Rate yourself in these programming languages.

OWKEI. not even describing myself huh (like a typical start to an interview)

i'm not hoping for a positive result, that i will get a slot for ojt there.

what i want there is the experience :)

super experience! :)

experience: lesson

good or bad, the new experiences are lessons in life :)

for now, i've been busy with my business and with my studies.

and i was able to manage my time properly.

i learned how to because i have to :)

thanks for my knowledge about my priorities & having a planner, i was able to do it!

TIME. my time now is so important.

every day there are many happenings and i take note of it to my beloved planner.

sorry blogger huh :D

i read somewhere that happy people are busy people.

i now understand that because i'm one of those busy people and right, i'm happy.

dati lang, bagal na bagal ako sa oras.

ngayon, ang bilis bilis!

that means, i'm enjoying my time :)

i'm enjoying my life!

yeah. hopefully, you're enjoying your life also.

manage your time properly. talk to your friends.

live life to the fullest <-- don't just say it, do it :D

2010!

many great things will happen this 2010.

i will say this because i know my words are powerful that this will and can be TRUE.

belief. words. powerful.


i've been attending The Feast every sunday. i'm not a member of any group but i love the fact that it bonds family together MORE.

Life lessons. i learned a lot when attending there. all the positive things should be appreciated and the bad things will serve as an experience, not a mistake.

i know i'm a negative person but i'm very open to CHANGES.
i doubted but not too long because i might stay the same for the rest of my life.

i know this year will be great even if i have fears.
fear which means false expectations appearing real. it's just us who are feared but we can do things properly if we're all positive and believe we can do it.
..
..
..
fears? i have it all everyday. it is part of my everyday life.
i am feared that i may lost somebody or some things or even my life.
but if those fears will be forever on my mind, what will happen to me?





NOTHING.

this year, i will have a On The Job training or OJT.
i'm so nervous rather than excited.
i know my capability and i know it is not enough for this challenge of my life.
and i know you're thinking why am i not doing anything.
yes, it's my fault.

i have two months. please God help me use this time properly not to waste it.


projects. projects in a group.
i'm sure i'm doing more than my groupmates but what can i do?
i have only the initiative. meaning: i don't need someone to tell me what to do.
hopefully, my groupmates will have this attitude.
and no excuses anymore.



i've been busy with my schooling and business.
yes i have a business. i'm a business owner now :)
i've treated my family a KFC bucket meal! do you believe it? :D
i'm happy but not too much because one of my brothers questioned me.
and it saddened me. but i have to prove him wrong. i have prove everybody wrong.


i also donated a pack of clothes.
two things: i cleaned my closet and helped others.
great feeling :)




so many updates now.
keep in touch.