bye bye 'o8!

maraming nangyayari sa isang taon.
paano kasi 365 days kaya ang meron dito..
may masaya, maLungkot, exciting, stressfuL..
pero sa huLi, maraming Learnings.
hindi nga naman ibibigay Lahat ni Lord ang Lahat kasi kapag ganon na tayo ka-satisfy, maaari na tayong magpaaLam sa mundo diba?

2008 ko?
share ko.

first times:
1. daLawa Lang ang post ko sa isang month dito (see January 2008)
2. may kapareha ang aking puso nung VaLentine's Day <3
3. maging bridesmaid sa isang wedding.
4. nagkita kami ni ChaCha, my eLem friend after 6 years!
5. nakapunta na ring Star City! XD
6. makareceive ng bonggang-bonggang bouquet of fLowers!
7. number 1 daw oh sa DL. :P
8. maadek sa isang onLine game! CrazyKart, anyone? haha
9. ako na Lang ang nag-aaraL sa aming Limang magkakapatid! whoa!
10. pag nakikita ko ang aking kwarto, ang ayos-ayos, organized. nabibiLi ko na rin kasi ung mga kaiLangan kong biLhin. marunong na akong mag-ipon!:)
marami pa iyan, maLamang. 19 na rin kasi ako kaya medyo hindi na gumagana utak ko! haha XD

wish ko isa Lang:
SANA LAHAT NG MGA PINAPLANO KO, MATULOY.
huhuhuhuhu.
i was disappointed on myseLf kasi for this year, medyo ganoon ung mga nangyayari sa akin, sad to say.

this year 2008.. hindi masyadong bLast as a whoLe.. parang may ikagaganda pa ito.
weLL, ganoon taLaga. kaya sana sa 2009..mas maging masaya at exciting! at mas maraming Learnings! wohoooo!


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
HAPPY 2009!

magbabagong taon na..
magbabagong buhay na rin ba?

(wait for my first 2009 post)

PASKO=SAKOP.

my famiLy went to church on the Christmas eve before the Noche Buena.
our priest said to his homiLy was when tagaLog word "Pasko" is jumbLed, "SAKOP" is made. it means we shouLd give ourseLves to God. MAGPAKASAKOP tayo sa Kanya because He is our Creator and we shouLd respect Him aLL the time.

and besides, Jesus is the main reason for this ceLebration because He is the birthday CeLebrant right? so HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!

..as my oLdest sister is teLLing me: Everyday is Christmas.
it's just up to us on how we ceLebrate our Life each day :D

~~~~~~~~~~

it's CHRISTMAS!
famiLy bondings, reunions, happenings: happy!


from our house to tita chona's (mom's famiLy) house on christmas day and then to our house again on the 27th for my dad's famiLy.
from foods, gifts, money, smiLes to hugs and kisses.. my christmas?
ISN'T IT OBVIOUS? FUUNNNN!
(oh. my speLLing is wrong. haha)

untiL next time next year! wooohooo!

mmmmmmm..

LAPIT NA MAGPASKO.

WOW.

kakatapos Lang ng 27th wedding anniversary ng Dad & Mom ko.
onting ceLebration Lang sa bahay. pero kami ni Ate Jopai, pumuntang Rob. (napapadaLas na ako) ayon, money burn.

tambay Lang ako sa bahay LateLy kahit na may mga assignments pa.
kasi nasa isip ko, WHY WILL I RUIN MY HOLIDAY BY THINKING THOSE THINGS?!
daba? e kasi naman dapat sana waLa na Lang iniwan eh.

sadLy, waLa kaming christmas party. Lahat daw ng COE except us (3rdyrs) mayroon.
WHY? maybe may mga nagbaLak pero hindi na napush further. we have groups. hindi aLam kung sino papakinggan. at napakakuripot ng bLock namin. haha. kaiLan kaya magbabago?

2009?2010?2011?

AY! PURO NUMBERS.
Lapit na magbagong taon.
pero mas maLapit na magpasko.

whew! tapos na ako dati pa sa christmas shopping ko.nabigay ko na mga gifts ko sa sisters ko and coLLege friends. may christmas cards na ako for my famiLy, at bibigay ko pa mga iba pa. saya :D

give rather than receive.
I BELIEVE IN THAT. ^_^

W.O.W.

OUT OF THIS WORLD FIRST TIME (on a personaL note):

1. namaga ang mata ko, my right eye specificaLLy.
the reason: KAKAIYAK. oops. not about Levi but the shows i've been watching (wish ko Lang and 200 pounds beauty) and the aLLeged break up of my sister and her ex. grabe! ganun paLa yun. para akong nanuntok. at masakit siya ha. tumagaL ng isang Linggo ung maga.

2. kung magbaback read ka sa bLog na ito, nagkapimpLe na ako kung saan-saan simuLa na nagkoLehiyo ako dahiL madumi taLaga sa maniLa.. dahiL sa usok at di sanay ang aking face. at ayun. taLagang kinakarir ko ha?!? nagkapimpLe ako sa LOOB ng mata! haha. kaya paLa masakit at waLang pinagbago sa mata ko, un paLa nasa Loob ung pimpLe. buti si ate na-experience niya na kaya hindi na ako naparanoid nung naLaman ko ang totoo.

3. at hindi Lang sa Loob ng mata, sa LIPS ko pa. pero hindi taLaga sa Loob ng Labi ko, maLapit Lang, pero SUPER LAPIT sa LIPS. nung una nga akaLa ko may Lampas Lang na Lip gLoss, un paLa pimpLe na namumuLa. haha. hanep. san ka pa?


ang aking natutunan:
.wag umiyak nang umiyak.
.wag kamot ng kamot ng mata.
.mag-ingat sa handkerchief.

kung naranasan niyo man iyan, normaL kayong tao na nakaranas ng kakaibang kanormaLan. hahaha. adek na naman ako.

uy, MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Lapit na eh. tapos na ako sa krismas shopping ko.
naniniwaLa na ako na kapag nangati ang kamay, maraming perang darating!
hahaha. sabi nga niLa, kapag may nawawaLa, may darating!

weeeeee.
gets mo ba?

~~~~~~~~~~

events na natapos na:
1. CET day. woohooo! best society ang COESS! akaLain mo? Lagi kasing ece..pero Lumaban kami na kahit onti Lang kami, nakayanan namin un. dahiL un sa president naming si kuya mj! congrats sa atin!
2. death of marky cieLo. di ko taLaga to akaLain. fan pa naman ako. naiyak ako. at super search taLaga ako sa net. grabe. suicide nga siguro at un ang pinaniniwaLaan ko.
3. nagshopping kami ni Levi sa robinson's maniLa department store! saya. saLe kasi. astig kasama.

mga natutunan ko:
.kapag ikaw ay naghirap, may katumbas itong kaginhawaan.
.ang buhay ay nakapaikLi. magpakasaya. wag ng ipabukas ang mga baLak gawin kung kaya namang gawin ngayon.
.sinungaLing ang nagsabing ang boyfriend ay hindi dapat isama pag shopping. DEPENDE iyon!

ciao!

everyday!

ten ways to be successfuL in Life:
1. LOVE God
2. Be enthusiastic
3. LOVE peopLe
4. Laugh a Lot
5. treat everyone as if they were the most important person in the worLd.
6. be HONEST
7. don't worry
8. be Confident
9. aLways have a good attitude
10. SMILE
~ sarah w.

we have this caLendar containing the date without the year with quotes every singLe day. i LOVE it. it is appLicabLe every year because you just have to turn the pages depending on what day. for this day is the quote shown above.

wow. i was enLightened. it's not that i don't know the "ways" but i was guided. (is that the right word?)

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we’re young
and keep the faith
Everyday
From right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate.

this came from hsm2's everyday.
it becoming a favorite of LeviJen. <3
weLL, i beLieve that as young peopLe, we shouLd think of the present first. because being a teenager wiLL never be repeated. enjoy. have fun! Loosen up. chiLL. scream.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! as if you can hear it! hahaha :D
Laugh. smiLe. be positive! be yourseLf! Love!

oh. that's my 10 ways to be happy inside and out :D

before december,,

we have a hoLiday on December 1.
i have a BIG reLief. i hate mondays.
aside from 7am start, my subjects make me so stressed.
i'm not a bookworm, a geek, a genius but i don't hate studying.. i just hate pushing myseLf hard and getting the pressure inside me.

tsk.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i don't know how to express it.
waLa Lang. :(

tomorrow, i'm going to PLM to watch my coLLege's sportsfest.
may i forget aLL the stress from my studies.
>.<

so much.

i miss my bLog soooo much.
i haven't been updating for so Long..but it doesn't mean i don't visit.


one reason:
BUSY.

another reason:
MANY THINGS TO BLOG ABOUT.

it's very ironic.
if there's many things to bLog about, why not bLog?
tsk.

~~~~~~~~~~

first impression don't Last.
yeah yeah. i thought my professors aren't good.
i was wrong. and because of that, a piLe of to-do's and homeworks.
wow. it's reaLLy a part of being a student.
being busy is not waiting for time to pass by, hence you're wishing that time shouLd take its time. err. how redundant but have a point.

oh. i have a happy story.
haha. one of my homeworks is in eng'g ethics'! we have to compiLe List of virtues from a-z with quotes using our artistic and scrapbooking styLe. and i'm proud to say that i reaLLy gave my best on doing such because the quotations are aLL good.

"i don't have any speciaL taLents, i am onLy passionateLy curious."
-aLbert einstein.

yeah. that's my favorite. if my memory won't faiL me..my hs teacher said that curiosity is very good because you Learn new things by expLoring and knowing the answers to your questions on your own. =)

be independent. be curious. be you.
(a commerciaL?)

tsk.

but it's over now...

what's over?
my first week's over.
i'm tired aLready. i've been thinking too much LateLy.
the pressure is reaLLy on.

~~~~~~~~~~

Last friday was CoE's GeneraL AssembLy.
sad to say, it was Like the 3rd years were so bored, tired, burned out or no emotions. haha. i dunno. we were the Least happy and energetic. aww. but the event's ok. i've known some CoE from other years.

then the next which is yesterday was my Dad's birthday! yey!
foods. hehe. and then it was aLso Kuya Just's despedida party @ sm san Lazaro's max's.. he and his famiLy wiLL migrate in Canada. aww. so Long, fareweLL! take care! :( many of us wiLL sureLy be sad! it was aLso a CoE bonding.


weLL, fun comes with chaos.
now i don't want to ruin my day but i have to think in reaLity.. there are so much things to do and to finish. i just have to organize and conserve my time with things that are important.

observations.

it's NOVEMBER!
and one month to go, it's december = Christmas.

but before that, it's the start of second semester.
weLL actuaLLy it started yesterday at 7AM.

these are my insights:
1. i know aLL my professors,err, soon-to-be professors. they'd been my prof but sadLy, the ones i/we want to Learn from are not the ones who'LL be teaching us. :( we have no choice but to stick with it. i have onLy two wishes: FAIRNESS and GRADES WE DESERVE.

2. i just don't get it. this probLem is just a smaLL thing but it reaLLy pisses me off. *bakit kaya ung maLiLiit na bagay pa ang ganito katindi ang epekto?* we were there from a Long time and then suddenLy boom, we're out of pLace. enough of that. hmf. i won't say more.

3. very true. i've been specuLating about this from a Long time based on my experiences. when my feet get hurt (because of shoes or a Lot of waLking), i aLways get tired! my professors yesterday didn't consume aLL the time for the subject and it doesn't make sense that when i got home, i'm super exhausted and i reaLLy wanted to sLeep. hahaha. come on.

4. i'm beautifuL. jen (my friend & bLockmate) toLd me a compLiment. my super bLack hair suits me that makes my face stand out. it is contrary to my sister's because she toLd me my hair was so pLain and i shouLd have highLights or coLor. but when i got home, my mom toLd me i Looked Like the daughter of francis magaLona (she doesn't know the exact name) which is maxene magaLona. whoa. is that true? so 2 out of 3 said i'm this beautifuL. wow. now i beLieve. haha. thanks.

XD
XP

tired feet and a smiLe..

i went to schooL yesterday to fix my mispLaced rotc cLass card.
i made the right choice because my nstp's cLearance, which is a requirement in enroLlment, was very strict. no cLass card, no stamp.

i was the onLy one in the house and wouLd Lock aLL the doors.
i put the Laptop on kuya's room and there i saw books with famiLiar titLes.
it read "twiLight" and "new moon". what-a-coincidence.
i heard a Lot of it since the day i read about it in a newspaper.
they were my cousin's books and she Left it. the reason i don't know.
and i took the chance to read. i don't usuaLLy read books.
with one exception, its theme: LOVE.

...and whiLe i was reading, i can't stop thinking of my yebi.. if he's beside me, for sure i am hearing his heart beat, hugging him. okay, i shouLd have warn you that my next statement wouLd be mushy. haha.

but it's true. :D

anyway, another day passed and it's today, my enroLLment.
enroLLment comes with scheduLe.
with 7ams and 8:30pms, i reminisced my first year coLLege, the oLd days.
i can survive i think, but not quite sure.. it's not easy with those unknown and hard-to-describe subjects.

november 3rd is my first day. 7am.
nice.

Lakwatsera daw ako?!?

i hate waLking.
but i keep on doing what i hate.
within this week, i went either from trinoma to sm or from sm to trinoma with different companion each day. haha cute.
it's getting very normaL..

~~~~~~~~~~

yey. nagkita-kita na uLit ang pikseLot sa where eLse,trinoma.! wee.. i Love bLogging about my hs barkada!
siyempre, it's FUN. i treated them a HSM3 ticket.. waaa.. zac is sooo hot. haha. and the movie was fun! i wanted to stay sa cinema pero one movie per ticket eh! haha.. gusto ko uLitin..pero ok Ln, it's very suLit! i want mooooreee! XD
'tiL next time ok? *oct 24, 2008. i grabbed the pic from jeme's.

minsan naman mom ko kasama ko..tapos kanina kasama ko si ate!
haha. saya. waLa akong pahinga.
ganito taLaga pag sembreak. pakasaya muna hanggang may time diba??

~~~~~~~~~~

umaLis si kuya jb papuntang india. aww. be safe and we'LL gonna miss you, brobro! mwaaahh!
enroLLment ko na paLa sa 29th! waaaa, wishing for an acceptabLe sked. gudLak.

owkei. pahinga mode muna ako.
sige pati dito sa pagsuLat sa bLog, Lakwatsera ako.. paiba-iba. haha.

very TRUE.

What Jenniferrosenoynay Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

wow. it's so true. as in.
LAHAT. waLang maLi.
ang gaLing XD

~~~~~~~~~~

ok mga grades ko.
i've received my highest G.W.A. this semester.
DL again. thank you, Lord :D
You reaLLy Love me and i Love You too!

sadness.

i shouLd be happy because my finaLs are over, and it's my sembreak!
but it comes with the reLease of cLass cards: the moment of truth.

it's just sad to know there wiLL be friends who wiLL go..
they didn't make it. the truth hurts. we're not cLose but stiLL, the feeLing isn't good.

as for me, i'm ok.
i think and i know i'm ok but hopefuLLy, i won't get disappointed tomorrow.

since it's my sembreak unofficiaLLy, there are things going on my mind.
1. go to a 3-day saLe at MegamaLL this saturday. yey. money burn! haha
2. fix my things in the room. it's my time to evacuate and go back to my room!
3. my pikseLot's treat.
4. enroLLment! hoping for an acceptabLe sked next sem!
...and many, many more! :D


that's it. i Lost words.
may i have LUCK and God's BLESSING tomorrow.
waaaaah. face your fears.

WOW.

tapos na ang birthday ko!
19 na ako.

reasons to be sad:
1. may sakit pa rin ako pero pagaLing na.
2. finaLs! di pa review :( bahaLa na mode.
3. i have this thinking na i have to review. 3 exams eh. muzta naman un?

reasons to be happy:
1. madami nagmamahaL sa akin.
2. grabe si Levi. Lupet ng gifts! pinag-ipunan na naman niya! WALLET na shiny pink! ganda nga eh. sira na kasi ung oLd ko. tas baraha pa na pinasuLatan niya mga friends ko at FAMILY. grabe noh? pinaghirapan niya. pinuntahan pa sina jeme sa upm at meLa sa ust para magsuLat! pati kinontsaba si ate jopai! gaLing! 10/10! haha treat ko siya sa andok's trinoma.
3. it rained! it means more bLessings! :D yeah!
4. ate at gerry's griLL with my famiLy.

5. treat my coLLege friends. nagpastudio nga kami eh.di pa nasscan!



at ayon. THANK YOU God.
saLamat sa mga nakaaLaLa!
woooooo. may i have more birthdays to come and dreams to come true!

i Love myseLf at 19.

what did i do that these are aLL happening to me??

OWKEI. this titLe maybe the Longest titLe i've ever had in my whoLe career in bLogging.as far as i remember, i didn't do anything bad to anyone.. curse a person a hate or stab her in back. i just hate but i don't do something bad.

so what happened to me?
i have this Low resistance. i don't take vitamins.
i toLd my mom to buy me some so that i don't Lack vitamins especiaLLy vitamin C.
why?
because i easiLy get sick! yes. when a friend/famiLy member got sick, it wiLL be pretty sure i'm next. tsk tsk.
and the worst part is this week wiLL be so busy.

first, i'LL be having troubLe with my sickness (ubo, sipon, sinat) and then my finaLs wiLL start on my birthday. there is a change pLan, my famiLy and I wiLL be having dinner in a famous restaurant (i'LL bLog about it when it's done).

tsk. i just want to see the sunshine after this.
and may i answer the finaLs the best i can.
because of this stupid nose, it wiLL be hard for me to answer.
pLease may PanadoL cure me.

.countdown.

12 yon ng October 1.
nagtext sakin si Levi, pero nabasa ko na nung nagising ako.
sabi niya, parang "october na paLa! Lapit na birthday ng jini ko"
sabi ko naman sa sariLi ko, "ay onga! exciting!"

pero aanuhin ko iyong excitement e may finaLs naman ako.
before, during and after my birthday, nagrereview ako.
what's new? this happened two years ago. haaay, it's sad.

wag na akong maarte at iceceLebrate ko na Lang ang aking kaarawan sa ibang araw maLiban sa birthday ko.

and here's the catch. may party dito sa bahay at waLa naman akong bisita (maLamang nagrereview ang mga c0e at busy mga friends)..despidida na rin kasi yon ng tito at tita at kuya ko.. aLis na kasi siLa. ang biLis, one month na paLa!

ayon, not aLL things go on your way taLaga.
i promise to ceLebrate my birthday the best I can.

kaiLan nga paLa birthday ko?
may kinaLaman sa countdown! XD

10 (10th month ang October)
__
08 (2008 ang year ngayon)

ano kaya yung nasa gitna? hihi.

sayang na sayang Lang....

i've been Living in this worLd for 18 years now..
if you'LL ask me if there's one thing i want to change that happened in the past, i'LL say there is.

and..may i request for additionaL? because it's onLy one, it's mooooree!

yes. i shouLd not regret.
things happen for a reason and i can't have aLL.
i Learn from it. that's true. but i can't heLp myseLf.

i now know why the word "choice" or "decision" was invented.
for us to weigh things and decide what's more important.
we use our minds to think hard and heart to feeL right.

hopefuLLy, from the things that happened in my Life, i won't do the same mistakes again. who wants to regret? i hate you.

~~~~~~~~~~
things i did and wiLL do:
1. attended a famiLy gathering and a bLessing of a reLative's mansion in TarLac. WOW.
2. party! super fun and super eat. tsk. haha
3. defense in DSA :(
4. finaLs.
5. my 19th birthday.

chaos comes first before fun.

IMBALANCE.

i hate it when it's unfair.
i hate it when it's so biased.
i hate it when it's not right.


now i know why COLLEGE is soooooo different to highschooL.
yes, coLLege students are more mature but more "tuso".
the innocence of highschooL students cannot be seen anymore thus, it wiLL be more compLicated, it wiLL be worse.

tsk.
i hate it when it shouLd be a GROUP. yes, ONE GROUP.
but there are now two groups. no unity. no words can be heard.

and the worst part?
i'm with the group with Less importance.
why?
because i refused to do something just to go to a speciaL event on the day of the presentation.

now, i'm suffering but not regretting.
it's just unfair that this "group" has more advantages as if we can't do what they do.
i don't care if one of them wouLd read this. i just speak my mind.
i keep taLking but Levi stopped me. he knows me. the side of me who has the right reasons but wrong approach. he toLd me to speak sLowLy, not angriLy. i aLso know when i'm wrong.

gaar. but i can't stop myseLf.
tsk. sorry i can't put detaiLs. i can't name names.
i just name myseLf and Levi. gaar.

i hate it.
i reaLLy hate it.
i want it to end.

now.
as in, now.

peace and quiet.

ako Lang mag-isa rito sa bahay. nacanceL fLight ng mom, dad, kuya jb at ate ko from occ. mindoro to maniLa kahapon! tsk. ang Lungkot. pero ung isa pang batch na kasama si kuya, mamayang 10am ang uwi dito sa bahay. kaya ok na rin. hindi na maLungkot at tahimik dito sa bahay.

ganito paLa ang feeLing na maLayo ang mga parents ko sa akin. di kasi ako sanay eh. ung dad ko, pwede pa.. pero ung mom ko.. di taLaga ako sanay. tawag ako ng tawag sa kaniLa. haha.. parents' girL? XD

~~~~~~~~~~

maLapit na mag-october.
ibig sabihin maLapit ng mag-:

1. finaLs
2. birthday si ako
3. sembreak

o db? i'm so futuristic.
that's why my Life isn't peacefuL and quiet, it's so compLicated.

pero back to reaLity, magiging madugo ang week na ito for me.
waLa pa nga akong nasisimuLan. parang tinatamad pa ako. gustong-gusto ng katawan kong magcram e no? tsk tsk. dami kasing gagawin sa DSA namin. gaaar. groupwork naman un eh, basta tuLungan ok na.

wishes ko:
1. sana matapos ng maayos ang mga gagawin ko.
2. sana hindi ako magregret.
3. sana mataas ang grade ng makukuha ko at ng mga groupmates ko.

yeah. kaya namin to.
waLang probLemang hindi nasosoLusyonan.

MANY.

THEY'RE HOME.
yah. my kuya from dubai, my tito and tita from austraLia, & my cuz and her hubby with jayr (their chiLd) from the US were back to the PhiLippines!

i have been speaking EngLish Long now. ha! ha! ha!
it's just sad that some FiLipinos who went to foreign Lands can't speak EngLish anymore. the onLy good thing is they just understand, but then, cannot speak and write. that is one of the reasons why my beLoved country don't progress because the peopLe don't Love their own. T_T that's the sad fact.

anyway, i have been eating a Lot LateLy.
yes. a Lot. when i say a Lot, it's reaLLy a Lot!
Let my body speak for that! hahaha XD
but i'm thankfuL because not aLL peopLe wiLL experience what i'm experiencing now. there are many peopLe who are starving so i shouLd not be compLaining, thus i shouLd be gLad. :D that's why when i eat, i see to it that there are no Leftovers as possibLe. wag ng takaw-tingin.


LEARN.
APPRECIATE.
LOVE.

Learn to appreciate smaLL things and Love them with aLL your heart because smaLL things can be big if it's appreciated and Loved.

XD

i'm not so..

HAPPY.

i'm not happy.

Life isn't perfect.

and there's something/ someone who aLways ruins my day.

maybe i can't have it aLL.

aLways.

surprised.

OWKEI. hindi pa ako masanay diba?
what: 1st anniversary.
when: 06-09-08
where: pLm

1. Late pumasok. aba. 30 minutes Late na. buti waLa pa ang prof namin.
2. ayan na prof namen, waLa pa rin siya. bigLang tinawag ako, pumunta ako sa prof namin sa harap at ako raw mag-aasikaso ng dinidiscuss niya etc.
3. may naririnig akong hiyaw. "uyyy" "yikeeee" siyempre, curious ako, tingin ako sa Likod.
4. sumaLubong sa akin ang isang bouquet of fLowers na hawak hawak niya.
5. siyempre, ako naman si guLat, kiLig na kiLig! naLaman ko na Lang kinontsaba niya paLa ung prof ko kaya pareho siLang Late.

...whooooa...
for a moment, Lutang na Lutang ako.
SALAMAT yebi ko.




pero nag-uumpisa pa Lang ang aming pagdiriwang.
nyay! pinagtitinginan kami. sa Laki ba naman ng fLowers at sa ganda nito..
sabi ni Levi, ung mga babaeng napapatingin, ngumingiti. sino bang hindi? it's so sweet! :D

kain. nood movie. (2nd time pa Lang namin) kain. kain.
haha. puro paLa kami kain. masaya kasi kami sa ganoon eh!
maaga ako nakauwi pero kahit ganoon, masaya pa rin!



saLamat sa mga bumati at mga wishes niyo for us.
weeeee.
swerte ko taLaga!

super dami ng happenings!

that's why Life isn't boring.
there are so much things going on and it makes me happy and tired. haha

OWKEI.
setyembre na po.
first week pa Lang, may ceLebration na agad.
it's LEVIJEN's 1st year! WOW.
i don't expect it kaya i'm so proud! ang saya-saya kasi matamis pa rin ang aming pag-iibigan! hahaha. korni ba? senxa naman..pero seriousLy, totoo nga. that's why i'm so gratefuL that God has given me Levi.. :D
sa Sept. 06 na un! waaa, buti na Lang maaga uwian pag sabado. hehehe :D date gaLore na ito! nyay! kwento na Lang ako ah next post! abangan. (naks!)


tapos second week naman, birthday ng Mom ko! at uuwi na dito sa PhiLippines si Kuya from Dubai, 2 weeks Lang. tas dadating din ung Tita,Tito ko from AustraLia,Cuz at pamangkin ko from US dito! wow, around the worLd. kaya magkakaroon ng famiLy reunion dito! waaa, duguan na naman iLong ko nito! T_T tas kaiLangan ko na ring mag-evacuate sa room ko, Lipat ako sa guest room with Ate Jopai. hehehe, :D kaya for sure, maguLo ang mundo ko nito. sana makapag-OL pa rin.

ok. hanggang dito na Lang muna, bibitinin ko muna kayo :P

through thick and thin :D

that's the motto of my friendship with my coLLege girLfriends.
sabi ian ng isa kong propesor. kasi group work so we have to choose the peopLe who wiLL be there through thick and thin, sa hirap at ginhawa.

tama nga naman. waLang iwanan.
mahihirap pa naman ang mga dapat gawin kaya nga dapat we heLp each other.

nakakatawa nga kami ni tiny. super ganyan kami nung the night before namin ipasa ung groupwork namin. waLa taLagang tuLugan. buti na Lang natapos na pero umpisa pa Lang iyon.

ang saya kasi nakakasama ko na siLa uLi. hindi Lagi si Levi na Lang ang kasama ko. siyempre, part siLa ng Life ko :D naks :D

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tapos ngayon, super crazy kart kami.grabe un ang kauna-unahan kong onLine game na niLaro! akaLain mo?
for how many years na akong internet user, now Lang ang nagLaro!
uhm, o sige ung onLine poker. so second na ito. pero ito ung parang naadek ako. haha
e kasi naman buong coe, nagpapakaadek. pero ako pa, nakokontroL ko :D

ang saya ko nga eh. highest ako sa isa naming subject sa midterm.
hindi ko ineexpect at hindi Lang sa coe, kundi sa Lahat ng eng'g na kumukuha ng subj na iyon. WOW. paburger daw ako. haha pero honestLy, natuwa ako kasi ibang LeveL iyon diba, weeee. thank you Lord. :D

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i'm feeLing good vibes at sana magtuLoy-tuLoy.
o siya siya, Late na ako! may kLase pa ako, hindi pa ako nag-aayos! haha :D

s3ssed.

s3ssed.

nakakaLito bang basahin?
iyan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon.
super stressfuL ang Life ko!

naaLaLa ko dati, iyan ang codename ng darwin sa pinoy teacher namin.
paano kasi, ang dami niyang pinapagawa sa amin pero in the end, masaya naman.

ngayon, the word is appLicabLe to me.
ang daming ginagawa. ang daming nangyayari.
pero buti may oras para magbLog. isa kasi ito sa mga outLet ko.

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kapag stressed kasi, diba narerefLect sa itsura mo at aura mo diba.?
ayon, sabi ng mga sis ko, ang chaka ko raw. come on.
the truth hurts! sana mawaLa na itong bad and dark aura na ito. come on.
i want myseLf back =(

may naiisip naman akong soLusyon.
sLeep. eat heaLthy. don't think too much.

aww. i aLways think negativeLy. that's why kahit na hindi naman dapat maging stressed, e un ang nararamdaman ko. aww.
sana magbago na ako for my own good.

yeah. kaya ko ito.
babaLik din ako. wait for me.

for the first time..

i'm not taLking about the first movie team-up of Richard and KC ok?
it is reaLLy my first time to go to Star City!
and my coLLege friends don't beLieve me! it's Like "huuwaaat?".
what can i do, that's the truth! but it doesn't mean i don't know the rides and the feeLing to be on rides.

it was Last sunday, aug 10, 2008.
i have or we have a midterm exam on one of our major subjects (it was moved) the foLLowing day and that didn't stop us. if we wiLL go and watch a baLLet performance entitLed "HaLo HaLo Supreme" which was spectacuLar by the way, we have a pLus points in our art cLass' midterm (haha) and we have a ride-aLL-you-can ticket to Star City. and we were Lured. it's just ok coz the exam was toLerabLe.

..i was excited at first, because finaLLy i'm going to Star City!
but there were so many peopLe and we have to wait for haLf an hour to an hour just to get a ride. the resuLt, three rides onLy. haha. i had more fun in GFC (gLobaL fun carnivaL).

now, i reaLLy want to go to Enchanted Kingdom. yes, i can feeL it wiLL be very soon! haha.

AUGUST: a bLast.

ang daming nangyari at mangyayari this month!
as in. super hectic ng sked ko. ang daming gagawin.
kaya for sure, haggard ako nito!

AUGUST events:
1-3 ~ 3 day saLe sa sm north! siyempre di ko un pinaLampas! ang dami ngang tao eh! bumiLi ako ng shoes.. =D tapos super traffic sa may trinoma. ang dami kasing jeep at tao.

2 ~ tiny's birthday! coem8 ko ian. naks. 19 na!

4 ~ group meeting dito sa bahay para sa major subject namin! grabe! sakit na naman ito sa brain ceLLs! haha!

6 ~ 11th month.
7 ~ midterm sa ckt ana at data struc!
8 ~ matindi itong araw na ito. 08-08-08 pa naman diba, maraming kakasaL. start na ng beijing oLympics! pero ako, may 3 exams! sa statics,eng.ana at comp subj namen!

9 ~ my ate's birthday! happy birthday! :D pati mommy LoLa's homecoming! uwi siya uLi dito sa PhiLippines! pero ako may group meeting naman!

10 ~ punta kami aLiw theater at star city! haha
16 ~ Levi's 18th!:P
19 ~ mom LoLa's bday!
31 ~ meLa's and ate nini's birthday!

marami pang bday ceLeb ng famiLy sa side ng mom ko! promise, puro siLa august! hehehe kaya hindi Lang Lahat iyan..!


ayon, may nakakastress at may masaya.
ganoon naman Lagi eh.
i wiLL survive!

dahiL sa pagtaas ng gas (personaL note):

1. ang mahaL ng pamasahe.
7php na ang minimum fare ng estudyante.
parang 6 Lang un ah.

2. Less savings.
paano kasi may saturday cLass pa ako, kaya waLang discount!
bakit kasi ganon? estudyante pa rin naman kami kahit saturday ah? =(

3. onti ng mga jeep na pumapasada.
umattend kasi ako ng debut ni mhaine kagabi. super Late nagstart kaya Late din ako nakauwi. grabe. 1am na kasi un kaya madaLang Lang ang pasahero kaya naman waLa ng jeep ng pa-tandang sora paLengke. doon kasi ako sasakay ng tricycLe papunta ng bahay. grabe. nagtaxi na Lang ako! buti na Lang kasama ko si Levi :D pero dati rati, meron un eh, 2am nga un eh! tsktsk.

4. minsan, nadedeLay ang pagbiyahe kasi 4/5 na jeep/fx na sinasakyan ko sa isang week, nagpapagaas sa caLtex sa may quezon ave! seriousLy, mas gusto niLa sa caLtex kaysa sa petron (magkatabi kasi siLa kaya nacompare). i don't know why, waLa pa akong aLam sa mga ganyang bagay.

5. hindi traffic!
onti na kasi ang private vehicLes na bumabiyahe kaya naman mas maLuwag ang daanan. that's one advantage!

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sana magroLLback na.

raining..

oh yes. it's raining hard yesterday!
super unLucky day! aLmost.

i woke up earLy to go onLine and read about miss universe on forums..
'coz it's pageant two hours Later.
...and then i watched the show at HaLLmark channeL that's why i'm ahead to some FiLipinos who are watching at Abs.. again, in 9 years, no miss phiLippines in the semi-finaLists. no asians in the top 5. awww. boring. hahaha :D anyway, miss venezueLa is very deserving to win. congrats to her, Love her personaLity :D

...as if i've done so many, my day was just starting.
i took a bath and i was ready to go to schooL but before that, i have to go to the shop where my shoes were fixed. tsk. i said to the guy there that i wiLL come at 1pm. and there i was, waiting for him and the pLace was cLosed. damn. i have to go. i'm Late for my schooL. thank God, i, together with my 2 sisters went to MoA Last sunday coz it's saLe. i bought another new pair of schooL shoes and i see to it that its a good brand even if it cost high (it's saLe anyway).. so i went home again to wear the new shoes and there's no rain. i didn't bring fLip fLops.

on my way to schooL, it's raining hard. because of my stupidity, my shoes got wet. yes, my new shoes got wet. tsk. my mom is aLways teLLing me that the Least thing you wouLd do to your shoes is to get it wet. and what did i just do? i ruined it. tsk. yes, it's not damaged yet, but i know it wiLL not Last Long Like my previous shoes.

come on. it's my fauLt. i was very Late for my first cLass but i got the news that we have no cLasses anymore. whooooa. i thought this unLuckiness won't stopped.

..in the end, the day was just a Learning experience. and i have to sacrifice a bit.

now i have to go back to my room and review for my quizzes for tomorrow. good Luck.

art cLass.

may Humanities ako this sem.
nakaLagay sa reg form ko: Art, Man and Society.
and my prof toLd us we wouLd focus on arts.
marami namang uri ng arts. pwedeng drawings or acting among others.
tsk. sana pag-arte na Lang e hindi eh.

may art cLass kami.
tsk. kaya nga ako ng-engineering para Lumayo jan. at ngayon, it's been haunting me. haha imbes na panghatak ko sana pataas kasi compare mo sa ibang subjects ko, ito na pinakamadaLi sa kaniLa. sa akin, hindi.

average Lang naman ako. it doesn't mean i can't draw kaya Lang naman, bakit ang gagaLing ng mga bLockmates ko? haha may taLento. pati nga si yebi, nabigyan!

drawing niya ian. "symboLism" kasi kaya rose daw ay symboL of Love for him. :D katuwa.. inspired kasi! haha. and he got a perfect score jan ah! nice!

nice for him. tsk. bakit kasi nasa Likod ako nung naghagis si God ng taLent to draw and coLor. haha pero naisip ko, hindi naman kaiLangan yon sa tatahakin kong Landas. weee. para Lang Lumakas uLi Loob ko. haha at La naman perfection sa arts, ang iisipin ko na Lang, have fun whiLe doing it.

ang arts ko taLaga! :D

didn't notice the date.

eventhough my tagboard don't have new posts..
i know some are stiLL browsing my bLog. i see the stats.
sorry for the Late update but don't be shy to comment :D


this pic was taken by me last saturday, June 28.
first time for me to encounter a part of buiLding on fire sa skuL ko.
gosh. ang daming fire trucks at bombero! hanggang sa ngayon, hindi ko pa rin aLam ang cause kasi hindi na rin naman napag-usapan. and un, resume na rin ng cLass.

i don't have cLass na rin after 'coz my prof in my 1pm subject said na hindi na rin siya magkacLass.


it's my time w/ Levi to meet my good friends at Trinoma. it's pammie's and stein's treat for us. we ate a Lot of food esp me and Levi. ha ha ha! no food eaten from 9AM and traveL back and forth from schooL. who wiLL not be hungry? hahahaha! thanks for the bonding, pikseLot :D

..and the next day, i went again to Trinoma with my two LoveLy sisters. we went for shopping as if i have money Like them. owkei. T_T siLa Lang. hmp. i better save. hahaha!

JULY events:
6 - 10th month.
14 - miss universe 2008
20- kuya JB's bday and ate Jopai & kuya angeLo's 9th month.
every sunday - CET sportsfest.

that's it for now! meron pang iba pero di pa confirmed eh! :D

i'm busy?

after more than a week, nakapagbLog na rin :D
what are the happenings of my Life these days?

~ FOUNDATION day ng PLM noong june 18 & 19.
meaning: no cLasses and fun.
kahit di ako super nood sa mga events, naging masaya naman ako at masasabi kong ceLebration siya. ganda pa ng PLM tshirt with goLd gLitters. naks.

we don't accept the best, we create them."
ahem. that's what the shirt says and i agree.
hinuhubog kasi ng pamantasan ang mga mag-aaraL nito and i'm one of them.
parang di niLa ibibigay seo ang Lahat at waLa ka ng ggawin. dapat doubLe effort para matuto. ung tipong sa isip ka ngpprogram. haha. very true :D

~ super ULAN. kaw kasi FRANK pasaway ka!
ayon, waLang pasok bukas (june 23) accdg to depEd.
meaning: pahinga at waLang baon.
ganon taLaga, things don't go on ur way aLways. u have to sacrifice a bit to be happy.

OWKEI. sana hindi na magbrownout.

good and bad days.

june 11, 2008.
6AM - dumating ako sa PLM. yes, super earLy bird.
kapag may 7AM taLaga ako, it's either i'm so earLy or so Late.
i have a choice naman eh, i chose to be earLy that's why i have to wait.
dumating ang prof namin around 8:30AM na. so imagine how i Long i've waited!

overaLL, aLL my prof came. nag-iba na nga eh, ang sisipag na.
whiteboard na ang gamit ngayon sa skuL! sana next time, aircon naman XD
masaya ako nitong araw na 'to except my feet. i'm so sorry.

june 12, 2008.
happy independence day! 110 years na tayong maLaya! :D
pero masama nga Lang kasi sumobra ang kaLayaan natin na tipong waLa ng respetuhan. tsk.
anyway, i had a bad day. feeL ko dahiL nagpakuLay ng buhok itong si Levi. tsk. ayaw ko ng aLaLahanin. pero ayon nga, pwede ng magpakuLay ng buhok sa amin kaya may binabaLak na rin ako. nyahahaha. ooops. may homework agad.

june 13, 2008.
bad day again. isang subj Lang itong araw na 'to na 1-6PM. maaga dinismiss. nanood ako ng CET sophies' orientation. gaLing sumayaw ng mga CoE! yey :D kaya Lang, panget ng presentation ng course namin, sana next time ok na! :P tsk. pero kahit ganun, mejo di ko gusto itong araw na 'to untiL umuwi ako ng bahay at may Lechong manok at cake! weee, kinain ko na Lang ang kabadtripan.

june 14, 2008.
ayon, napadaan Lang ako sa skuL. haha, biro Lang.
2 subj Lang kasi na 3 hours. ayon, masaya ako itong araw na 'to!
pwede na magsandaLs pero wag Lang fLipfLops. kaya masaya ako. haha
hindi Lang un siyempre, basta waLang reason kung bakit badtrip :D


...namimiss ko na magkwento ng ganito!
sana next week naman, masaya na Lahat. waLa ng haggard/bad days.

i CARE.

this day is the end of my vacation.
what did I reaLLy do?
i've attended debuts, birthday party, outing, dates and maLLings.
most of my vacation was spent here in the house Like my previous ones.
i've accompLished my to-do Lists! generaLLy, i've bought things, done my unfinished businesses, fixed my things and cLeaned my room.

..and now, i have new pLans, to-do's and goaLs with thus coming schooL year, starting tomorrow at 7AM. my things are ready but i'm not sure if i'm ready.

emotionaLLy, i am now especiaLLy that i've watched Caregiver hours ago with my mom and sister. it inspired me to work hard and study smart. yes, not study hard but smart. i've read that Lesson in a newspaper! i am fond of reading articLes recentLy :D

mentaLLy, i am not. i have so much things going on my mind right now. what wiLL happen? are my professors ok and fair? how are my bLockmates? wiLL i be happy? it's normaL for me to be Like this before going on the big day.

physicaLLy, i'm ok. i have to adjust in terms of time and what-to-do and to Look presentabLe, ofcourse! haha.

overaLL, 3rd year.. here I come! :D

..i have to sLeep earLy tonight and eat right.
may I have a happy day aLways.

i have a story to teLL :)

happy:
06-07-08.
that's the date today.
amazing no? nakakatuwa.

and it's not onLy the date that's nakakatuwa, ung nangyari rin kanina.
nagkita kasi kami ni yebi :D
ang daming hadLang pero nakaya namin! yey :P
namasyaL Lang kami, namiLi at kumain. thanks sa treat myn!<3



sad:
bye bye vacation.
Less time to sLeep. more time to study.



excited & scared:
weee, Lapit na magpasukan.
i wiLL be wearing again my uniform with new top (two years na kasi ung dati), same skirt and new shoes.
wawa na naman ang aking paa nito. haha.
at 6.50php na pamasahe ng mga estudyante, right?
buti magagamit ko na mga 25 cents ko!:D
magkano na kaya pamasahe ngayon sa fx at jeep?
huhu, sana hindi masyadong magtaas.

kwento ko na Lang ha?
chiLL ka Lang.

Learnings..

1. i've been bLogging since dec 2004. marami na rin ang sumunod. pero ang nagstay? tingnan mo na Lang ang Links ko. waLa na siLa rito sa bLogger.com, nasa muLtipLy na siLang Lahat. mas ok naman kasi don kasi andon na Lahat. aLL in one kumbaga. siguro ung ayaw ko Lang don e nakikita na bumibisita ka sa mga sites, siyempre mas ok na rin ung parang pasikreto. haha :D

2. buti pumasok ako sa isang reLationship. kasi ang dami kong naLaman about sa sariLi ko na ganito paLa ako. marami akong fLaws, mga kaartehan pero may mga positive rin naman. dati, i Love being singLe.. siyempre..you're free and no one wiLL care about what you do..waLa kang ibang iniisip kundi ang sariLi mo. pero now, i Love being in a reLationship more. yes, there's pain pero LumeveL-up taLaga ako.

3. sumipag ako. ang ganda at ayos ng room ko. parang hindi ako ang may ari nito ngayon eh. ang sarap ng feeLing na may ikakaproud ka naman. haha.

4. ngayong maLapit ng magpasukan, ang dami kong iniisip na good at mostLy, bad things. kinakabahan kasi ako, parang may iba ngayon eh. siguro dahiL 3rd yr na.. naku, harapin ko dapat Lahat ito. weeee, na-eexcite din ako medyo. pero AYAW KO PA RIN PUMASOK. Lagi naman akong ganito.

5. i've watched Tyra Banks show sa etc the other night. ang topic non ay 7 ways to keep your Lover at ang 7th at Last way ay LOVE YOURSELF. onga naman, kung hindi mo mahaL ang sariLi mo, paano ka magmamahaL ng iba? kung hindi mo kayang irespeto ang sariLi mo, paano ka pa kaya rerespeto sa iba?

..kaya paLa ako ganito.
now i know :D

i'm sick.

June 10 na ang pasukan.
pero tuesday un. rest day ko un eh.
so June 11 na ang unang pasok ko. at 7AM un!
waaaah. aga pero ok Lang iyan, La pa naman kLase for sure :P

Last May 30&31, umattend ako ng debut ni Let, coem8 ko.
sa dreamwave resort, buLacan ginanap.
dinner party siya e un nag-overnight na rin ako dahiL waLang manunundo sa akin.
hindi ako uminom. hindi ako nagswim. hindi rin ako natuLog.
me digicam nga ako, hindi naman ako nagpicture. tinamad ako eh. haha.
nagstay Lang ako sa airconditioned room. pag-uwi ko, pahinga at aircon na naman sa gabi. tas kinabukasan, sunday na pumunta akong trinoma kasama parents ko, aircon na naman. take note: kuLang pa ako sa tuLog. masakit na LaLamunan ko non.

nung hapon, ayon. natuLoy na ang pagkakaroon ng Lagnat.
ngayon, mejo ok na ako. grabe internet agad. after nito, pahinga ako agad!

sana gumaLing na ako taLaga.
at Lubus-Lubusin ko na ang isang Linggong bakasyon.
dito Lang ako sa bahay, wa na pangLakwatsa :D

things were done.

1. nakabiLi na ako ng schooL shoes.
2. naayos na rin ang CeLLphone ko! happy me :D
3. nagtaas na ang fare! T_T
4. enroLLment.
5. David Cook is the 7th American IdoL! yey!
6. may schooL suppLies na at nagkacorkboard na rin. hahaha!
7. gumawa na ako ng names ko na iLaLagay ko sa mga fiLLers!
8. inayos ko na ang mga gamit ko at ang aking room.

i have a nice feeLing :D
kasi parang ang sipag ko kasi, i'm not reaLLy Like this!


sasagutin ko ung mga frequentLy asked questions:
kumusta ang enroLLment?
haggard!!! as in, naabutan pa ako ng Lunch break! pero ok Lang! ganoon taLaga! ang daming natira sa budget ko dahiL sa tuition kong 2727php + 430php.

kumusta ang sked?
maganda-ganda naman ang sked, weLL, katanggap-tanggap is the right word! 6pm na ang pinakaLate kong uwi pag friday un at 7am ang pinakamaaga kong pasok tuwing wednesday.
ito na ang pinakamaganda kong sked!

e ang mga subjects?
weeeee. don't ask. kabado ako. pero buti 20 units na Lang ako, compare mo naman dati na puro 20++ Lagi. at tapos na akong magPE! oh yes.

kaiLan ang pasukan?
june 2. awww. hindi. sana mag-iba. sana may magtext. sana 2nd week na Lang ng june. come on. Lagi namang huLi ang PLM eh. *umaasa*

ano na ba taLaga ang uniform?
aun, hindi ko aLam kung magpapants na ba taLaga. pero kung ako tatanungin, 50-50. mas sexy pag paLda pero mas komportabLe ang pants.


i'LL update you na Lang 'tiL next time!

fun day!

umuLan ngayon. 'Cosme' ang pangaLan ng bagyo.
maLamig tuLoy kaya nakakaantok.
pero hindi pwede matuLog, may Lakad ako ngayon.

nagkita kami ni ChaCha sa Trinoma.
ang dami ngang tao kasi anniversary ng opening ng maLL na ito.
kumain. kwentuhan. kodakan. kantahan.
ang saya kasi ang tagaL na naming hindi nagkikita, anim na taon na ang nakaLipas!
saLamat sa teLepono para sa aming komunikasyon :)





sa uuLitin, Cha :D
sana kasama na si Jacy para mas masaya!


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David vs David sa FinaLe ng American IdoL.
Live mapapanood ang ResuLts sa qtv!
kaya Lang, 8am un ng May 22!

may probLema ako! T_T
enroLLment ko yun eh! paano iyan?
sayang gusto ko pa naman mapanood ng Live. sa repLay na nga Lang.
sino kaya mananaLo? sana si David Cook :D

Love ko kasi ung version niya ng kantang 'ALways be my Baby' eh!
pakinggan niyo sa isa sa mga kanta ko sa friendster! :)

what's in my mind?

Last 11th day of May 2008 was Mother's Day.
it was aLso the day when my Mom and Ate Jopai goes back home from Occ. Mindoro.
we are aLL happy. :D
yey! hindi na ako nag-iisa!

ang Mommy ko, mahiLig ian sa bahay. since siya'y retired na, 100% hands on siya sa bahay! kung bibisitahin niyo ko dito, naku! i'm so proud na maganda ang bahay namin.. weLL, it's because of Mom. kapag nasa maLL kami, punta agad sa mga curtains, tiLes and aLL, basta may kinaLaman sa bahay. tapos ako ang kasama niya.

ang tendency: naiinspire ako.
feeL ko pagtanda ko, ganoon din ako. ika nga niLa, magmamana sa kanya.
kaya ngayon, oo, 18 y/o pa Lang ako pero super Layo na ng iniisip ko.
bigLa na Lang andami kong goaLs ngayon.

naaLaLa ko, dati nung high schooL ako, hindi ko aLam kung may patutunguhan ako dahiL waLa akong pangarap. at hindi ko piniLit ang sariLi ko, tingnan mo ngayon, bigLa na Lang dumating ang mga pangarap ko.

anu-ano ito?

gusto ko magkaroon ng masayang pamiLya, magandang career & komportabLeng at maginhawang buhay.

reachabLe iyan at i wiLL take my time sLowLy.
ika nga niLa, one step at a time.

now, ang magandang gawin: STUDY HARDER and SAVE MORE.
kaya ko 'to.

unexceptionaL

it's my 8th month w/ Levi yesterday.
we don't reaLLy ceLebrate, but given a chance, we do.
and we did ceLebrate our 8th month :D

we went out to SM North and Trinoma.
first, we saw a movie, Ironman. oh God, it's so amazing!
as he said to his very recent comment to me in friendster, i was Like a chiLd.
why? it's because Ironman was just hot. wooooooooo. and the background music was so fantastic! it was very good movie! :D try watch it.
it's our first time to watch a movie together! yey!
and then we went to Trinoma to eat and waLk and taLk.

weeeee. i had fun :D
i aLways have fun when i'm with him. hehehe!

sadLy, my ceLLphone w/ cam is broken and he didn't carry his phone camera too that's why we don't have a picture :(
awww. but we exchanged messages at the back of our receipts haha!

i Love it.

i am not aLone.

sa totoo Lang, hindi ako masaya ngayon.
ganito kasi:

mom & ate jopai - occ. mindoro
dad, ate & kuya jb - work
me - house

i'm not aLone naman here in the house, i'm with tita roxie.
pero iba pa rin ang company ng mom ko.
iba taLaga ang isang (weLL true) maLaking bahay, pag kokonti Lang ang tao rito.
weee. . one week na ganito! muzta naman ako?
so expect me to go onLine everyday this week for Looooooooooooong hours.

pero di naman ako papayag na hindi ako LaLabas.
basta dapat once or twice this week, aaLis ako! :D
parang may pangLakwatsa e noh? haha!

kaya ko 'to! nandito naman Lahat eh..
kaya Lang iba pa rin pag kasama mo ang mga mahaL mo sa buhay.

it's not a nice feeLing being aLone.
ayaw na ayaw ko non, "no man is an isLand" ika niLa.
..and i shouLd do things that make me happy Like this :)
yey!

in the house. .

my parents are teLLing me to have summer advanced cLasses.
i want to.. but there's this inside of me that stopping me from doing that.
hahaha.. or shouLd I say the right word is "tinatamad".
i toLd myseLf.. maybe next summer na Lang 'coz i'm not in the right mood.. i stiLL have a month though.
hopefuLLy, i won't regret. waaaaah. i shouLd study harder.

enough of that, recentLy i don't have internet connection because there's no signaL. tsk. and that took 3 and a haLf days. thank God, Last night it finaLLy connected and i aLmost cry, reaLLy. i'm just too happy :D

because of that disaster, what did I do in those days??
weLL, nothing important but i had reaLLy take time in myseLf.
i Look myseLf in the mirror, and thought of a Lot of things, with what i want to do, my goaLs and dreams. i had fun 'coz i'm reaLLy vain.. i want to Look at myseLf in the mirror. ha ha :D thanks to my mom and dad for this beautifuL face. (pagbigyan)

but time reaLLy fLew sLow because of boredom.
i went out ofcourse, went to a maLL and another maLL and another. :D
it's so hot and i'm craving for haLo-haLo!
and when i'm in the house, i just watched tv shows or movies and ofcourse how wiLL i forget, and EAT :D i have big tummy!! hahaha.. :C
it doesn't matter.. what's important is in a way, i enjoyed and had fun, reaLLy.. because of those simpLe things, i'm easy to be happy :)

atLeast.

bakit kaya kapag bakasyon, andaming pumupunta sa swimming pooLs, beach, hot springs, resorts..?
ang init naman kasi eh, pero ironicaLLy, may daLawang araw na rin this summer na umuLan. astig. parang nagkaroon ng konting iLaw sa madiLim na kwarto, haha. may ganoong effect? :P

..and i'm Lucky kasi atLeast nakapagswim-swim ako.
kaya Lang naapektuhan ung face ko.. may white spots.. sabi ng dermatoLogist, dahiL daw masyadong na-exposed sa init. e kasi naman, hindi kami overnight kasi hindi makakapunta ung iba. kaya ayon, hindi nakaya ng sunbLock. super duper init naman kasi eh.

ayon, dito sa bahay, ang dami tuLoy naming order na water kasi inom kami ng inom especiaLLy me, super inom taLaga ako ng tubig. mahirap na, baka madehydrate pa diba?

sabi pa ng ate ko, ang workahoLic ko raw. ha ha ha.
e kasi super Linis at ayos taLaga ako ng mga gamit at damit ko sa kwarto. grabe naman kasi sa guLo. sana masaya na kwarto ko sa ginawa ko :)

at dahiL summer at mahaba buhok ko, Laging ganyan ang hairstyLe ko ngayon. may headband kasi sagabaL ung mahaba-haba kong bangs. ayan nga o, hindi na nakaya.i need a haircut. try ko kayang maikLing gupit? kaya Lang, takot ako. haha. ayaw magrisk? bahaLa na XD


o sige, depende taLaga sa panahon ung LifestyLe ko.
pero pareho pa rin naman ako, enjoy every moment :)

have something in my mind

i've attended my cousin's wedding yesterday.
and yes, it's my first time and i'm aLready 18.
actuaLLy, it's the second but the first one was a 25th anniversary so for me, i won't count it as one reaL wedding ha ha! :P



how inspiring.
the priest said that a groom or the guy shouLd be 3 Ps:
protector, provider and the priest.
and i agree most especiaLLy that a guy shouLd be the provider.
why? it is because he cannot start or create a famiLy if he cannot provide.
his chiLdren wiLL suffer from hunger and Lack of education.
so for those coupLes who want to get married, think twice ok?



back to the wedding, i'm a junior bridesmaid. yes, it's my first time (again) to hear a "junior" bridesmaid. it doesn't matter 'coz i had fun :)
with my 2 (i think) inches heeLs, i waLked down the aisLe with cameras before me. waaah. i'm feeLing famous hahaha! XD
come on, i thinking of having my future wedding a very simpLe, soLemn and personaLized one :) oh yea.. that's what i'm thinking when i was there in the whoLe wedding :)

hopefuLLy, aLL are happy especiaLLy to the newLyweds.
best wishes and congratuLations! yey :)

and congrats not onLy to them but aLso to me & Levi..happy and extraordinary 7 months together! yey :) Love it!

apriL fooL's day

Jeny sandli lng nasa hospital c levi nasagasaan
from bAby yEbi_ 04/01/08 13:12:03

the first day of apriL was caLLed apriL fooLs' day.
and my siLLy boyfriend thought of something fooLish for me to get fooLed.
ok, i've said the word "fooL" for many times. tsk.

..and yes. naLoko ako. napaiyak ako after kong basahin iang nakakainis na text.
there are things na hindi nakakatuwa. napikon ako onti kasi hindi magandang joke iyan db?
he had fun daw but he apoLogized. i forgave him.
hay nku. i toLd him, not to do that again kundi hindi na ako maniniwaLa sa kanya.
maLakas din kasi mantrip ian. ha ha ha

~~~~~~~~~~

since it's officiaLLy my vacation, parang nauubusan na ako ng gagawin.
parang Lang naman. cguro it's boredom na rin eh. waLa kasing pera panLakwatsa kaya forever ako nandito sa bahay. XD
super internet Lang taLaga ako kaya andami ko ring naiisip na gawin pero parang hanggang isip Lang! jusme.. san ako pupuLutin nito? :P

eto ung mga gusto kong gawin:
1. magLinis ng makaLat kong kwarto at ayusin ang mga gamit ko.
2. tapusin ang mga naputoL kong gawin na scrapbook-Like debut aLbum pati na rin ung para sa mga posts ko dito sa bLog
3. magpaprint ng napakaraming pictures. natambakan na ako.
4. shopping! pero window shopping muna ako ngayon.
5. wag kumain ng marami.

3 out of five jan, kinakaiLangan ko ng pera.
someone heLp me! hehehehe!

sana magawa ko iyan :) i'LL update you.

very cLose.

march 26, 2008. pumunta akong skuL para kunin ang cLass cards ko sa worLd Literature and computer prog'g. and i couLdn't beLieve my grades. hindi un ung ineexpect kong grades. i assumed that they're Low but no. haha. thank you po Lord. the funny thing is haLos pareho LAHAT ng grades namin ni Levi. cute :)

march 28, 2008. baLik ako uLi sa skuL para kunin ang huLing cLass card ko! and that's physics. so parang un ung make or break ko. haha. basta XD

march 29, 2008. graduation ng ate jopai ko. she's very cLose to my heart kaya i'm so happy kasi siyempre magiging careerwoman na siya. yey! congrats to you and congrats sa mom & dad namin. i'm sure they're very excited, happy and fuLfiLLed!:P weee, ako na Lang nag-aaraL sa aming magkakapatid!



apriL 5, 2008. i wiLL be attending my cousin's wedding. i'm a junior bridesmaid. actuaLLy it's my first time to hear na may junior na paLang bridesmaid. the titLe is kinda cute,huh!

apriL 6, 2008. 7th month ^_^

ayan muna ung ikkwento ko.
bakasyon na taLaga and i don't know what to make myseLf busy.
ang Lam ko Ln, magLinis ng kwarto/gamit/shoes at magsurf.
siguro, ipagpapatuLoy ko na Lang ung scrapbook ko na hindi matapos-tapos! haha.

my dad is aLso pLanning something for me this summer and i'm not sure if tuLoy un. i'm crossing my fingers! hehe :)

how sweet ^_^

Lagi akong hinahatid pauwi ni Levi hanggang Trinoma.
isang araw, may nakasabay kami at katapat pa namin.
kiniLig ako, kasi bihira na sa panahon ngayon ang "married" pa rin.
nagiging uso na nga ngayon ang hiwaLayan, divorce, kabit, third party, broken famiLy.
tsk. swerte ko dahiL hindi kabiLang ang pamiLya/parents ko doon.

naisip ko, nakakatuwa kasi ang sweet pa rin niLa sa isa't isa through the years.
sa sobrang kiLig ko, ayan, kinuhanan ko ng picture XD
sana ganyan na Lang Lahat ng Lovers, nagmamahaLan pa rin hanggang bukas.

~~~~~~~~~~

and now, bakasyon ko na. pero not reaLLy kasi kaiLangan pang pumuntang skuL para kunin ang cLass cards. ayos nga eh! one cLass card per day. muzta naman ang biyahe, pamasahe at pagod diba?
whew, sana ok mga grades. =)

Good Friday ngayon, maya-maya 7 Last words na.
dasaL tayo.

the truth wiLL set you free.

finaLs. case study. drama. hands-on exam. reLease of cLass cards.
my head is stiLL aching and my heart is beating fast.

as the semester is ending, professors intend to rush things.
demanding these and those without asking their students' reactions.
it's as if we don't have a word to say.

what wiLL you feeL if ALL your finaL examinations' answers were partLy guessed?
yes, i shouLdn't have studied if I wiLL onLy guess.
an exam on physics was partLy discussed. an exam on math anaLysis 2 needed time to entireLy soLve it. an exam on computer programming had your mind to think harder and LogicaL.

in other words, IYAK.
and another cry for my grades in cLass cards.

but, do reaLLy 1.0 or 2.25 wiLL teLL about your knowLedge and mind capacity?
do it reaLLy says what you are as a student?
maybe yes. maybe no.
it depends not onLy to you but aLso to your professors.
never trust. Looks can be deceiving. they act.

...and now, raLLies are everywhere. roads aren't enough for vehicLes.
peopLe are deLayed and so am I. I hated it. but raLLies couLd make peopLe be heard.

but I think, some are exaggerating. yes, we have the freedom to say things, aLmost aLL are bad things. but so much freedom. we are forgetting to respect. a president shouLd be respected, that I know but with so much freedom in this country, that is impossibLe. peopLe are throwing different words to her, but not onLy her, aLmost everybody. some may think they deserve it.

i feeL dumb when everytime there's a new president, peopLe wanted him/her to resign.
there's "Cory Resign!"
"Ramos Resign!", "Erap Resign!" & the most recentLy, "GLoria Resign!"
it's as if their Last name is Resign. tsk.

peopLe are not contented, third worLd countrymen.
probLems with another probLem and another probLem again, a never ending probLem.
what is the medicine? unity.
maybe in 100 years.
Lets pray.

so busy yet so in Love

if the month is march, there are many happenings in my Life and the peopLe around me.
it's because the semester's gonna end. and if that wiLL happen, finaLs shouLd go first.

my sister wiLL graduate this end of the month. congrats ate!=)
and she is having her 'Last' finaLs this week. ha ha redundant.
whiLe I have many examinations in different subjects, some are finaLs.
good Luck to us. we need it.

i'm stressed right now, but physicaLLy, it's not obvious. if i'm feeLing that, i aLways bLogged about it. 'coz in my opinion, bLogging it makes me feeL it Less, reaLLy.

~~~~~~~~~~


thank God I have a person who is there by my side.
..who is there to guide and heLp me.
in terms of academics, we heLp each other. i remember in our math ana-2 midterms, we had the same score! and our bLockmates thought we cheated but it's impossibLe because it's difficuLt to do so and we were arranged aLphabeticaLLy.
i thought if i had someone, my grades wouLd be Low and couLdn't study anymore because of thinking of him or of he, himseLf or because my parents are teLLing me everytime.but they were wrong, i was wrong. he is my inspiration.
yeah, that I beLieve now. your Love is your inspiration.
wo ai ni. <3

how i wish you wiLL abLe to read this.

eLection

bukas ang eLection para sa SSC (Supreme Student CounciL) sa pLm at ng kanya-kanyang student counciL ng bawat koLehiyo.
first time ko boboto kasi igno pa ko nung first year ako eh.
and now, i'm ready to vote.

kanina, nasaksihan ko ang debate between the candidates for presidency of SSC. isang tugonista at isang taga-bukLuran. isang Law student at isang medicine student. hindi ako kasapi ng isang kampo at masasabi kong gaLing siLa sa napakahirap at subok ng kurso.

ano ang mas pipiLiin mo?
paLaban at maraming sinasabi o kaLmado at straight to the point?
parehong may punto ang kaniLang sinasabi. parehong suportado ng kaniLang grupo.
para sakin, doon ako sa taong kaLmado at positibo dahiL sa aking paLagay, ang attitude na iyon ay makakatuLong para sa ikakaunLad ng pamantasan.


aLam ko na kung sino ang iboboto ko.


hindi Lang kasi ako tumitingin sa kung ano ang kaniLang sinasabi. tumitingin ako kung paano siLang makipag-usap.

ika nga ng isa kong prof, ang iyong personaLidad ang titingnan kapag nagjjob interview ka. aanuhin mo ang matataas mong grades kung waLa kang modo?


buti na Lang at nasa pamantasan ako. kahit na sa pangkaLahatan ay sinasabing mahiyain ang mag-aaraL dito, mapagkumbaba naman ang mga ito at matiisin.

maganda na rin ang isang pamantasan na hindi kumpLeto sa gamit, hindi aircon ang Lahat ng cLassrooms, sira-sira ang ibang computers, aanuhin mo naman iyon kung mas matututo kang dumiskarte. diba sa totoong Laban, pagkatapos ng koLehiyo, ang diskarte mo ay importante.


jennifer rose s. noynay, proud to be a PLMAYER.

trivia: congrats sa 1st pLacer sa nursing board exam (dec '07), isang taga-pamantasan =)

JENNY: pizza Lover.

if there's one topic that i want to discuss.. it's FOOD. i just Love eating and my favorite food item is PIZZA. yeah, i'm a pizza Lover.

one day, kuya jb ordered a 18 inch pizza @ yeLLow cab. it's their new barbeque chicken pizza. come on, the sweetness of it, wow, i can't forget. it's so deLicious and so big. haha. if one reaLLy is hungry, he can't eat this aLL aLone, mind you.

i want to eat pizza. i want to eat pizza. i want to eat pizza. i want to eat pizza. i want to eat pizza. i want to eat pizza. i want to eat pizza. i want to eat pizza.


*nyahahaha*

a heart day.

kahapon, may isang matandang LaLaki may daLang maLaking bouquet sa jeep. natuwa ako.

kagabi, may nakita ako isang babaeng nag-aabang ng jeep, may hawak hawak na maLaking bear na yakap yakap niya. napangiti ako.

kanina, marami akong nakitang taga-pamantasan may hawak na mga buLakLak, mayroong baLLoons. nakakatuwa.

naisip ko kasi, kahit na sinasabi ng mga matatanda na nag-iba na ang henerasyon ngayon, hindi pa rin nagbabago ang tradisyon kapag ika-14 na ng araw ng Pebrero. mayroon pa ring mga maginoong kaLaLakihan na nagpapataba ng mga puso ng mga kababaihan.


they reaLLy know how to make girLs happy :)


... and i thought i was not one of them who wiLL receive something speciaL. i don't expect naman kasi taLaga, that's why, nakakakiLig LaLo.

... Lagi kasi siyang nagdodota, i don't know if he saves money coz he spend a Lot.

... kakatapos Lang ng unang kLase, Lumapit siya sakin, may daLa-daLang fLowers at baLLoons. ako naman si girL, hindi mapigiLang ngumiti at kiLigin.

... aLam ng buong kLase, nahiya ako onti, pero sobrang saya kasi pinakamamahaL ko ang nagbigay sakin non :)

... tapos binigay ko na rin isang pig na stufftoy sa kanya. "crispy" ang name.

mushy na ba?
maganda sa pakiramdam kasi unang VaLentine's day ko ito na mayroong kapareha ang puso ko... yiiiikkeee.. kapag nabasa niya to, siguro kinikiLig na yon. hehe XD

~~~~~~~~~~

hindi Lahat ng tao, katuLad ko.
for the past 17 vaLentine's day of my Life, ngayon Lang ako nakadama nang ganito.
meron namangfew vaLentines na nadama kong speciaL din ako pero iba ngayon.

sana Lahat masaya ngayong araw na ito.
LaLo na mommy at daddy ko.

feeL niyo ba ang Love around you?
hindi niyo man aminin, pero naffeeL niyo iyon.
just be happy. kayo gumagawa ng dahiLan kung paano kayo magiging masaya.

LOVE, peopLe.

*>.<*

february rocks!

antagaL tagaL tagaL tagaL ng huLi kong post.
akaLain mu un? i had onLy two posts for the month of january. first time un ah!
busy kasi >.<

~~~~~~~~~~~

ngayon february na.
Lapit na 5th month namin (2 days na Lang <3) at ang vaLentine's day.yikkkeeee. =P

me mga Lumisan at me babaLik din sa buwan na ito.
ung mommy LoLa ko bumaLik na sa austraLia nung 1st day of feb at sa 10th day naman uuwi gaLing Dubai si Kuya (miss ko na siya)!

~~~~~~~~~~

uupdate ko paLa kayo sa friend ko.
we're ok na. as in bati na at baLik sa dati ang samahan.
we've Learned from our mistake at misunderstanding.
sana hindi na mauLit un at xmpre part din ng friendship ang tampuhan.
i Love you friend =)

~~~~~~~~~~

kaya ko nasabi na "february rocks"
kasi nararamdaman kong masaya at exciting ang month na ito.
sana tama ung prediction ko. ha ha ha

*ge2*

pLaying.

i aLways surf the net.
wayback in highschooL, i was one of the net addicts.
but i don't pLay onLine.
i onLy pLay one onLine game.

that's poker.
and i'm Loving it again. yeah, i'm pLaying! =)

~~~~~~~~~~

kakatapos ko Lang magmidterms.
at sana ok Lang ung mga resuLts.
kaya ka nagkachance akong makapagLaro eh. XD

~~~~~~~~~~

"nang-iiwan"
i reaLLy hate that word/adjective.
i find myseLf guiLty of that word because a friend said that to me twice recentLy.
one in a text whiLe the other via JOKE in front of five to six peopLe.

tsk. of aLL jokes in the worLd, why that word?
i hated it. as if i'm so bad, super bad friend.
i can't cut myseLf into two bodies and be with my boyfriend and my friend.

hopefuLLy, i can soLve this probLem of mine.
and my friend shouLd be abLe to understand. come on, we've been together for four months now and there's stiLL bitterness?

but one thing is for sure, hindi ako nang-iiwan.
kung ganon man ang sabi nia, hindi ko sinasadya.
enough of that.

~~~~~~~~~~

sana waLa ng probLema.
sana ok na ang Lahat.
sana makapag-update ako katuLad ng dati.
saLamat sa mga bumibisita at nagbabasa sa bLog ko.

Lapit na magfebruary.
yiikkeee.

*>.<*

2oo8.

happy new year!

(haha. better Late than never!)

owkei. so some peopLe are back into business, whether in work or schooL.
and i'm stiLL here in our house doing some assignment and readings.

i shouLd better feeL these remaining days of vacation.. huhu.. 'coz i'm sure i'LL be busy again.

midterms. yay. i don't want it >.<

~~~~~~~~~~

they say a picture paints a thousand words.
thank you to the person who first said that because i Lack words right now XD





i Love my famiLy.
hopefuLLy, the Love, fun, happiness, good heaLth, prosperity and smiLes are stiLL there in this new year.
iba taLaga ang Noynay FamiLy.

*mwahh*